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robingurl.livejournal.com posting in monaboyd Mar. 17th, 2004 04:35 pm)Title: I Loved You First
Author: Robin Gurl
Pairing: DM/BB BB/DM [SA/EW VM/OB/SB implied]
Rating: PG-13 if that
Summary: Billy's a bit jealous
Notes: This is from Billy's POV. He is 32 years old
I’m Jealous.
That’s what I am.
I sigh and look down at my feet as they scrapped the glue and prosthetics off. In front of me I watch as Elijah leaned over Dom. The two kissed and once again I felt my stomach ice up.
My mouth went dry and I felt my eyes water. My heart began to ache as the two exchanged more love.
Did Dom even know about my feelings?
Elijah then giggled like a teenybopper and wrapped his arms around Dom’s neck. He fell over slightly. Dom helped him back up pulling him into his lap much to the distress of the feet people.
I suddenly felt sick to my stomach. It wasn’t that I was against this. I was just jealous.
I liked Dom first.
I had flirted.
But all I got was nothing.
Elijah had gotten it all.
“Hey, what’s wrong?”
I snap out of my daze to see Dom staring at me. I feel myself blush. “What?”
“You look as though you’ve a fever.”
No I don’t have a fever. I’m just blushing. Is there anything wrong with that? “No, I’m uh fine.”
"You might wanna watch over him.." Elijah said to Dom for once in a serious tone. I felt my ears turn even redder. "He's prolly getting sick again."
Dom nodded to my annoyment (a new word, go me!) his eyes were dark which told me that he meant it.
"I hope not." Sean replied. I have forgotten that he was in the room. How could I have forgotten? That wasn't possible, I mean you always knew where all your friends were in this small trailer. "The last thing we need is Billy ill."
"I am not sick!" I cried getting angry. Of course now my stomach was doing flips but it definitely wasn't because I was sick, no, it was because Dom was holding Elijah.
"Alright, Billy, alright." Dom calmly replied patting my knee, "Don't get worked up, you'll make yourself have a heart attack. We're just a little worried, that's all. Last time you said you weren't sick you threw up and collapsed from fever."
Damn it. Did Dom ALWAYS have to be RIGHT? And so calm to? Argh!!!! Finally my feet were done. I stood and started to walk out, just wanting to get out of the stupid room and away from THEM.
"Pip???"
I blinked tears from my eyes and turned around sighing, "What Merry?" Dom didn't call me Pippin unless he was serious about something. So I figured I might as well answer.
"Want to come to dinner with us?" Dom looked at me concerned. I knew he could see those tears but I really didn't care.
"No, I'm going home. I've got left overs to finish off. Go have fun with your boy friend." I muttered loudly and stomped off.
*~*
As soon as I got to my house I fell on the couch and cried. I cried just like I had done every night since Elijah and Dom had started getting this close. I felt sick as I thought of MY Merry snuggling with our Frodo instead of me. It just wasn't fair.
Maybe I was just to old and unattractive. No one wanted to love an old fogey like meself, I should have seen it before. I was way past my prime. Why had I even bothered to flirt? I was wasting my time.
Then I heard a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I shout shakiely, no one knew I cried and I wasn't about to let the world know. Who ever it was just walked right in, must have been one of the guys because no one else would just walk in.
I sighed and layed back on the couch putting a hand over my eyes. I could feel a headache coming on. "Who is in my flat?"
"Oh calm down, it's just me." That scruffy voice could only belong to one person: Dom.
"Dominic Monaghan, why are you here? Didn't you have somewhere to be??"
"Yeh, right here with my best friend." I felt him sit down on the edge of the couch. "You alright?"
"Why wouldn't I be?" I replied harshly.
"You have a head ache?" He asked softly still not raising his voice a notch or anything. He was just calm and collected. "I'll get you an ice pack, hang on a minute." A few seconds later he reappeared and I felt his weight on the couch again. "Here," He handed me the ice pack and I took it placing it on my forehead, 'Now mind telling me why you've been Mr. PMS for the past 4 months?"
I knew what I wanted to tell him but I didn't know if it was what he wanted to hear. I just sighed and felt those damn tears well up again. "Dom, I..." Then my voice left and I couldn't get out what I wanted to say. I felt really stupid.
"It's about Elijah and I isn't it?" Dom asked pulling my feet up then sitting underneath them. "I didn't think you were agaisnt that kind of stuff or at least I didn't pin you to be..."
"No, Dom...it's just that.." I took my ice pack off and sat up tears running down my cheeks. "You have never noticed me. Never. Not Once. I flirted, the same as Elijah and got nothing." I choked on a sob and tried to contain myself but it just wasn't working, "Am I that bad that you don't want me?"
