Title: Have You Ever
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dylan_dufresne
Pairing: BB/DM
Rating: Hard R, to be safe.
Summary: It all begins with a question.
Feedback: Would be greatly appreciated as it’s my drug of choice. Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] frojane for the beta.
Disclaimer: Not at all true in reality. This is just my imagination at work.
A/N: Just a happy little fic that came to me at 3 am. What? My Muse is a night owl.



“Have you ever kissed a bloke, Billy?” Dom asks one night at the pub in Wellington, fidgeting with his half empty pint of beer and drawing two fingers through the condensation.

Casually slouched down in the booth across from Billy, Dom glances over at the dance floor, where Elijah and Orlando are dancing up a storm with a group of gyrating females.

Swallowing the scotch sliding over his tongue and setting the empty tumbler down on the table, Billy pauses to consider Dom’s question for a moment and then leans forward to speak.

“Ah can’t say that I have,” Billy replies, his eyes serious as he looks at Dom intently. “Why do you ask?”

Taking a sip of his beer, Dom shrugs noncommittally. “No reason. It just popped into my head is all.”

“Oh. Alright.”

Changing the subject, Dom rises a short time later to buy a round of fresh drinks for all, as Orlando and Elijah have once again joined them.

Several hours later, Dom and Billy are walking down the sidewalk towards their respective flats when suddenly Billy breaks the strange quiet between them.

“Have you ever let a bloke kiss you?” he asks, watching Dom’s face closely for a reaction.

“Of course. You’ve seen me-”

“I mean seriously,” Billy interrupts. “Not as a joke, but a real kiss.”

“Oh. Um, well-”

Before Dom can say anything else, Billy pulls them to a stop, and turns Dom to face him. For a long moment they gaze into each other’s eyes, not speaking. Finally, Billy draws Dom to his body, eyelids fluttering closed as his bow shaped lips cover Dom’s in a soft kiss. Fingers clutch tightly at the others jackets, wanting to draw out the moment for as long as possible.

“Yeah,” Dom whispers when they part, his eyes sparkling. “I have now.”

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Frowning, Dom focuses intensely on Billy’s face, silently willing him to take his small, perfect nose out of the book he’s reading and pay attention to Dom. It’s their one day off, and Dom’s feeling decidedly neglected, as he’s been laying on the couch in Billy’s living room for nearly twenty minutes now. When Billy doesn’t react, an idea springs to Dom’s mind.

“Have you ever snogged for a whole afternoon?” he asks mildly, drawing the tip of a long, elegant finger back and forth across his pouty lower lip as if in deep thought.

When Billy doesn’t answer, Dom sighs to himself and settles in, deciding take a nap until Billy finishes his book. A few seconds later he squeaks with surprise as Billy’s warm, firm body settles over him, having abandoned the book he was reading and the chair he’d been sitting in just moments ago.

Lips part automatically, tongues touching and tasting in a slow, lazy rhythm. Hands sliding up and down Billy’s back in sensual caresses, Dom sighs happily when Billy deepens the kiss and rocks his hips. Feeling Billy’s smile against his lips, Dom laughs and tightens his hold around Billy’s narrow waist. It’s going to be a fun afternoon after all.

At half five the next morning in the Feet trailer, Billy leans over to where Dom is dozing, his small finger tugging down the collar of Dom’s hobbit shirt to reveal a rosy love bruise. Eyes fluttering open, a faint blush colors Dom’s cheeks as he meets Billy’s warm gaze and smiles sleepily.

Glancing around, Billy leans in closer, so his sweet mouth is barely an inch from Dom’s ear.

“Have you ever planned to watch a movie with someone, with the full intention of ignoring the television and snogging instead?” he whispers, the tip of his pointy tongue darting out to taste Dom’s earlobe.

At Dom’s sharp intake of breath and tiny whimper, Billy grins, a look between them confirming their plans for the evening. There will be no visiting the pub tonight with the fellowship, that is for certain. They have a much better idea.

