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robingurl.livejournal.com posting in monaboyd Mar. 17th, 2004 02:51 pm)Title: No More Hints
Part: 2
Pairing: Monaboyd
Rating:..o_O Allllooot of cuss words. LOL. ^^; Prolly PG-13
Warnings: I bad mouth Miss Cheekbones ALOT! So fair warning!
Summary: Dom's had it. No more hints.
FeedBack: *whimpers* Please?? *paws everyone* I wuve you forever...XD
Dom's POV These LJ Cuts NEVER work for me....merf...*cries*
No More Hints
2/?
Dom’s POV
I got home and didn’t even bother turning the lights on. Why do it anyway? My world is all black why not complete the job? I threw my coat into the chair and sat on the floor.
For him to throw away our friendship just for a girl was, was just wrong. She had nothing over me except a pair over sized cheek bones and a pair of small breasts.
As I sat there I felt my heart well up again and those darn tears fell. I had been crying a lot for the past few years. All of the fan girls thought that I wanted to date Elijah, how wrong they were.
Sure the guy is cute. But he’s not Pippin. He’s not Billy.
Billy.
That’s the whole reason my life was flipped upside down four years ago. It was like I met my soul mate. We understood each other to a point where it freaked the psychologists out. I even freaked my parents out when I told them about him. My brother thought Billy was a girl and asked how long it’d be before I was going to marry Billy.
I began to count how many hints I had placed in the past four years to get Billy to see how I really felt.
Let’s see:
I hung over him non stop
Practically lived with him for four years
Made jokes about how fun he’d be in bed
Tried to kiss him many times only getting Elijah or Orlando in his place
Gave that straight up hint in the interview about wanting to Marry Him on the spot.
Said I loved him numerous times.
And how many did he actually pay attention to?
Zip. Zero. Nada.
Sometimes I wish I was a girl. That way all of my attempts might actually get some where.
As much as I want, I just can’t stop thinking about him. I’ve been told to move on and go find someone else or take Elijah. But Damn it! I don’t want anyone else. I want him.
I pull my knees to my chest and just cry. Something I’ve been wanting to do for awhile. Just fucking cry. Cry with no one here to comfort me no one here to laugh at me. I just wanted to cry and chastise myself for falling in love with someone of the same sex.
I fucked up my life and now I had to deal with it. I just wish I didn’t love Billy as much as I did. If I didn’t it might make this whole part a lot easier.
I then heard a knock on the door. “Go away.” I rasped.
“Dom?”
My heart stopped beating for about 10 seconds. It was Billy. “Billy, get your ass out of here.”
“Dominic Monaghan, shut your mouth and get your arse to this door immediately.”
I glared at the door and stayed put. There was no way I was going to him now. He kept banging and called my name over and over again. What did he want, Damn it? Can’t he see I’m sulking.
“I know you are sulking because I’ve neglected you.”
The damn bugger. Damn him for being able to read my mind. I still didn’t move not resigning myself to obeying his every command. “I told you to leave.”
“And I told you get your damn arse up here. I want to talk.”
“Then Talk!” I demanded.
“Here?”
“Yes, here you prick. Your mouth works out side as well as inside. So talk. Before I change my mind and go to bed.” I reply harshly.
“Fucking Bugger.”
“Thank you.” I get comfortable against my couch and wait.
I hear him sigh and then I huge a huge thwump against the door. Was he leaning against it. “Dom, I’m sorry.”
“You always say that, why is now even different?”
“Possibly because I just realized how much of a Prick I’ve been.”
I look up confused, did I just hear him apologise? Like say ‘I’m sorry?’ I stand and walk over to the door. My hand reaches for the door knob but then I stop again. How did I know it was any different then before.
“Elijah told me everything. Dom, why didn’t you just flat out tell me that you loved me?”
I reached again and this time opened the door slightly. He stood and looked at me through the crack. I gave him no answer only staring.
