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desire-billy.livejournal.com posting in monaboyd Mar. 3rd, 2004 01:00 pm)Title: Stolen Moments Part 2 of 3
Author: desire_billy
Pairing: Billy/Dom
Rating: NC-17
Feedback: Please
Author's Notes: This was supposed to be a 2 parter, but it’s running away with itself!
Summary: Billy and Dom have missed each other.
Dom turned around and looked at Billy. “Well, other than invading my privacy, did you find the damn screenplay?”
Billy snickered as he said, “No, all I found was this and a bunch of porn!”
Dom ran to the desk and looked at the screen, “Porn, where? Damn I find the best damn stuff when I’m drinking, and I can never find it again when I’m sober!”
Billy held up a hand and said, “Sorry Dominic, that stuff will warp your mind. I deleted it.”
Dom could barely hold back his laughter. “Billy you had to get a larger hard drive to save all your porn!”
Billy’s cheeks blushed slightly as he nodded. They laughed as Billy stood to let Dom sit in the desk chair. The wine had already gotten to Billy and by standing so quickly his balance was off. He swayed as he stood up and Dom reached out to steady him. Dom grabbed Billy’s shoulders as Billy reached out and steadied himself with his hands against Dom’s chest.
They giggled and smiled. Suddenly they realized how close they were, and they were touching. In a rush of passion they were in each other’s arms kissing. Dom hands on either side of Billy’s face. Billy arms wrapped around Dom’s waist.
They both knew this was wrong, but they wanted it so much. Billy missed Dom’s touch. Dom had a way of running his beautiful hands over Billy’s body like no other. Dom’s fingers could drive Billy to brink of insanity if Dom let them.
Dom missed Billy strong yet so soft body. Just Billy’s scent made Dom dizzy. To touch him was pure bliss.
Dom was peppering Billy’s jaw line and neck with kisses whispering words of rapture and devotion. The sound of his voice senT chills up and down Billy’s spine.
Billy whispered Dom’s name over and over. “Dom, oh Dommie how I’ve missed you. Dom.”
Somehow they made their way to Dom’s bedroom. Two bodies entwined, kissing, touching and uttering words of affection glided down the hallway till they found themselves next to Dom’s bed.
Slowly they undressed each other. As if it was the first time they had seen each other’s bodies. Lovingly they caressed one another and revelled in their love and hunger for each other. Both men have forgotten the outside world by now. Pushed away all sanity and rationale. All they could think of, were each other and how good the other felt, tasted and looked.
Dom gently pushed Billy towards the bed. Billy lay down on his back propped up by his elbows looking up at Dom. Dom was so amazingly handsome. Dom’s body was tight and so well defined. His arms were long and graceful, as were his hands. As Billy drank in the site of his former lover he watched as Dom’s eyes went from brilliant blue to an even sexier gray blue that Billy dreamed of so much.
“Dom, I need you. Please, Dommie, please.”
Dom realized he had been holding his breath. When he let his breath out and caught it again, he could hear his labored breath. He ran his eyes over Billy’s body. He was so smooth and beautiful. Billy’s eyes sparkled with anticipation. His chest rose and fell with his own labored breathing letting the light dance across his silken chest hair. Dom knew every inch of Billy’s body. Knew how it felt and tasted. He knew how to touch Billy and make him moan with pleasure.
“Billy, I could never say no to you.” Dom lay next to Billy as he lowered his lips to his. Dom ran his hand down Billy’s chest and across his stomach. He felt Billy’s body react with a quiver. He stroked the hair on Billy’s chest as their kiss deepened.
Billy had placed a hand on Dom’s cheek and had moved his hand to Dom’s hair. He ran his fingers through Dom’s blonde soft hair. Dom leaned in further pushing Billy back into the mattress. He pushed his hips closer so his cock was rubbing against Billy’s hip.
Billy gasped at the feel of Dom’s erection grinding into his flesh. His hand immediately trailed down Dom’s arm, past his hip until he held Dom’s erection in his hand. He gently stroked it before grasping the head squeezing tenderly.