The FBI warning at the beginning of the movie they put on the dvd player is the last thing Dom remembers, before Billy’s cherubic mouth closes over his. For a few seconds, Dom hears the opening strains of a cheerful, musical theme, and then he is lost in the deep, green pools of Billy’s eyes, and the tender touch of his eager, roaming hands. When Dom looks up to get his bearings, the closing credits of the movie are coming to an end, and Billy’s lips are rosy and swollen from their passionate kisses.

Reaching over to the coffee table for the remote, Billy presses ‘PLAY’ to start the movie again, and then their lips are coming back together, Dom’s warm laughter flowing across Billy’s stubbled cheek.

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Draining his pint, Dom takes a quick look around and then snuggles into Billy’s side, his hand resting on Billy’s denim covered knee, gently squeezing and stroking. Turning his head, Billy smiles and then covers Dom’s hand with his own, lacing their fingers together. Rubbing his nose fondly against Billy’s cheek, Dom presses even closer, his breath wuffling Billy’s hair.

“Have you ever snogged in public, knowing that you could get caught at any moment?” he murmurs in Billy’s ear, dropping a kiss to the soft skin of Billy’s neck, just below his earlobe.

While not exactly hiding their growing romance, they haven’t been advertising it to the cast and crew either. Being hobbits has given them the perfect excuse to be tactile with each other, staying close, snuggling at every opportunity, kissing being the only exception to their public activities.

Pushing his tumbler of scotch to one side, Billy reaches over and tenderly cups Dom’s cheek in his small hand, their noses nuzzling affectionately. Heart pounding rapidly against the wall of his chest, Dom watches Billy’s eyes drop closed and then their lips are meeting in a warm, wet kiss. Whimpering softly, Dom parts his lips, inviting Billy’s talented tongue to explore further and deeper.

A strained gasp of surprise from a few feet away causes them to part, both turning towards the direction of the sound. Eyes wide, Elijah demonstrates his impression of a goldfish, his mouth opening and closing several times as he struggles desperately to form words. Orlando is a wee bit better, a smile quirking up the corners of his wide mouth. Before either can say a word, Billy turns back to face Dom, who’s cheeks are slightly pink, his breath unsteady.

“Have you ever snogged, knowing that someone you know is watching?” Billy whispers hotly in Dom’s ear.

Sliding his fingers deftly around the nape of Dom’s slender neck, Billy pulls their mouths back together, lips meeting in a hungry kiss, his tongue pushing eagerly between Dom’s lips, causing him to moan wantonly with pleasure. Fingers gripping handfuls of cloth, they keep kissing and touching as Orlando finally drags Elijah away, giving the couple some privacy.

Oblivious to who may be watching them, they keep kissing until they’re both breathless and aching. Eyes half-lidded, Dom watches Billy take his shaking hand, and doesn’t resist as Billy leads him out of the pub to continue in a more private location.


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Shifting and rolling over onto his belly in an attempt to avoid the morning sunlight spilling across the sheets, Billy is surprised to discover that he’s no longer alone in his bed. Sometime during night, apparently, Dom has joined him under the warm coverlet, spooned up close, his long arm draped over Billy’s waist.

The temptation to take a quick peek under the coverlet to confirm if Dom does in fact, sleep naked, is overwhelming for Billy. The idea of gazing upon Dom’s bare body in this vulnerable state makes Billy’s pulse quicken, and his body ache, especially low in his belly.

“Have you ever woken up early, just so you can be somewhere to watch someone wake up?” Dom asks softly, voice raspy with sleep, eyes watching Billy closely.

Snuggling closer and bringing their lips together in a soft, warm kiss, Billy trails his fingers lightly along Dom’s ribs, all the way down to his slender waist. Not finding a cloth barrier, Billy shivers and then slides his small hand across Dom’s lower back, rubbing in slow circles, fingertips tracing the indentations of his back dimples. When Dom sighs and sinks deeper into the kiss, Billy’s fingers roam lower, cupping the sweet curve of a naked cheek, stroking and squeezing it gently.