“Hm? We might have avoided this whole charade and be happily married by now. Instead we are at each others throats, scaring the youngest to death, and making our worlds miserable.”
“You didn’t seem into the idea of us going out..” I replied hanging my head. “After awhile Billy, I just gave up. Or I tried, I figured out after I tried many times that it just wasn’t possible. I was in love with you and nothing you said or did was ever going to change it. Then you got a girl friend and I felt like I was pushed aside. I felt hated, like it wasn’t worth living anymore.”
“Dom, you weren’t thinking…Oh God.” Billy pushed the door open and pushed me against the wall. “Please say I hadn’t pushed you to being suicidal…” I whimpered nodding. “Fucking God…Dom, why? I’m not worth dieing over…”
“To me you were. I only thought it once. It was the day you told us you found Ali. I contemplated killing myself. I didn’t want to come to terms with the fact that you were never going to be mine and that I’d have to live with it forever.” I explained wrapping my arms around his neck and crying on his shoulder. “You seriously have no idea how much hell I’ve been through.”
Billy pulled me down with him and held me. I wasn’t use to this. I was used to holding Billy. I was used to holding Pippin. I didn’t care and continued to sob into his shoulder holding on to him tight not wanting for him to leave me alone ever again.
Billy didn’t say anything letting me cry. He rubbed my back gently, “Dommie, it’s alright. It’s ok. I’m sorry I’ve put you through all this, I really am. I didn’t mean to break Merry’s heart. “ I heard him start to cry as well. “I’m scared Dom. Ali wants me to marry her Dom, and I don’t. I want to break up with her.”
“Why?”
“Why not?” Billy pulled away and wiped my tears away, “Look what I’ve done to my friends, to you, to Elijah, to everyone. I pushed you to being suicidal and Elijah to break down. Who knows what I’ve done to everyone else…”
“Oh, Billy.” I whispered, “It’s ok. We ju-“
“No, it’s not ok. This whole relationship is fake. I’m fake.” Billy replied back hugging me close again.
“Pip, it’s ok.” I told him letting him hold me tight. “Everyone is allowed to make mistakes.”
“As long as I’ve learned from it, right?” He asked, “Well I definitely have. Can I uh borrow your cell phone..?”
I smirked, “What happened to yours?” We pulled away and stood up. My world seemed a bit brighter now that we’ve made up…I flipped on the kitchen light in my room and looked to Billy.
“It’s now in Cell Phone heaven. Elijah threw it out in the road and it got run over.”
“How horrible.” I dramatically replied picking mine up and handing it to him. “Who are you going to call?”
“Ali.”
My face fell but I didn’t say anything. After everything we just did he’s going to call Ali? I was silent and didn’t complain sitting beside him on the couch.
“Hey, honey,” My heart wrenched, “Dear, we need to talk.”
I pulled away and sat on the opposite end not wanting to intrude.
“Look, honey I just don’t think this is going to well.” My heart stopped and my mouth hung open in shock. Did Billy just say what I thought he just said? “Yes, I do love you, but I’m afraid my interests don’t lean towards the female race as much as I thought they did.”
I heard her scream on the other end. Billy pulled the phone away from ear wincing. “Ow. Ali, dear, calm down. You knew I wasn’t going to marry you. Now it’s off. I’ll pay for your ticket back, alright? No, it won’t be a big media scandal. We’ll just say it was someone else in drag…what? No dear I’m not lying. Yes, honey, I am gay. Alright, see you tonight, if I get home.” Then he hung up.
Looking over to me he said, “Oh Dominic, don’t sit there with your mouth wide open like that, it’s quite rude.”
“So now you are single?” I managed to get out. Still in disbelief I really couldn’t say anything else.
Billy nodded sighing, “Yup, how unfortunate for me.”
“Yeh, how unfortunate…So who are you going to date now?”
“Well, I heard there is this sexy man who lives in LA. Has best sense of humor, is very nice looking, has a nice personality. I was thinking of him.”