"Oh, Billy..." Dom replied pulling me close. "Is that what this has been all about? Silly, Took. I'm not going out with Elijah. He and Sean are though."
I pulled away confused. I know I saw with my own eyes Elijah and he kiss. On the lips, I might add. That was definitely not a friendly gesture. "I don't...understand?"
"I don't really either. He just started to hang all over me. I thought he needed support or something, evidently Christine is not happy with Sean at the moment, which is understandable, but she's taking it out on Elijah. I didn't mean to make you jealous." Dom smirked ruffling my hair. "I didn't think you wanted to be my lover. So I let that subject go."
I looked down at the couch blushing. "Why didn't you keep pushing like you do everything else?"
"Billy, you can't make a person fall in love with you. I might be a total ass when it comes to doing activities but that's just because I know we may never get the chance to do it again, but God, Bills, loving someone is a lot different. I knew I couldn't make you love me. So I decided to let you come to me on your own. I've been in love with you since I first saw you."
"You have?"
"Yes! I knew you'd be the perfect Boy Friend."
"So where is Elijah?"
"Probably off with Sean, Viggo, Sean Bean, and Orli are out at a bar and I'm all alone." Dom rambled leaning back into the couch one of his hands rubbing my leg. "Oh and you are here all by your lonesome eating left overs."
"Actually the left overs were just a lie..." I grinned, "You can stay if you want.."
"Would you like that? Is that what you want?" He asked cupping my face in his hand. "I hate to see you sad and unhappy. Tonight when you turned around with tears in your eyes I felt my heart break."
"I'm sorry Dom..." I pulled my legs away as well as my face and just sat there cross legged. "So you are single right?"
"Yup have been since 1999..."
"Would you like to try and go for awhile?"
"Would I?? Hmm...I have to see something first.." Dom whispered.
"See what?"
He leaned forward and kissed me. He pulled away then smiled, "I had to see if you were telling the truth. It's in the kiss they say."
"Well is it the truth?"
"Oh yes, I believe it is!! So yes, Billy Boyd I will go with you." I felt my heart well up with joy and jumped into his arms snuggling close. This felt so right, like it was meant to be.
"I know a pretty good pizza parlor near by, if you wanna go." Dom whispered in my ear kissing my hair. I nodded and surprisngly he picked me up and carried me out the door.
LIFE WAS GRAND!
FIN.
Author: Robin Gurl
Pairing: DM/BB BB/DM [SA/EW VM/OB/SB implied]
Rating: PG-13 if that
Summary: Billy's a bit jealous
Notes: This is from Billy's POV. He is 32 years old
I’m Jealous.
That’s what I am.
I sigh and look down at my feet as they scrapped the glue and prosthetics off. In front of me I watch as Elijah leaned over Dom. The two kissed and once again I felt my stomach ice up.
My mouth went dry and I felt my eyes water. My heart began to ache as the two exchanged more love.
Did Dom even know about my feelings?
Elijah then giggled like a teenybopper and wrapped his arms around Dom’s neck. He fell over slightly. Dom helped him back up pulling him into his lap much to the distress of the feet people.
I suddenly felt sick to my stomach. It wasn’t that I was against this. I was just jealous.
I liked Dom first.
I had flirted.
But all I got was nothing.
Elijah had gotten it all.
“Hey, what’s wrong?”
I snap out of my daze to see Dom staring at me. I feel myself blush. “What?”
“You look as though you’ve a fever.”
No I don’t have a fever. I’m just blushing. Is there anything wrong with that? “No, I’m uh fine.”
"You might wanna watch over him.." Elijah said to Dom for once in a serious tone. I felt my ears turn even redder. "He's prolly getting sick again."
Dom nodded to my annoyment (a new word, go me!) his eyes were dark which told me that he meant it.
"I hope not." Sean replied. I have forgotten that he was in the room. How could I have forgotten? That wasn't possible, I mean you always knew where all your friends were in this small trailer. "The last thing we need is Billy ill."
"I am not sick!" I cried getting angry. Of course now my stomach was doing flips but it definitely wasn't because I was sick, no, it was because Dom was holding Elijah.
"Alright, Billy, alright." Dom calmly replied patting my knee, "Don't get worked up, you'll make yourself have a heart attack. We're just a little worried, that's all. Last time you said you weren't sick you threw up and collapsed from fever."
Damn it. Did Dom ALWAYS have to be RIGHT? And so calm to? Argh!!!! Finally my feet were done. I stood and started to walk out, just wanting to get out of the stupid room and away from THEM.
"Pip???"