That evening, when Dom starts to pull back after their ritual lengthy, tongue tangling kiss goodnight, Billy tightens his hold around Dom’s waist, their uneven breath caressing each others cheeks. Fingers slipping through the belt loops of Dom’s low slung jeans, Billy pulls Dom firmly to his body.

“Have you ever spent the whole night with someone because you just couldn’t bear to be away from them?” Billy asks, glancing at his bedroom door and then back at Dom.

A shy smile turns up the corners of Dom’s mouth and then they’re moving down the hall, swollen lips meeting and parting gently, their fingers laced. Sliding under the coverlet, their bodies fit together perfectly, like two puzzle pieces that have been patiently waiting to find their place. The position is natural and comfortable, as if they’ve slept this way their whole lives.

Cuddling Dom to his chest, Billy threads his fingers through tousled, dark blonde hair when Dom’s hand slides under his t-shirt, palm resting against Billy’s warm back. Pressing an affectionate kiss to Dom’s forehead, Billy smiles and exhales, then closes his eyes and lets sleep take them.


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Stepping out onto the back porch with a cup of hot tea, Billy takes a seat on the step behind Dom, setting the cup down so he can wrap both arms around the younger man’s shoulders. There’s been something on Dom’s mind for several days now, and Billy thinks, just maybe, he’s finally ready to talk about it. Nuzzling his nose into Dom’s slender neck and gently drawing Dom back in his embrace, Billy inhales the aroma of Dom’s scent, pulling it deep into his lungs.

“Have you ever been in love?” Dom asks softly, gnawing on his lower lip as he meets Billy’s gaze.

Breath catching and eyes sparkling, Billy tenderly brings their mouths together for a gentle kiss. Pulling Dom closer, Billy worships his mouth, overwhelming him with pleasure. When they part, Dom’s eyes are damp with salty tears.

“I am right now,” Billy replies, his warm green eyes never leaving Dom’s. “With you.”

Curling into Billy’s embrace, Dom gives himself over completely, surrendering to Billy’s mouth, hands and heart. Lips meet and part in tender yet hungry, loving kisses, hands roaming endlessly, eagerly searching to touch more. Losing himself in the sensations, Dom doesn’t open his eyes until Billy breaks the kiss and pulls Dom tightly to his heaving chest.

“Have you ever made love?” Billy whispers unsteadily, his whole body shaking.

“I will now,” Dom murmurs against Billy’s hair. “With you.”

Rising to his feet, Dom takes Billy’s hand in his and smiles before leading him inside, gently peeling away their clothes as they walk.


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Ducking his head shyly and trailing his long, elegant fingers through Billy’s soft chest hair, Dom looks up to meet Billy’s aroused gaze. Now standing by Billy’s welcoming bed, completely free of their clothing, hands slide tentatively over newly bared skin, gently exploring.

“Have you ever topped a bloke, Billy?” Dom asks softly, trembling fingers caressing the column of Billy’s neck.

“I never wanted to,” Billy replies, his voice a touch unsteady as he looks deep into Dom’s desire filled eyes. “Until I met you. I want to be with you, however you want me, my love.”

Stepping into the circle of Billy’s arms, Dom slips his fingers around the nape of Billy’s neck and brings their lips together in a hungry, passionate kiss. They finally part when their lungs demand air, their foreheads touching, noses rubbing together.

“Have you ever wanted to bottom?” Billy murmurs, fingers trailing up and down the shallow groove of Dom’s spine.

“Only with you, baby,” Dom replies, his breath catching as he trembles and smiles. “I want to feel you, deep inside me.”