All of that described me. My heart jumped and like a child with a new toy I hugged Billy tight. He chuckled and pulled me onto his lap to where I was straddling him. I placed one hand on either shoulder and looked down into his eyes.
He smiled up at me ruffling my hair. “Of course, I’ve still got to try a couple of things out.”
My heart fell. I knew it wasn’t going to be that easy. Evidently my face fell because he kissed me whispering that he loved me and not to worry. Our kiss became more graphic and I felt this strange heat emitting off my body meeting with his heat.
I felt his tongue work it’s way into my mouth exploring it’s new territory happily. I did the same in his mouth loving the taste of Billy. It was everything I thought it was going to be and more. He pulled me down not breaking our kiss and we landed on the ground with him on top.
Was this really happening? Was he really mine?
Tears began to stream down my cheeks this time though they were happy tears. He pulled away and looked down confused. “Dear, what’s wrong?”
“I’m happy. You are mine.” He nodded kissing me lightly again. We stayed silent for a few moments catching our breath. As I surveyed his face I saw my Pippin again. I reached up and pulled him into a hug, “You are back!!”
“Wha-?” He stumbled and fell into me full force again.
“I see Pippin again. No more of the hard old actor lines. I see Pippin.” I held Billy close like Merry would Pippin. My arms wrapped around his small frame and I felt his head rest on my chest burying it’s self in my scent. “My dear Pippin. I love you so.”
We sat like this for awhile exchanging light kisses every now and then. Then he stood up, “We got work to do before play.”
“Huh?” I asked as he yanked me up.
“Ever considered dieing your hair red?”
End Part 2
End Story
How ever if you want me to continue it I’d be glad to. This story was written on a tangent and I think it turned out well. ^^ It’d be funny if this happened in the near future, huh? Hehehe time will tell.
Part: 2
Pairing: Monaboyd
Rating:..o_O Allllooot of cuss words. LOL. ^^; Prolly PG-13
Warnings: I bad mouth Miss Cheekbones ALOT! So fair warning!
Summary: Dom's had it. No more hints.
FeedBack: *whimpers* Please?? *paws everyone* I wuve you forever...XD
Dom's POV These LJ Cuts NEVER work for me....merf...*cries*
No More Hints
2/?
Dom’s POV
I got home and didn’t even bother turning the lights on. Why do it anyway? My world is all black why not complete the job? I threw my coat into the chair and sat on the floor.
For him to throw away our friendship just for a girl was, was just wrong. She had nothing over me except a pair over sized cheek bones and a pair of small breasts.
As I sat there I felt my heart well up again and those darn tears fell. I had been crying a lot for the past few years. All of the fan girls thought that I wanted to date Elijah, how wrong they were.
Sure the guy is cute. But he’s not Pippin. He’s not Billy.
Billy.
That’s the whole reason my life was flipped upside down four years ago. It was like I met my soul mate. We understood each other to a point where it freaked the psychologists out. I even freaked my parents out when I told them about him. My brother thought Billy was a girl and asked how long it’d be before I was going to marry Billy.
I began to count how many hints I had placed in the past four years to get Billy to see how I really felt.
Let’s see:
I hung over him non stop
Practically lived with him for four years
Made jokes about how fun he’d be in bed
Tried to kiss him many times only getting Elijah or Orlando in his place
Gave that straight up hint in the interview about wanting to Marry Him on the spot.
Said I loved him numerous times.
And how many did he actually pay attention to?
Zip. Zero. Nada.
Sometimes I wish I was a girl. That way all of my attempts might actually get some where.
As much as I want, I just can’t stop thinking about him. I’ve been told to move on and go find someone else or take Elijah. But Damn it! I don’t want anyone else. I want him.
I pull my knees to my chest and just cry. Something I’ve been wanting to do for awhile. Just fucking cry. Cry with no one here to comfort me no one here to laugh at me. I just wanted to cry and chastise myself for falling in love with someone of the same sex.