Dom broke the kiss as he moaned and tilted his head so he could lick Billy’s neck and ear. Billy pushed his head farther into the mattress and arched his back. His erection throbbing and begging for attention. Dom lowered his hands and he curled his long talented hands around Billy’s cock.
“Dom, yes! Oh God, your hands. Run your hands all over me.”
Dom was so turned on by Billy’s command and reaction he bit into Billy’s shoulder. Billy let out a cry of pleasure and Dom began to stroke Billy faster and faster.
Billy’s hand was moving on Dom with fevered movements. He knew what Dom liked. He knew Dom liked his cock squeezed and tugged. He did all the things that made Dom moan Billy’s name and beg for more.
“Billy, oh yea, Bill. That’s it. No one touches me like you. No one knows what I want like you do.”
Billy’s hunger to taste Dom forced him to push Dom back onto the pillows. Dom’s hand pulled free from Billy. Dom knew what Billy wanted. He knew Billy better than anyone ever would.
Dom placed one hand behind his head and the other on Billy’s shoulder. He watched as Billy kissed his erection and licked it. He watched as Billy took him into his mouth as he looked into Dom’s eyes. Dom stroked Billy’s cheek with his long delicate thumb as Billy moved his mouth up and down Dom’s cock.
Billy’s hand ran down Dom’s leg and back up to his thigh. He pushed Dom’s legs apart and cupped Dom’s balls slightly squeezing and massaging. As Billy stroked that place just behind Dom’s balls Dom closed his eyes and his body trembled. He ached to feel Billy inside him again. He had not been with a man since the last time with Billy.
Billy’s index finger circled Dom’s entrance. Dom raised his hips up urging Billy for more. Billy was running his tongue alongside Dom’s cock and taking him into his mouth again and again. Billy pushed his finger inside Dom so slowly Dom felt he would explode. Dom pushed his hips down trying to take Billy in faster.
“Billy, shit, ohh God, fuck me.”
Billy’s cock pulsated with lust. He got to his knees and pushed Dom’s knees back towards his shoulders.
Dom smiled at him and said, “In the side table drawer, my love.”
Billy smiled and leaned over Dom for the lube. Billy had not been with another man other than Dom. He knew he would never desire or love another man like he did Dom. Their bodies fit perfectly together. As Billy rubbed lube on his cock he cupped his balls.
Dom watched Billy’s fingers caress himself. “Me,” he said.
Billy poured some of the lube onto Dom’s cock, and watched in fascination as Dom’s long fingers curled around his own cock and began to glide up and down. Dom looked into Billy’s eyes as he jerked himself off. He liked Billy to watch him. He liked performing for Billy.
Billy let out a sound almost like a growl. He was hungry for Dom. Billy pushed Dom’s knees back as he rubbed his cock on Dom’s entrance. He pushed inside and Dom moaned loudly.
“Billy, ahhhh, yes yes.”
Billy was in heaven. This is what love felt like. He knew that. He wondered how he had been able to exist the past year without Dom. He leaned over Dom and lowered his mouth to his. They kissed tenderly and slowly. Billy’s thrusts were slow and meaningful. Dom’s hand continued to stroke his cock, but his movements were now in sync with Billys.
Billy whispered to Dom, “Dommie, I love you. I always have and always will.”
“Billy, yes. Love me, please.” Dom wrapped his legs around Billy’s hips pulling him in farther. Billy’s thrust became more urgent. Dom arched his back creating more pressure on Billy’s cock. As Billy quickened his pace so did Dom’s hand.
“Billy, I’m coming, Billy yesssss….” Dom came hard into his fist and onto his belly. Billy watched Dom’s face as he came. The look of ultimate satisfaction pushed him over the edge. He thrust deeply into Dom and came.
“Uggg, Dom, take it, Dom oh Dommie…”
Dom lowered his legs and Billy lay on top of him. Billy had his head resting on Dom’s chest listening to Dom’s heartbeat. Billy ran his hand down Dom’s arm feeling his muscles and watching the goose bumps rise.
Dom could feel Billy smile against his skin. Dom said, “You always could give me chill bumps.”
Billy laughed softly and slid off Dom to lay on his side so he could look at Dom. “Thank you Dom. Thank you for tonight.”
