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monaboyd2004-02-08 08:10 pm
just-me-kalista.livejournal.com) wrote in monaboyd2004-02-08 08:10 pm
Another Monaboyd one!! YAY!!
And it got kinda angsty in the end soooo....
Title: Love & Hate
Author: Christina
Pairing: Monaboyd
Summary: Dom is the only person he could love and hate both with so much intensity.
Disclaimer: Not. Mine. Okay.
When Dom does yoga, it is the most beautiful thing Billy has ever seen. Sometimes Billy gets up early just to watch Dom do his sun salutation. Sun salutation…or is it salute to the sun. Billy remembers both names because Dom has told him quite a few times. Billy tends to forget the names of the poses, but he always remembers sun…salutation.
The way Dom looks with his arching and contracting muscles working in fluid motion always turns Billy on and those mornings Bill finds himself rubbing himself through his boxers. But he never disturbs Dom, because he would rather watch than be relieved.
Dom’s rhythmic breathing keeps Bill in a kind of trance. Watching as Dom prostrates, arches and pretty much bends in half.
Bill thinks that Dom should teach him some of it. Maybe in bed. Bill is aching and as soon as Dom is finished the meditation part, he pounces.
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When Dom smokes, it is the ugliest thing Bill has ever seen. Sometimes when they go to the bar, Dom drinks too much and starts to bum cigarettes from strangers. Because of course Dom doesn’t smoke himself. He doesn’t have any of his own. Because Dom hates smokers and hates the taste of smoke.
The way Dom looks lips wrapped around the end of the disgusting white stick makes Bill sick and he finds himself wanting to leave. He can’t stand that Dom is so hypocritical, but he wouldn’t tell him that. He won’t bother Dom about it when he’s drunk. Or when he’s sober either.
Dom sucks in and slowly blows out deep blue curling smoke. And Bill knows that Dom’s lips will taste like a sodding ashtray.
Bill thinks that Dom shouldn’t ever, ever smoke again. But Bill can’t say anything and as soon as Dom is finished with the cigarette, he leans over and kisses Dom on the cheek.
(-*-)
Bill knows that both are distinctively Dominic and he also knows that without either one, Dom would still be Dom, but not quite. Billy understands that love and hate aren’t the opposite of each other, but really the same feeling. Because Dom is the only person he could love and hate both with so much intensity that it breaks his heart not to be near Dom. And sometimes Billy is filled with sadness when he realizes that Dom really isn’t his.
Title: Love & Hate
Author: Christina
Pairing: Monaboyd
Summary: Dom is the only person he could love and hate both with so much intensity.
Disclaimer: Not. Mine. Okay.
When Dom does yoga, it is the most beautiful thing Billy has ever seen. Sometimes Billy gets up early just to watch Dom do his sun salutation. Sun salutation…or is it salute to the sun. Billy remembers both names because Dom has told him quite a few times. Billy tends to forget the names of the poses, but he always remembers sun…salutation.
The way Dom looks with his arching and contracting muscles working in fluid motion always turns Billy on and those mornings Bill finds himself rubbing himself through his boxers. But he never disturbs Dom, because he would rather watch than be relieved.
Dom’s rhythmic breathing keeps Bill in a kind of trance. Watching as Dom prostrates, arches and pretty much bends in half.
Bill thinks that Dom should teach him some of it. Maybe in bed. Bill is aching and as soon as Dom is finished the meditation part, he pounces.
(-*-)
When Dom smokes, it is the ugliest thing Bill has ever seen. Sometimes when they go to the bar, Dom drinks too much and starts to bum cigarettes from strangers. Because of course Dom doesn’t smoke himself. He doesn’t have any of his own. Because Dom hates smokers and hates the taste of smoke.
The way Dom looks lips wrapped around the end of the disgusting white stick makes Bill sick and he finds himself wanting to leave. He can’t stand that Dom is so hypocritical, but he wouldn’t tell him that. He won’t bother Dom about it when he’s drunk. Or when he’s sober either.
Dom sucks in and slowly blows out deep blue curling smoke. And Bill knows that Dom’s lips will taste like a sodding ashtray.
Bill thinks that Dom shouldn’t ever, ever smoke again. But Bill can’t say anything and as soon as Dom is finished with the cigarette, he leans over and kisses Dom on the cheek.
(-*-)
Bill knows that both are distinctively Dominic and he also knows that without either one, Dom would still be Dom, but not quite. Billy understands that love and hate aren’t the opposite of each other, but really the same feeling. Because Dom is the only person he could love and hate both with so much intensity that it breaks his heart not to be near Dom. And sometimes Billy is filled with sadness when he realizes that Dom really isn’t his.
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Thank you for taking the time to comment:D
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That last line came out of nowhere...i had no idea it was going to end like that!
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Christina
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Good fic, nice portrayal of emotions!
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no it was fabu lovies.
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thanks for commenting!!
Christina
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