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alyeen1.livejournal.com posting in monaboyd Oct. 4th, 2009 04:55 pm)Hello everybody! Have been hanging around this wonderful community for a while now, reading all the great fics about lovely Billy and Dom and finally I've written something small.
Title: Never
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alyeen1
Pairing: Monaboyd
Rating: PG
Words: 536
Disclaimer: I don't know Billy or Dom (sadly), so this is just based on my fantasy, not on any kind of facts.
Note: It's my first (tiny) story in this fandom, so please bear with me. Also English isn't my first language, but wonderfulkms726 has helped me a lot. And big thanks to to lemmesay for reminding me that Billy & Dom belong together :-)
Billy looked from his teapot to the window. It should have been a good morning. The sun was shining, it was Sunday and he had no appointments or family-issues whatsoever. But he felt neither relaxed nor comfortable. Something was ... off.
From the corner of his eye he watched Dom stirring his tea, lost in thought. Not that Dom was really talkative right after waking up at such 'a ghastly hour' as he liked to call it, not that they needed to talk at all.
Billy could very well enjoy any silent moment shared with his friend. But normally those moments felt cosy, with Dom exhausted, resting his head on his shoulder 'for a second' and promptly falling asleep, his warm breath sweeping over his chest.
But now something was brewing in his friend's mind, he could tell by Dom's chin just being a hard edge, not a smooth, round smile as it seemed to be most of the time when Dom was around him.
Billy wished his friend would just let go whatever was troubling his mind so they could go boating as they've planned.
But of course that wouldn't happen.
As if he had guessed Billy's path of thought, Dom looked up, two dark blue dots meeting his gaze.
"I love you."
Billy frowned over the severe voice with which these warm words were spoken. He had heard those words from Dom before and he had said them as well, but they had been soft words, spoken by a friend to another. He had thought so at least. Or believed it to be so ...
"I love you too", he finally answered after a pause which seems to last an eternity, trying to hold out against Dom's piercing gaze. He had hoped to sound casual as all the times before - amicable if anything - but his high voice betrayed him with distinctive quivers.
A smile appeared on Dom's face, a sad smile. Slowly he shook his head. "No, you don't."
Billy stiffened a bit more. This was not a conversation he'd had with Dom before, but he had a feeling that he already knew the outcome. "Why not?"
Dom got up, standing there for a second, his ring on his finger tapping against the table. His chin seemed to be even more clenched. "Because you never thought about doing this."
He stepped to Billy and grabbed his face in both hands. Dom's lips pressed against his. Smooth lips, blending into his perfectly as if they were made for kissing him. Stubbles scratched his skin. Dom's stubbles, making him tingling.
A tongue prodded carefully but all more eagerly against his mouth and he could do nothing else than let it in. His heart beat faster, as the tender tip moved around his tongue, searchingly. Desperately. His mouth passionately kissed the comfort he had missed before it spread out in him. He had never been kissed like that before. It felt wonderful.
And then just like that, Dom let go, leaving him wanting more. While Dom's hint of smile showed satisfaction his dark eyes spoke of pain.
"You never did. And I can't think of anything else", he repeated whisperingly, sitting down again. Lost in his thoughts.
Title: Never
Author:
alyeen1Pairing: Monaboyd
Rating: PG
Words: 536
Disclaimer: I don't know Billy or Dom (sadly), so this is just based on my fantasy, not on any kind of facts.
Note: It's my first (tiny) story in this fandom, so please bear with me. Also English isn't my first language, but wonderful
kms726 has helped me a lot. And big thanks to to lemmesay for reminding me that Billy & Dom belong together :-) Billy looked from his teapot to the window. It should have been a good morning. The sun was shining, it was Sunday and he had no appointments or family-issues whatsoever. But he felt neither relaxed nor comfortable. Something was ... off.
From the corner of his eye he watched Dom stirring his tea, lost in thought. Not that Dom was really talkative right after waking up at such 'a ghastly hour' as he liked to call it, not that they needed to talk at all.
Billy could very well enjoy any silent moment shared with his friend. But normally those moments felt cosy, with Dom exhausted, resting his head on his shoulder 'for a second' and promptly falling asleep, his warm breath sweeping over his chest.
But now something was brewing in his friend's mind, he could tell by Dom's chin just being a hard edge, not a smooth, round smile as it seemed to be most of the time when Dom was around him.
Billy wished his friend would just let go whatever was troubling his mind so they could go boating as they've planned.
But of course that wouldn't happen.