Dom stopped breathing and his smile faded. “Just tonight?”
Billy looked away and sighed. “Dom, how could it be anything more?”
Dom closed his eyes trying to think of an answer. He would move to Scotland, Billy could stay in LA, they would move to New Zealand together, now. He felt a tear fall down his cheek as he came to the realization that these were dreams, not answers.
Billy looked at Dom and saw the tear. He wiped it away with his thumb and kissed Dom’s lips. “Dom, I want this too. But we both know it’s not our time.”
Dom opened his eyes, and asked, “When will it, Billy? When will it be our time?”
“I don’t know, Dom. Maybe when we grow so old and become so cranky no one else will want us. I see us in a couple of rocking chairs on the porch of our New Zealand home arguing over who’s turn it is to take out the garbage.” Billy smiled trying to lighten the mood.
Dom was filled with anger. He pushed Billy away and shouted, “Fine Billy, have a good laugh! I’ve spent the last year trying to get over you, and you come waltzing back into my life for ONE night! Well, thanks a fucking lot mate!”
Billy sat up, “Dom, this was not my intention. I wanted to spend time with you yes, but I did not plan on making love to you.”
Dom stood up and grabbed his boxers. He was stepping into them as he said, “Making love? How can you call it that? How can you call it love when you are in love with another?” Dom started to walk out of the room, but turned to Billy, “And tell me this, how the fuck do you spend four years of your life with me, telling me you love me, that you will ALWAYS love me, then within months of me leaving you fall for her? Huh, Billy? Who are you lying to? Me, her or yourself?”
Dom grabbed a pair of sweat pants from the floor, and stormed out of the room. He headed for the back door. He was furious; how dare Billy do this to him. Damn him. He stepped into his pants and walked out the door. Dom walked along the beach trying to tell himself what a bastard Billy was. That Billy had used him tonight.
Dom stopped and looked up to the moon. He raised his hands to face to wipe away the tears. He sat in the sand and cried as he told himself that Billy had not used him tonight. He knew Billy loved him. He didn’t understand how Billy could love another, but that was not up to Dom to understand.
Dom wondered what time it was. He looked up at the moon, but that didn’t help. His hands dug into the sand. It was cool and soft. “Like Billy’s body,” Dom thought. Dom wished he had brought a bottle of vodka with him.
~
Billy lay on Dom’s bed for a long time thinking. Who was he lying to? He loved Dom with every fiber of his being. Billy lay there thinking of her. She made him happy, she was a pleasure to be with, she made him laugh and she was a good friend. Billy ran his fingers through his hair. No, he cared for her. He did love her, didn’t he?
Billy was angry at Dom. Dom knew better. He knew damn well that Billy loved him. Dom also knew they could not be together now. And Billy really meant what he said about the rocking chairs and New Zealand. Billy was angry now.
“Fuck you Monaghan,” Billy thought. Billy looked at the clock. It was two am. He had no real plans for tomorrow till the evening. Perhaps he should just get his things and go to Elijah’s. He got up put his clothes on and went to the kitchen for a drink, and to call Elijah. It was late, but he’d be lucky if Elijah was even home.
As he entered he saw Dom coming in the back door. They looked at each other and both started talking. Dom apologizing and Billy yelling.
“Listen Bills, I’m sorry I was hurt and I had no…”
“Fuck you Dom, you know the situation as well as I…”
Again both men just looked at each other in silence. They were both hurting now. Hurting and angry.
Dom took a deep breath and walked past Billy. He walked to his bedroom and slammed the door. He lay down on the bed that still smelled of Billy and cried.
Billy watched Dom walk to his room and slam the door. He fought the urge to go after him. He wanted to make things right, but he didn’t know how. He picked up the phone and dialed Elijah's number. When the answering machine picked up, Billy hung up.
He walked down the hall to his room. As he past Dom's room he heard Dom crying softly. Billy touched Dom's door and whispered, "I's sorry love. I'm so so sorry."
~
The next morning Billy woke around 10am. He looked out the window and saw it was a beautiful day. The sun was shining and the ocean looked perfect. He was determined to go for a surf. He got up, brushed his teeth, put on his swim trunks, and went to the back deck to check out the waves.
