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hobbits-r-cute.livejournal.com posting in monaboyd May. 11th, 2004 10:26 pm)Title: The Pain of Love-Chapter Four
Pairing: Billy/Dom
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Didn't happen
Summary: Filming is ending, Billy and Dominic spend some time alone, the pain starts
Content Warning: Physical abuse from this chapter on. Do not say I didn't warn you and remember this is fiction. I wouldn't wish this situation on my worst enemy.
Previous chapter: Chapter One | Chapter Two | Chapter Three
Un-beta'd and looking for one, but be warned, this is tame compared to later chapters...
Chapter Four
Filming was two days away from ending. Billy and Dominic decided to have a private meal at home at Dominic’s insistence. Billy noticed that Dominic had become more demanding in their relationship, but he didn’t mind. He loved being with Dominic.
“So, m’dear Billy-boy, what are your plans after filming is over?”
Billy flinched slightly. Only his father had ever called him ‘Billy-boy’. “I don’t know, Dom. I’d like to return to Glasgow. Get back in the theater circuit.”
“Oh,” Dominic said as he looked down at his drink.
“Dom, are you ok?” Billy asked as he gazed at his boyfriend with concern.
“I just thought I meant more to you.” Dominic flung his head back and downed his drink.
“You mean a lot to me, Dom,” Billy said as he reached out to take Dominic’s hand. “More than you know. Come to Glasgow with me. You won’t be too far from Manchester.”
“What if I want to move to L.A., Billy? What if I don’t want to return to the U.K.?”
“I...I don’t know, Dom. Come stay in Glasgow with me.”
Dominic looked up at Billy. He could see the love in Billy’s deep, green eyes. “I’ll come to Glasgow with you,” he whispered as he caressed Billy’s cheek. He leaned over and captured Billy’s mouth in a deep kiss. “Let’s go to bed.”
Billy nodded wordlessly and allowed Dom to lead him down the hallway and up the stairs to the bedroom.
Dominic shoved him back onto the bed before crawling on top of him. “I want to fuck you so hard, Billy, you can’t walk for a week,” he whispered as he undid the button at the top of Billy’s jeans.
“We have two days of shooting left, Dom. I need to walk for that.” Billy gasped as Dominic reached his hand into his boxers.
“I don’t care.” Dominic pulled down Billy’s jeans and boxers, wiggling them down until they were completely off. He moved up and kissed Billy hard on the month, wedging Billy’s hard erection between them. He reached down, grasped it in his hand, and begin to pump. “Not going to walk for a week.”
Billy groaned. “God, Dom, don’t stop.”
Dominic grinned and dropped his hand. He reached down and faster than it seemed possible, removed his jeans and boxers. He moved over Billy again, their erections rubbing against each other. “So hard,” he whispered as he reached for the lube.
Billy moaned as Dominic moved away again. “Dom,” he breathed. “Please.”
Dominic smiled as he coated his own erection with the lube. “Just wait.” He leaned back over Billy and prepared the older man. It was always this way. Dominic had to be the one in control. He had to be the one inside. Billy went along willingly. He was so happy to be with Dominic, he cared little at how they made love.
Dominic slowly prepared Billy, drawing it out as long as he could. When he got to his own breaking point, he removed his fingers and placed himself over Billy. He leaned over and traced his tongue over Billy’s body.
“God, Dom. Please. Just do it,” Billy begged.
Dominic grinned. He loved having this control over Billy. He placed himself over Billy again and entered him, hard and full.
Billy gasped at the pain. It hurt like hell, but he loved it. Loved Dominic. “God!” he groaned loudly as Dominic thrust into him.
“Mine. All mine,” Dominic said with every one of his movements. He thrust into Billy so hard, he was sure he’d leave bruises. He reached between them and grasped Billy’s erection. “Want you to come, Bills,” he whispered.
That was all Dominic need to say as Billy came in his lover’s hand.
Dominic continued his assault on Billy long after the older man came. He came to his breaking point, however and he came long and hard into Billy. He groaned and fell on top of him.
Billy groaned and rolled Dominic off of him. “That...was amazing,” Billy whispered onto Dominic’s chest. “I doubt I will be able to walk.”
Dominic pulled Billy close. “Sorry, Bills,” he said into Billy’s blonde hair.
“Worth it,” Billy said as he adjusted himself into a more comfortable position. He soon fell asleep in Dominic’s arms.