As if he had guessed Billy's path of thought, Dom looked up, two dark blue dots meeting his gaze.
"I love you."
Billy frowned over the severe voice with which these warm words were spoken. He had heard those words from Dom before and he had said them as well, but they had been soft words, spoken by a friend to another. He had thought so at least. Or believed it to be so ...
"I love you too", he finally answered after a pause which seems to last an eternity, trying to hold out against Dom's piercing gaze. He had hoped to sound casual as all the times before - amicable if anything - but his high voice betrayed him with distinctive quivers.
A smile appeared on Dom's face, a sad smile. Slowly he shook his head. "No, you don't."
Billy stiffened a bit more. This was not a conversation he'd had with Dom before, but he had a feeling that he already knew the outcome. "Why not?"
Dom got up, standing there for a second, his ring on his finger tapping against the table. His chin seemed to be even more clenched. "Because you never thought about doing this."
He stepped to Billy and grabbed his face in both hands. Dom's lips pressed against his. Smooth lips, blending into his perfectly as if they were made for kissing him. Stubbles scratched his skin. Dom's stubbles, making him tingling.
A tongue prodded carefully but all more eagerly against his mouth and he could do nothing else than let it in. His heart beat faster, as the tender tip moved around his tongue, searchingly. Desperately. His mouth passionately kissed the comfort he had missed before it spread out in him. He had never been kissed like that before. It felt wonderful.
And then just like that, Dom let go, leaving him wanting more. While Dom's hint of smile showed satisfaction his dark eyes spoke of pain.
"You never did. And I can't think of anything else", he repeated whisperingly, sitting down again. Lost in his thoughts.
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Dom got up, standing there for a second, his ring on his finger tapping against the table. Love this little bit. The ring is a nice touch. I love these little detail in stories ♥.
Dom's stubbles, making him tingling. Makes me tingling as well ^___^ ♥♥♥ keep on writing these things, please.
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Mh, for some reason in my mind Dom has on his thumb always a big ring ... don't know why *scratching head*
I know Dom&Billy deserve a happy ending, but they make it really hard ...
I'll try, but it probably needs a lot of teasing ... :-)
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Yeah, for me there's a lot of body language between them ... although they seem to like to talk :-)
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...Billy liked the kiss so why don't you write a nice ending to please us all?! I really like to read more from you!
-Lorelai
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You are right - the ending isn't really an ending (what was I thinking? *lol*) and I should write a sequel. ... I'd wish I could promise anything, but I'm a really lazy writer ...
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...oops?
moarpls.
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I'll try more ... if inspiration hits me *goes looking for it* :-)
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I watched a lot of fanvids on YouTube and suddenly it just had to get out :-)
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I ADORE your vids! "I've had the time of my life" is my faaaaaaavourite!!! Your vids are damn awesome!
Then it were your vids that brought me to writing this :-)
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Yes those are my vids! So glad you like them!! ;P
I'm in the process of finishing up chapter 7 of 'Lonely No More' plus I want to try and do a Halloween Special - if I can find the time...
I'm always happy to meet a fellow Monaboyd enthusiast like myself! LOL!
*I know a lot of my vids have the audio removed and I will be working hard to rectify that. Whats your YT name - have you subscribed to us yet? hahaha
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I love your remastered Chapter One - with one of my most favourite songs ...
Oh gosh, I have a YT-name, but I only got one, because of a vid I couldn't have watched otherwise. There's really nothing there. Tries to remember ... Alyzz1 I think.
I hate this adio-removing-sh***. What the heck? It destroys beautiful, hard work!
(Btw., I'm trying to pack, that's why I'm answering so slowly. I hate packing ;-)
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*Well YT took off some of our more naughty vids - hopefully we will have all of the removed vids back up soon as 'remastered'...keep your eyes open for them and I'll keep my eyes open for your 'sequel'! hahahaha
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Lol, sequel, *hiding*! Lol!
Unpacking is awful too *lol*
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*I'll be living out of my suitcase till the weekend! hahahaha
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Uuh, suitcase-living is ... hellish. At least in a flat you can spread everything, not like in a hotel where it all piles up *lol*
Hope you had wonderful holidays!
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A sequel would be a great addition to this...we all want to see Billy's reaction - such as throwing Dom down onto the counter and kissing him 'everywhere' just as a start! LOL!
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Mmmh, your sequel-idea sounds great!!! Yes, throwing and kissing is what should happen next. And then more ... I feel inspiration coming towards me ... :-)
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Would you mind if I link to your fic from the
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No, not at all! Please do the link, that would be great!