I fucked up my life and now I had to deal with it. I just wish I didn’t love Billy as much as I did. If I didn’t it might make this whole part a lot easier.
I then heard a knock on the door. “Go away.” I rasped.
“Dom?”
My heart stopped beating for about 10 seconds. It was Billy. “Billy, get your ass out of here.”
“Dominic Monaghan, shut your mouth and get your arse to this door immediately.”
I glared at the door and stayed put. There was no way I was going to him now. He kept banging and called my name over and over again. What did he want, Damn it? Can’t he see I’m sulking.
“I know you are sulking because I’ve neglected you.”
The damn bugger. Damn him for being able to read my mind. I still didn’t move not resigning myself to obeying his every command. “I told you to leave.”
“And I told you get your damn arse up here. I want to talk.”
“Then Talk!” I demanded.
“Here?”
“Yes, here you prick. Your mouth works out side as well as inside. So talk. Before I change my mind and go to bed.” I reply harshly.
“Fucking Bugger.”
“Thank you.” I get comfortable against my couch and wait.
I hear him sigh and then I huge a huge thwump against the door. Was he leaning against it. “Dom, I’m sorry.”
“You always say that, why is now even different?”
“Possibly because I just realized how much of a Prick I’ve been.”
I look up confused, did I just hear him apologise? Like say ‘I’m sorry?’ I stand and walk over to the door. My hand reaches for the door knob but then I stop again. How did I know it was any different then before.
“Elijah told me everything. Dom, why didn’t you just flat out tell me that you loved me?”
I reached again and this time opened the door slightly. He stood and looked at me through the crack. I gave him no answer only staring.
“Hm? We might have avoided this whole charade and be happily married by now. Instead we are at each others throats, scaring the youngest to death, and making our worlds miserable.”
“You didn’t seem into the idea of us going out..” I replied hanging my head. “After awhile Billy, I just gave up. Or I tried, I figured out after I tried many times that it just wasn’t possible. I was in love with you and nothing you said or did was ever going to change it. Then you got a girl friend and I felt like I was pushed aside. I felt hated, like it wasn’t worth living anymore.”
“Dom, you weren’t thinking…Oh God.” Billy pushed the door open and pushed me against the wall. “Please say I hadn’t pushed you to being suicidal…” I whimpered nodding. “Fucking God…Dom, why? I’m not worth dieing over…”
“To me you were. I only thought it once. It was the day you told us you found Ali. I contemplated killing myself. I didn’t want to come to terms with the fact that you were never going to be mine and that I’d have to live with it forever.” I explained wrapping my arms around his neck and crying on his shoulder. “You seriously have no idea how much hell I’ve been through.”
Billy pulled me down with him and held me. I wasn’t use to this. I was used to holding Billy. I was used to holding Pippin. I didn’t care and continued to sob into his shoulder holding on to him tight not wanting for him to leave me alone ever again.
Billy didn’t say anything letting me cry. He rubbed my back gently, “Dommie, it’s alright. It’s ok. I’m sorry I’ve put you through all this, I really am. I didn’t mean to break Merry’s heart. “ I heard him start to cry as well. “I’m scared Dom. Ali wants me to marry her Dom, and I don’t. I want to break up with her.”
“Why?”
“Why not?” Billy pulled away and wiped my tears away, “Look what I’ve done to my friends, to you, to Elijah, to everyone. I pushed you to being suicidal and Elijah to break down. Who knows what I’ve done to everyone else…”
“Oh, Billy.” I whispered, “It’s ok. We ju-“
“No, it’s not ok. This whole relationship is fake. I’m fake.” Billy replied back hugging me close again.
“Pip, it’s ok.” I told him letting him hold me tight. “Everyone is allowed to make mistakes.”
“As long as I’ve learned from it, right?” He asked, “Well I definitely have. Can I uh borrow your cell phone..?”