Dominic started drinking after he moved into Billy’s house. Billy managed to find work rather quickly in the local theaters while Dominic spent much of his time at home, watching t.v. His temper came quicker then it ever had before so Billy was careful not to step on Dominic’s toes.
The phone rang early one Saturday morning in late February of 2002. Billy had a rare weekend without a matinee and decided to spent some time with his boyfriend.
“Don’t get it,” Dominic whispered into the hollow of Billy’s neck.
“I have to. Could be my agent. Could be yours.” Billy gave Dominic a quick kiss before wiggling out from under him. “Hello?”
“Billy. It’s Janet.”
“Hey, Janet.” Billy month ‘sorry’ to Dominic before returning to the phone. “What’s up?”
“I just got a call. Peter Weir’s filming Master and Commander in Mexico in June. He’d like you to be in it. It’s won’t be a big role...”
“Are you fucking serious?” Billy exclaimed as Dominic came to stand behind him. He wrapped his arms around Billy and placed his chin on Billy’s shoulder. “Of course I’ll do it. I’ve always wanted to work with Peter Weir.”
“Well, there’s two weeks of training before hand. I’ll tell him you’re up to it and have him send you the script.”
“Great! Thanks, Janet.” Billy hung up the phone and turned in Dominic’s arms. “I have a part in Peter Weir’s new movie!” He kissed Dominic full on the lips. “I can’t believe it.”
Dominic let go of Billy and went to the refrigerator. He pulled out a can of beer. “Where is it being filmed?”
“Mexico. Filming starts in June. Can you believe it? Peter Weir.”
Dominic nodded. “And what, exactly, will happen to us?”
Billy’s smiled faded. “What are you talking about? You’ll come with me.”
“Damn it, Billy,” Dominic said as he threw his beer can against the wall, splattering beer all over the clean white surface. He moved forward and pinned Billy against the counter. “You didn’t ask me. You didn’t ask if I wanted to go to Mexico. If I wanted you to go to Mexico. You only thought of your own fucking self. As usual.”
Billy felt the edge of the counter digging into his back. “I’m sorry, Dom, but it’s...it’s a wonderful...”
“A wonderful opportunity? For you, maybe. Not for me. It’s never about me, you selfish bastard.” Dominic raised his hand and laid a hard slap on Billy’s cheek.
Billy placed a hand over his reddening cheek. “I’m sorry, Dom, but christ...”
Dominic grabbed Billy’s wrist and threw him to the ground. “Don’t talk back to me. I’ll let you do the fucking movie. Only because you’ve already said you would, but from now on, you have to put everything through me. Even those fucking plays you love to do so much.” He knelt down so he was eye level with Billy. “Do you get me?”
Billy didn’t know what to make of this. Dominic had never hit him before or spoken to him with such venom in his voice. He loved the man before him dearly. He would do whatever he had to do to make Dominic happy. “Yes. I’ll talk to you first.”
Dominic smiled. He placed his hands on the sides of Billy’s face. He pulled the older man’s head toward him and placed a soft kiss on top of Billy’s head before standing up.
Billy rubbed his cheek as he watched Dominic leave the room. He stood up and followed him into the living room. He flopped onto the couch beside Dominic, deciding not to mention what had just happened.
Dominic looked over and frowned at Billy. He saw the outline of his hand marking Billy’s face. He leaned over and placed a soft kiss on Billy’s red cheek. “I’m sorry, love. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
Billy saw the love in Dominic’s eyes and he smiled. “It’s alright. It’ll fade.”
Dominic smiled and leaned over Billy, pressing the older man back onto the couch.
Billy grimaced as the remote dug into his back, right were the counter had been digging just a few minutes before.
“You ok, love?” Dominic asked, concern in his eyes. He lifted up Billy’s shirt and looked at Billy’s back. An indentation was deep in Billy’s back. Dominic could already see a bruise forming. “God, did I do that?” He lowered Billy’s shirt. “I’m sorry, Billy. I guess I don’t know my own strength.”
Billy shrugged. “It’ll go away and it’s on my back. I don’t show my back on stage.”
Dominic leaned over kissed Billy’s forehead. “I love you, Bill.” He leaned back on the couch, pulling Billy down on top of him.
Billy sighed as he laid in Dominic’s arms. It was a one time thing, he told himself. Dom won’t hurt me again.
Pairing: Billy/Dom
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Didn't happen
Summary: Filming is ending, Billy and Dominic spend some time alone, the pain starts
Content Warning: Physical abuse from this chapter on. Do not say I didn't warn you and remember this is fiction. I wouldn't wish this situation on my worst enemy.