Sinking down onto the bed and snuggling under the coverlet, bare bodies sink into one another, and there is kissing, fumbling and warm, intimate laughter. Lubricant is spilled on the sheets as bodies shift and adjust, learning how to fit just so. Nervous giggling gives way to passionate gasps as small fingers find new places, gently pushing and stretching until needful moans fill the intimate quiet. With a loving, tender kiss that seems to go on forever, two bodies become one, two hearts beating in unison.

For endless moments they cling to one another, overwhelmed by the intense, erotic sensations being experienced for the first time. Finally, they begin to move, slowly and gently, kissing deep and often. Gazing into each others eyes, limbs wrap around slippery bodies, breath becoming uneven as hips rock together. When aroused flesh brushes across the spongy spot inside, guaranteed to bring maximum pleasure, bodies arch off the mattress, a ragged cry tumbling from swollen lips.

Bucking and writhing with pleasure, tender and gentle rocking gives way to passionate thrusts, growing in speed and intensity with every moment that passes. Spinning out over the edge of bliss, the lovers cry out in ecstasy, their intimate warmth spilling inside and across their quivering bellies. Collapsing in sated bliss, the new lovers keep their bodies interlocked, refusing to separate, lazily kissing and caressing as heartbeats return to normal.


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Face nuzzled in the crook of Billy’s damp neck, their spent and weary limbs entwined, Dom listens to the steady rhythm of Billy’s breathing as sleep threatens to overtake them.

“Bills?”

“Yeah, Dommeh?”

“Have you ever wanted to-”

Unsure, Dom breaks off, drawing a deep breath into his lungs as Billy tips up his chin until their eyes lock.

“To spend the rest of my life with just one person?” Billy finishes, his gaze overflowing with love and devotion.

The identical look in their eyes and matching smiles is answer enough.


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fin

From: [identity profile] kat-scratches.livejournal.com


Oh, that was beautiful! All lovely and snuggly and perfect! (And a bit sniffly, but don't go telling anyone I cry easy b/c I will heartily deny it!)

From: [identity profile] celtprincess13.livejournal.com


Oh, so sweet. I've been craving some happy Monaboyd lately, so thanks!

From: [identity profile] marigold6.livejournal.com


Beautiful, tender, funny, touching, sweet...oh so lovely. BRAVA!!!!

From: [identity profile] wanderlost.livejournal.com


*sigh happily*

Boy, this was needed! It was warm and cuddly and just perfect! Absolutely wonderful.


From: [identity profile] feelforfaith.livejournal.com


I liked how the "have you ever" question brought them together and then gradually took them through the steps of intimacy. Made me feel warm inside :).

From: [identity profile] daydreambeleevr.livejournal.com


like being wrapped in my favorite blanky, this is warm, soft, comfortable and just feels good.

*hugs*

k =)

From: [identity profile] emma-took.livejournal.com


Have you ever read somthing that even if you added infinate wwww's to the end of awwww it still wouldn't do it justice? I have, right now

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From: [identity profile] emma-took.livejournal.com - Date: 2006-01-13 10:57 pm (UTC) - Expand

From: [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_living_is_easy/


Here's a question...

Have you ever read something and thought it was possibly one of the most amazing short stories you have ever read?

::hugs you::

I don't know what I would do without your writing!!!

From: [identity profile] sourgreenapples.livejournal.com


This was so sweet! The way you write them is awesome, I love their relationship. I always love how you give Dom just the slightest touch of vunrablity, and Billy always relieves him. (The whole t-shirt bit of Simply Delicious comes to mind, I still go back and read that when I need a smile!)

Gorgeous as usual! Thank you for the recs! I think that I'm gonna start on MN3, because everyone raves about it.

From: [identity profile] surreality-fan.livejournal.com


randomly commenting again. that was so warm and happy and snuggly. *cuddles fic, you and your muse*

From: [identity profile] promisethstars.livejournal.com


Awww.... *tear*

All the "have you evers"....so incredibly adorable :)

From: [identity profile] spirit-of-wings.livejournal.com


This is so beautiful! I love it so much, my favorite of yours (so far) Thank you for writing it.
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