As he approached the sliding glass doors he saw Dom sitting on a lounge chair with a drink in his hand watching the ocean. He opened the door and stepped out.
“Dom. Let’s go for a surf, eh?”
Dom turned around and looked at Billy. He caught his breath at the sight of Billy in just swim trunks. His chest soft with silken hair. He wanted to reach out and touch him.
Dom didn’t say anything, he just turned his head back to the surf.
Billy sat in the chair next to Dom and eyed Dom’s glass suspiciously. “What ya drinking?”
Dom swirled his drink and looked out to ocean. “Vodka.”
“Dom! It’s 10:30 in the morning!”
Dom smirked and looked over at Billy, “Just kidding, mate! It’s water! What do you think I am? Depressed or something?”
Billy smiled and looked into Dom’s eyes. “Dom, you really are going to be the death of me.”
Dom threw his head back in laughter. “Yeah, you’re probably right! Come on Bills, let’s go for a surf and enjoy our time together, eh?”
Billy eyed Dom, “So are we OK then?”
Dom turned so he was facing Billy. He put his glass on the ground and took Billy’s hands in his. “Billy, I’m sorry for last night. I understand the situation, I hate it, but I understand it. I only have you for a few more hours. You have plans tonight, tomorrow is going to be crazy, Monday is scheduled and then you leave.” Dom placed a hand on Billy’s cheek causing Billy to close his eyes and quiver. “I love you Bill. I always will. And I’m going to hold you to your word.”
Billy opened his eyes and cocked his head to the side as he asked, “What word?”
Dom smiled and said, “I want a real wooden rocking chair. If I have to spend my last few years with you in New Zealand, I want a real wooden rocking chair.”
Billy leaned in and kissed Dom softly on the lips as he whispered, “I promise, Dommie. You will have a real wooden rocking chair.”
They looked into each other’s eyes and knew that they were not going to go for a surf. They leaned into each other for a deep and passionate kiss.
TO BE CONTINUED
Author: desire_billy
Pairing: Billy/Dom
Rating: NC-17
Feedback: Please
Author's Notes: This was supposed to be a 2 parter, but it’s running away with itself!
Summary: Billy and Dom have missed each other.
Dom turned around and looked at Billy. “Well, other than invading my privacy, did you find the damn screenplay?”
Billy snickered as he said, “No, all I found was this and a bunch of porn!”
Dom ran to the desk and looked at the screen, “Porn, where? Damn I find the best damn stuff when I’m drinking, and I can never find it again when I’m sober!”
Billy held up a hand and said, “Sorry Dominic, that stuff will warp your mind. I deleted it.”
Dom could barely hold back his laughter. “Billy you had to get a larger hard drive to save all your porn!”
Billy’s cheeks blushed slightly as he nodded. They laughed as Billy stood to let Dom sit in the desk chair. The wine had already gotten to Billy and by standing so quickly his balance was off. He swayed as he stood up and Dom reached out to steady him. Dom grabbed Billy’s shoulders as Billy reached out and steadied himself with his hands against Dom’s chest.
They giggled and smiled. Suddenly they realized how close they were, and they were touching. In a rush of passion they were in each other’s arms kissing. Dom hands on either side of Billy’s face. Billy arms wrapped around Dom’s waist.
They both knew this was wrong, but they wanted it so much. Billy missed Dom’s touch. Dom had a way of running his beautiful hands over Billy’s body like no other. Dom’s fingers could drive Billy to brink of insanity if Dom let them.
Dom missed Billy strong yet so soft body. Just Billy’s scent made Dom dizzy. To touch him was pure bliss.
Dom was peppering Billy’s jaw line and neck with kisses whispering words of rapture and devotion. The sound of his voice senT chills up and down Billy’s spine.
Billy whispered Dom’s name over and over. “Dom, oh Dommie how I’ve missed you. Dom.”
Somehow they made their way to Dom’s bedroom. Two bodies entwined, kissing, touching and uttering words of affection glided down the hallway till they found themselves next to Dom’s bed.