Previous chapter: Chapter One | Chapter Two | Chapter Three
Un-beta'd and looking for one, but be warned, this is tame compared to later chapters...
Chapter Four
Filming was two days away from ending. Billy and Dominic decided to have a private meal at home at Dominic’s insistence. Billy noticed that Dominic had become more demanding in their relationship, but he didn’t mind. He loved being with Dominic.
“So, m’dear Billy-boy, what are your plans after filming is over?”
Billy flinched slightly. Only his father had ever called him ‘Billy-boy’. “I don’t know, Dom. I’d like to return to Glasgow. Get back in the theater circuit.”
“Oh,” Dominic said as he looked down at his drink.
“Dom, are you ok?” Billy asked as he gazed at his boyfriend with concern.
“I just thought I meant more to you.” Dominic flung his head back and downed his drink.
“You mean a lot to me, Dom,” Billy said as he reached out to take Dominic’s hand. “More than you know. Come to Glasgow with me. You won’t be too far from Manchester.”
“What if I want to move to L.A., Billy? What if I don’t want to return to the U.K.?”
“I...I don’t know, Dom. Come stay in Glasgow with me.”
Dominic looked up at Billy. He could see the love in Billy’s deep, green eyes. “I’ll come to Glasgow with you,” he whispered as he caressed Billy’s cheek. He leaned over and captured Billy’s mouth in a deep kiss. “Let’s go to bed.”
Billy nodded wordlessly and allowed Dom to lead him down the hallway and up the stairs to the bedroom.
Dominic shoved him back onto the bed before crawling on top of him. “I want to fuck you so hard, Billy, you can’t walk for a week,” he whispered as he undid the button at the top of Billy’s jeans.
“We have two days of shooting left, Dom. I need to walk for that.” Billy gasped as Dominic reached his hand into his boxers.
“I don’t care.” Dominic pulled down Billy’s jeans and boxers, wiggling them down until they were completely off. He moved up and kissed Billy hard on the month, wedging Billy’s hard erection between them. He reached down, grasped it in his hand, and begin to pump. “Not going to walk for a week.”
Billy groaned. “God, Dom, don’t stop.”
Dominic grinned and dropped his hand. He reached down and faster than it seemed possible, removed his jeans and boxers. He moved over Billy again, their erections rubbing against each other. “So hard,” he whispered as he reached for the lube.
Billy moaned as Dominic moved away again. “Dom,” he breathed. “Please.”
Dominic smiled as he coated his own erection with the lube. “Just wait.” He leaned back over Billy and prepared the older man. It was always this way. Dominic had to be the one in control. He had to be the one inside. Billy went along willingly. He was so happy to be with Dominic, he cared little at how they made love.
Dominic slowly prepared Billy, drawing it out as long as he could. When he got to his own breaking point, he removed his fingers and placed himself over Billy. He leaned over and traced his tongue over Billy’s body.
“God, Dom. Please. Just do it,” Billy begged.
Dominic grinned. He loved having this control over Billy. He placed himself over Billy again and entered him, hard and full.
Billy gasped at the pain. It hurt like hell, but he loved it. Loved Dominic. “God!” he groaned loudly as Dominic thrust into him.
“Mine. All mine,” Dominic said with every one of his movements. He thrust into Billy so hard, he was sure he’d leave bruises. He reached between them and grasped Billy’s erection. “Want you to come, Bills,” he whispered.
That was all Dominic need to say as Billy came in his lover’s hand.
Dominic continued his assault on Billy long after the older man came. He came to his breaking point, however and he came long and hard into Billy. He groaned and fell on top of him.
Billy groaned and rolled Dominic off of him. “That...was amazing,” Billy whispered onto Dominic’s chest. “I doubt I will be able to walk.”
Dominic pulled Billy close. “Sorry, Bills,” he said into Billy’s blonde hair.
“Worth it,” Billy said as he adjusted himself into a more comfortable position. He soon fell asleep in Dominic’s arms.
Dominic started drinking after he moved into Billy’s house. Billy managed to find work rather quickly in the local theaters while Dominic spent much of his time at home, watching t.v. His temper came quicker then it ever had before so Billy was careful not to step on Dominic’s toes.
The phone rang early one Saturday morning in late February of 2002. Billy had a rare weekend without a matinee and decided to spent some time with his boyfriend.
“Don’t get it,” Dominic whispered into the hollow of Billy’s neck.