I blinked tears from my eyes and turned around sighing, "What Merry?" Dom didn't call me Pippin unless he was serious about something. So I figured I might as well answer.
"Want to come to dinner with us?" Dom looked at me concerned. I knew he could see those tears but I really didn't care.
"No, I'm going home. I've got left overs to finish off. Go have fun with your boy friend." I muttered loudly and stomped off.
*~*
As soon as I got to my house I fell on the couch and cried. I cried just like I had done every night since Elijah and Dom had started getting this close. I felt sick as I thought of MY Merry snuggling with our Frodo instead of me. It just wasn't fair.
Maybe I was just to old and unattractive. No one wanted to love an old fogey like meself, I should have seen it before. I was way past my prime. Why had I even bothered to flirt? I was wasting my time.
Then I heard a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I shout shakiely, no one knew I cried and I wasn't about to let the world know. Who ever it was just walked right in, must have been one of the guys because no one else would just walk in.
I sighed and layed back on the couch putting a hand over my eyes. I could feel a headache coming on. "Who is in my flat?"
"Oh calm down, it's just me." That scruffy voice could only belong to one person: Dom.
"Dominic Monaghan, why are you here? Didn't you have somewhere to be??"
"Yeh, right here with my best friend." I felt him sit down on the edge of the couch. "You alright?"
"Why wouldn't I be?" I replied harshly.
"You have a head ache?" He asked softly still not raising his voice a notch or anything. He was just calm and collected. "I'll get you an ice pack, hang on a minute." A few seconds later he reappeared and I felt his weight on the couch again. "Here," He handed me the ice pack and I took it placing it on my forehead, 'Now mind telling me why you've been Mr. PMS for the past 4 months?"
I knew what I wanted to tell him but I didn't know if it was what he wanted to hear. I just sighed and felt those damn tears well up again. "Dom, I..." Then my voice left and I couldn't get out what I wanted to say. I felt really stupid.
"It's about Elijah and I isn't it?" Dom asked pulling my feet up then sitting underneath them. "I didn't think you were agaisnt that kind of stuff or at least I didn't pin you to be..."
"No, Dom...it's just that.." I took my ice pack off and sat up tears running down my cheeks. "You have never noticed me. Never. Not Once. I flirted, the same as Elijah and got nothing." I choked on a sob and tried to contain myself but it just wasn't working, "Am I that bad that you don't want me?"
"Oh, Billy..." Dom replied pulling me close. "Is that what this has been all about? Silly, Took. I'm not going out with Elijah. He and Sean are though."
I pulled away confused. I know I saw with my own eyes Elijah and he kiss. On the lips, I might add. That was definitely not a friendly gesture. "I don't...understand?"
"I don't really either. He just started to hang all over me. I thought he needed support or something, evidently Christine is not happy with Sean at the moment, which is understandable, but she's taking it out on Elijah. I didn't mean to make you jealous." Dom smirked ruffling my hair. "I didn't think you wanted to be my lover. So I let that subject go."
I looked down at the couch blushing. "Why didn't you keep pushing like you do everything else?"
"Billy, you can't make a person fall in love with you. I might be a total ass when it comes to doing activities but that's just because I know we may never get the chance to do it again, but God, Bills, loving someone is a lot different. I knew I couldn't make you love me. So I decided to let you come to me on your own. I've been in love with you since I first saw you."
"You have?"
"Yes! I knew you'd be the perfect Boy Friend."
"So where is Elijah?"
"Probably off with Sean, Viggo, Sean Bean, and Orli are out at a bar and I'm all alone." Dom rambled leaning back into the couch one of his hands rubbing my leg. "Oh and you are here all by your lonesome eating left overs."
"Actually the left overs were just a lie..." I grinned, "You can stay if you want.."
"Would you like that? Is that what you want?" He asked cupping my face in his hand. "I hate to see you sad and unhappy. Tonight when you turned around with tears in your eyes I felt my heart break."
"I'm sorry Dom..." I pulled my legs away as well as my face and just sat there cross legged. "So you are single right?"
"Yup have been since 1999..."
"Would you like to try and go for awhile?"
"Would I?? Hmm...I have to see something first.." Dom whispered.
"See what?"
He leaned forward and kissed me. He pulled away then smiled, "I had to see if you were telling the truth. It's in the kiss they say."
"Well is it the truth?"
"Oh yes, I believe it is!! So yes, Billy Boyd I will go with you." I felt my heart well up with joy and jumped into his arms snuggling close. This felt so right, like it was meant to be.
"I know a pretty good pizza parlor near by, if you wanna go." Dom whispered in my ear kissing my hair. I nodded and surprisngly he picked me up and carried me out the door.
LIFE WAS GRAND!
FIN.
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