Slowly they undressed each other. As if it was the first time they had seen each other’s bodies. Lovingly they caressed one another and revelled in their love and hunger for each other. Both men have forgotten the outside world by now. Pushed away all sanity and rationale. All they could think of, were each other and how good the other felt, tasted and looked.
Dom gently pushed Billy towards the bed. Billy lay down on his back propped up by his elbows looking up at Dom. Dom was so amazingly handsome. Dom’s body was tight and so well defined. His arms were long and graceful, as were his hands. As Billy drank in the site of his former lover he watched as Dom’s eyes went from brilliant blue to an even sexier gray blue that Billy dreamed of so much.
“Dom, I need you. Please, Dommie, please.”
Dom realized he had been holding his breath. When he let his breath out and caught it again, he could hear his labored breath. He ran his eyes over Billy’s body. He was so smooth and beautiful. Billy’s eyes sparkled with anticipation. His chest rose and fell with his own labored breathing letting the light dance across his silken chest hair. Dom knew every inch of Billy’s body. Knew how it felt and tasted. He knew how to touch Billy and make him moan with pleasure.
“Billy, I could never say no to you.” Dom lay next to Billy as he lowered his lips to his. Dom ran his hand down Billy’s chest and across his stomach. He felt Billy’s body react with a quiver. He stroked the hair on Billy’s chest as their kiss deepened.
Billy had placed a hand on Dom’s cheek and had moved his hand to Dom’s hair. He ran his fingers through Dom’s blonde soft hair. Dom leaned in further pushing Billy back into the mattress. He pushed his hips closer so his cock was rubbing against Billy’s hip.
Billy gasped at the feel of Dom’s erection grinding into his flesh. His hand immediately trailed down Dom’s arm, past his hip until he held Dom’s erection in his hand. He gently stroked it before grasping the head squeezing tenderly.
Dom broke the kiss as he moaned and tilted his head so he could lick Billy’s neck and ear. Billy pushed his head farther into the mattress and arched his back. His erection throbbing and begging for attention. Dom lowered his hands and he curled his long talented hands around Billy’s cock.
“Dom, yes! Oh God, your hands. Run your hands all over me.”
Dom was so turned on by Billy’s command and reaction he bit into Billy’s shoulder. Billy let out a cry of pleasure and Dom began to stroke Billy faster and faster.
Billy’s hand was moving on Dom with fevered movements. He knew what Dom liked. He knew Dom liked his cock squeezed and tugged. He did all the things that made Dom moan Billy’s name and beg for more.
“Billy, oh yea, Bill. That’s it. No one touches me like you. No one knows what I want like you do.”
Billy’s hunger to taste Dom forced him to push Dom back onto the pillows. Dom’s hand pulled free from Billy. Dom knew what Billy wanted. He knew Billy better than anyone ever would.
Dom placed one hand behind his head and the other on Billy’s shoulder. He watched as Billy kissed his erection and licked it. He watched as Billy took him into his mouth as he looked into Dom’s eyes. Dom stroked Billy’s cheek with his long delicate thumb as Billy moved his mouth up and down Dom’s cock.
Billy’s hand ran down Dom’s leg and back up to his thigh. He pushed Dom’s legs apart and cupped Dom’s balls slightly squeezing and massaging. As Billy stroked that place just behind Dom’s balls Dom closed his eyes and his body trembled. He ached to feel Billy inside him again. He had not been with a man since the last time with Billy.
Billy’s index finger circled Dom’s entrance. Dom raised his hips up urging Billy for more. Billy was running his tongue alongside Dom’s cock and taking him into his mouth again and again. Billy pushed his finger inside Dom so slowly Dom felt he would explode. Dom pushed his hips down trying to take Billy in faster.
“Billy, shit, ohh God, fuck me.”
Billy’s cock pulsated with lust. He got to his knees and pushed Dom’s knees back towards his shoulders.
Dom smiled at him and said, “In the side table drawer, my love.”
Billy smiled and leaned over Dom for the lube. Billy had not been with another man other than Dom. He knew he would never desire or love another man like he did Dom. Their bodies fit perfectly together. As Billy rubbed lube on his cock he cupped his balls.