“I have to. Could be my agent. Could be yours.” Billy gave Dominic a quick kiss before wiggling out from under him. “Hello?”
“Billy. It’s Janet.”
“Hey, Janet.” Billy month ‘sorry’ to Dominic before returning to the phone. “What’s up?”
“I just got a call. Peter Weir’s filming Master and Commander in Mexico in June. He’d like you to be in it. It’s won’t be a big role...”
“Are you fucking serious?” Billy exclaimed as Dominic came to stand behind him. He wrapped his arms around Billy and placed his chin on Billy’s shoulder. “Of course I’ll do it. I’ve always wanted to work with Peter Weir.”
“Well, there’s two weeks of training before hand. I’ll tell him you’re up to it and have him send you the script.”
“Great! Thanks, Janet.” Billy hung up the phone and turned in Dominic’s arms. “I have a part in Peter Weir’s new movie!” He kissed Dominic full on the lips. “I can’t believe it.”
Dominic let go of Billy and went to the refrigerator. He pulled out a can of beer. “Where is it being filmed?”
“Mexico. Filming starts in June. Can you believe it? Peter Weir.”
Dominic nodded. “And what, exactly, will happen to us?”
Billy’s smiled faded. “What are you talking about? You’ll come with me.”
“Damn it, Billy,” Dominic said as he threw his beer can against the wall, splattering beer all over the clean white surface. He moved forward and pinned Billy against the counter. “You didn’t ask me. You didn’t ask if I wanted to go to Mexico. If I wanted you to go to Mexico. You only thought of your own fucking self. As usual.”
Billy felt the edge of the counter digging into his back. “I’m sorry, Dom, but it’s...it’s a wonderful...”
“A wonderful opportunity? For you, maybe. Not for me. It’s never about me, you selfish bastard.” Dominic raised his hand and laid a hard slap on Billy’s cheek.
Billy placed a hand over his reddening cheek. “I’m sorry, Dom, but christ...”
Dominic grabbed Billy’s wrist and threw him to the ground. “Don’t talk back to me. I’ll let you do the fucking movie. Only because you’ve already said you would, but from now on, you have to put everything through me. Even those fucking plays you love to do so much.” He knelt down so he was eye level with Billy. “Do you get me?”
Billy didn’t know what to make of this. Dominic had never hit him before or spoken to him with such venom in his voice. He loved the man before him dearly. He would do whatever he had to do to make Dominic happy. “Yes. I’ll talk to you first.”
Dominic smiled. He placed his hands on the sides of Billy’s face. He pulled the older man’s head toward him and placed a soft kiss on top of Billy’s head before standing up.
Billy rubbed his cheek as he watched Dominic leave the room. He stood up and followed him into the living room. He flopped onto the couch beside Dominic, deciding not to mention what had just happened.
Dominic looked over and frowned at Billy. He saw the outline of his hand marking Billy’s face. He leaned over and placed a soft kiss on Billy’s red cheek. “I’m sorry, love. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
Billy saw the love in Dominic’s eyes and he smiled. “It’s alright. It’ll fade.”
Dominic smiled and leaned over Billy, pressing the older man back onto the couch.
Billy grimaced as the remote dug into his back, right were the counter had been digging just a few minutes before.
“You ok, love?” Dominic asked, concern in his eyes. He lifted up Billy’s shirt and looked at Billy’s back. An indentation was deep in Billy’s back. Dominic could already see a bruise forming. “God, did I do that?” He lowered Billy’s shirt. “I’m sorry, Billy. I guess I don’t know my own strength.”
Billy shrugged. “It’ll go away and it’s on my back. I don’t show my back on stage.”
Dominic leaned over kissed Billy’s forehead. “I love you, Bill.” He leaned back on the couch, pulling Billy down on top of him.
Billy sighed as he laid in Dominic’s arms. It was a one time thing, he told himself. Dom won’t hurt me again.
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BTW, if you're still looking for a beta, I would be interested. I know I've been a bad reader lately, but I'd love to help you out if you're interested. After all, who better to beta than an English teacher in training? ;-) You know how to get ahold of me if you're interested... *hugs*
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thank you :-D ::hugs::
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glad you liked...
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thank you....
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and if you think this was sad...yeah..you don't want to read later chapters then...::shakes head:: i'm so mean..
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i'm so mean to him...::shrugs::
thanks for readin!!
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thanks for reading..i feel evil and dirty writing this but what can one do?