I smirked, “What happened to yours?” We pulled away and stood up. My world seemed a bit brighter now that we’ve made up…I flipped on the kitchen light in my room and looked to Billy.
“It’s now in Cell Phone heaven. Elijah threw it out in the road and it got run over.”
“How horrible.” I dramatically replied picking mine up and handing it to him. “Who are you going to call?”
“Ali.”
My face fell but I didn’t say anything. After everything we just did he’s going to call Ali? I was silent and didn’t complain sitting beside him on the couch.
“Hey, honey,” My heart wrenched, “Dear, we need to talk.”
I pulled away and sat on the opposite end not wanting to intrude.
“Look, honey I just don’t think this is going to well.” My heart stopped and my mouth hung open in shock. Did Billy just say what I thought he just said? “Yes, I do love you, but I’m afraid my interests don’t lean towards the female race as much as I thought they did.”
I heard her scream on the other end. Billy pulled the phone away from ear wincing. “Ow. Ali, dear, calm down. You knew I wasn’t going to marry you. Now it’s off. I’ll pay for your ticket back, alright? No, it won’t be a big media scandal. We’ll just say it was someone else in drag…what? No dear I’m not lying. Yes, honey, I am gay. Alright, see you tonight, if I get home.” Then he hung up.
Looking over to me he said, “Oh Dominic, don’t sit there with your mouth wide open like that, it’s quite rude.”
“So now you are single?” I managed to get out. Still in disbelief I really couldn’t say anything else.
Billy nodded sighing, “Yup, how unfortunate for me.”
“Yeh, how unfortunate…So who are you going to date now?”
“Well, I heard there is this sexy man who lives in LA. Has best sense of humor, is very nice looking, has a nice personality. I was thinking of him.”
All of that described me. My heart jumped and like a child with a new toy I hugged Billy tight. He chuckled and pulled me onto his lap to where I was straddling him. I placed one hand on either shoulder and looked down into his eyes.
He smiled up at me ruffling my hair. “Of course, I’ve still got to try a couple of things out.”
My heart fell. I knew it wasn’t going to be that easy. Evidently my face fell because he kissed me whispering that he loved me and not to worry. Our kiss became more graphic and I felt this strange heat emitting off my body meeting with his heat.
I felt his tongue work it’s way into my mouth exploring it’s new territory happily. I did the same in his mouth loving the taste of Billy. It was everything I thought it was going to be and more. He pulled me down not breaking our kiss and we landed on the ground with him on top.
Was this really happening? Was he really mine?
Tears began to stream down my cheeks this time though they were happy tears. He pulled away and looked down confused. “Dear, what’s wrong?”
“I’m happy. You are mine.” He nodded kissing me lightly again. We stayed silent for a few moments catching our breath. As I surveyed his face I saw my Pippin again. I reached up and pulled him into a hug, “You are back!!”
“Wha-?” He stumbled and fell into me full force again.
“I see Pippin again. No more of the hard old actor lines. I see Pippin.” I held Billy close like Merry would Pippin. My arms wrapped around his small frame and I felt his head rest on my chest burying it’s self in my scent. “My dear Pippin. I love you so.”
We sat like this for awhile exchanging light kisses every now and then. Then he stood up, “We got work to do before play.”
“Huh?” I asked as he yanked me up.
“Ever considered dieing your hair red?”
End Part 2
End Story
How ever if you want me to continue it I’d be glad to. This story was written on a tangent and I think it turned out well. ^^ It’d be funny if this happened in the near future, huh? Hehehe time will tell.
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I pull my knees to my chest and just cry. Something I’ve been wanting to do for awhile. Just fucking cry. Cry with no one here to comfort me no one here to laugh at me. I just wanted to cry and chastise myself for falling in love with someone of the same sex.
I fucked up my life and now I had to deal with it. I just wish I didn’t love Billy as much as I did. If I didn’t it might make this whole part a lot easier.
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