Dom watched Billy’s fingers caress himself. “Me,” he said.
Billy poured some of the lube onto Dom’s cock, and watched in fascination as Dom’s long fingers curled around his own cock and began to glide up and down. Dom looked into Billy’s eyes as he jerked himself off. He liked Billy to watch him. He liked performing for Billy.
Billy let out a sound almost like a growl. He was hungry for Dom. Billy pushed Dom’s knees back as he rubbed his cock on Dom’s entrance. He pushed inside and Dom moaned loudly.
“Billy, ahhhh, yes yes.”
Billy was in heaven. This is what love felt like. He knew that. He wondered how he had been able to exist the past year without Dom. He leaned over Dom and lowered his mouth to his. They kissed tenderly and slowly. Billy’s thrusts were slow and meaningful. Dom’s hand continued to stroke his cock, but his movements were now in sync with Billys.
Billy whispered to Dom, “Dommie, I love you. I always have and always will.”
“Billy, yes. Love me, please.” Dom wrapped his legs around Billy’s hips pulling him in farther. Billy’s thrust became more urgent. Dom arched his back creating more pressure on Billy’s cock. As Billy quickened his pace so did Dom’s hand.
“Billy, I’m coming, Billy yesssss….” Dom came hard into his fist and onto his belly. Billy watched Dom’s face as he came. The look of ultimate satisfaction pushed him over the edge. He thrust deeply into Dom and came.
“Uggg, Dom, take it, Dom oh Dommie…”
Dom lowered his legs and Billy lay on top of him. Billy had his head resting on Dom’s chest listening to Dom’s heartbeat. Billy ran his hand down Dom’s arm feeling his muscles and watching the goose bumps rise.
Dom could feel Billy smile against his skin. Dom said, “You always could give me chill bumps.”
Billy laughed softly and slid off Dom to lay on his side so he could look at Dom. “Thank you Dom. Thank you for tonight.”
Dom stopped breathing and his smile faded. “Just tonight?”
Billy looked away and sighed. “Dom, how could it be anything more?”
Dom closed his eyes trying to think of an answer. He would move to Scotland, Billy could stay in LA, they would move to New Zealand together, now. He felt a tear fall down his cheek as he came to the realization that these were dreams, not answers.
Billy looked at Dom and saw the tear. He wiped it away with his thumb and kissed Dom’s lips. “Dom, I want this too. But we both know it’s not our time.”
Dom opened his eyes, and asked, “When will it, Billy? When will it be our time?”
“I don’t know, Dom. Maybe when we grow so old and become so cranky no one else will want us. I see us in a couple of rocking chairs on the porch of our New Zealand home arguing over who’s turn it is to take out the garbage.” Billy smiled trying to lighten the mood.
Dom was filled with anger. He pushed Billy away and shouted, “Fine Billy, have a good laugh! I’ve spent the last year trying to get over you, and you come waltzing back into my life for ONE night! Well, thanks a fucking lot mate!”
Billy sat up, “Dom, this was not my intention. I wanted to spend time with you yes, but I did not plan on making love to you.”
Dom stood up and grabbed his boxers. He was stepping into them as he said, “Making love? How can you call it that? How can you call it love when you are in love with another?” Dom started to walk out of the room, but turned to Billy, “And tell me this, how the fuck do you spend four years of your life with me, telling me you love me, that you will ALWAYS love me, then within months of me leaving you fall for her? Huh, Billy? Who are you lying to? Me, her or yourself?”
Dom grabbed a pair of sweat pants from the floor, and stormed out of the room. He headed for the back door. He was furious; how dare Billy do this to him. Damn him. He stepped into his pants and walked out the door. Dom walked along the beach trying to tell himself what a bastard Billy was. That Billy had used him tonight.
Dom stopped and looked up to the moon. He raised his hands to face to wipe away the tears. He sat in the sand and cried as he told himself that Billy had not used him tonight. He knew Billy loved him. He didn’t understand how Billy could love another, but that was not up to Dom to understand.
Dom wondered what time it was. He looked up at the moon, but that didn’t help. His hands dug into the sand. It was cool and soft. “Like Billy’s body,” Dom thought. Dom wished he had brought a bottle of vodka with him.
~
Billy lay on Dom’s bed for a long time thinking. Who was he lying to? He loved Dom with every fiber of his being. Billy lay there thinking of her. She made him happy, she was a pleasure to be with, she made him laugh and she was a good friend. Billy ran his fingers through his hair. No, he cared for her. He did love her, didn’t he?
Billy was angry at Dom. Dom knew better. He knew damn well that Billy loved him. Dom also knew they could not be together now. And Billy really meant what he said about the rocking chairs and New Zealand. Billy was angry now.
“Fuck you Monaghan,” Billy thought. Billy looked at the clock. It was two am. He had no real plans for tomorrow till the evening. Perhaps he should just get his things and go to Elijah’s. He got up put his clothes on and went to the kitchen for a drink, and to call Elijah. It was late, but he’d be lucky if Elijah was even home.
As he entered he saw Dom coming in the back door. They looked at each other and both started talking. Dom apologizing and Billy yelling.
“Listen Bills, I’m sorry I was hurt and I had no…”
“Fuck you Dom, you know the situation as well as I…”
Again both men just looked at each other in silence. They were both hurting now. Hurting and angry.
Dom took a deep breath and walked past Billy. He walked to his bedroom and slammed the door. He lay down on the bed that still smelled of Billy and cried.
Billy watched Dom walk to his room and slam the door. He fought the urge to go after him. He wanted to make things right, but he didn’t know how. He picked up the phone and dialed Elijah's number. When the answering machine picked up, Billy hung up.
He walked down the hall to his room. As he past Dom's room he heard Dom crying softly. Billy touched Dom's door and whispered, "I's sorry love. I'm so so sorry."
~
The next morning Billy woke around 10am. He looked out the window and saw it was a beautiful day. The sun was shining and the ocean looked perfect. He was determined to go for a surf. He got up, brushed his teeth, put on his swim trunks, and went to the back deck to check out the waves.
As he approached the sliding glass doors he saw Dom sitting on a lounge chair with a drink in his hand watching the ocean. He opened the door and stepped out.
“Dom. Let’s go for a surf, eh?”
Dom turned around and looked at Billy. He caught his breath at the sight of Billy in just swim trunks. His chest soft with silken hair. He wanted to reach out and touch him.
Dom didn’t say anything, he just turned his head back to the surf.
Billy sat in the chair next to Dom and eyed Dom’s glass suspiciously. “What ya drinking?”
Dom swirled his drink and looked out to ocean. “Vodka.”
“Dom! It’s 10:30 in the morning!”
Dom smirked and looked over at Billy, “Just kidding, mate! It’s water! What do you think I am? Depressed or something?”
Billy smiled and looked into Dom’s eyes. “Dom, you really are going to be the death of me.”
Dom threw his head back in laughter. “Yeah, you’re probably right! Come on Bills, let’s go for a surf and enjoy our time together, eh?”
Billy eyed Dom, “So are we OK then?”
Dom turned so he was facing Billy. He put his glass on the ground and took Billy’s hands in his. “Billy, I’m sorry for last night. I understand the situation, I hate it, but I understand it. I only have you for a few more hours. You have plans tonight, tomorrow is going to be crazy, Monday is scheduled and then you leave.” Dom placed a hand on Billy’s cheek causing Billy to close his eyes and quiver. “I love you Bill. I always will. And I’m going to hold you to your word.”
Billy opened his eyes and cocked his head to the side as he asked, “What word?”
Dom smiled and said, “I want a real wooden rocking chair. If I have to spend my last few years with you in New Zealand, I want a real wooden rocking chair.”
Billy leaned in and kissed Dom softly on the lips as he whispered, “I promise, Dommie. You will have a real wooden rocking chair.”
They looked into each other’s eyes and knew that they were not going to go for a surf. They leaned into each other for a deep and passionate kiss.
TO BE CONTINUED
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Very beautiful and expressive. Loving it muchly. :)
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Cute. I could totally follow their feelings with your descriptions. Good job.
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