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dylan-dufresne.livejournal.com posting in monaboyd Nov. 1st, 2005 12:01 pm)Title: Mistake Number Three - 15/19
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Pairing: BB/DM
Rating: NC-17. Yay! It’s been sooooo long.
Summary: Where Dom and Billy drink tea, have scones and discuss window treatments. *grin* Just kidding. You know what happens here.
Feedback: Would be greatly appreciated as it’s my drug of choice. Does it help that this chapter is over 7000 words?
Disclaimer: Not at all true in reality.
A/N: Look! No warning of angst. Well, maybe a little. Beta'd by the lovelyfrojane. Thanks a lot sweetie. What would I do without you?
Previous Parts: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Chapter 13 | Chapter 14
Chapter 15
A muttered curse of frustration slips past Billy’s cherubic lips as he finally wrestles open the door to his bedroom, a distracting and arousing armful of half naked Dom snuggled against his aching body and trailing hot, wet kisses down his throat.
“Finally,” Billy groans, kicking the door back and bringing their mouths back together as Dom giggles, his hands roaming endlessly over Dom’s smooth back and into his tousled hair.
“Clothes. Off,” Dom gasps between passionate kisses, fingers fumbling desperately at the waistband of Billy’s trousers. “Want to touch you.”
“Shhh,” Billy says, breaking the kiss and stilling Dom’s exploration with his hand. “Slow.”
“But I want you,” Dom protests, rubbing his prominent erection against Billy’s hip as evidence, eliciting a strained moan.
“We’ve got all night, Dommie,” Billy says breathlessly, gazing hungrily into Dom’s eyes. “We don’t have to hurry.”
Eyes widening for a moment, Dom nods in understanding. “Do you want the lights on or off?” he asks, looking around Billy’s tidy, moonlit bedroom.
“Wait here,” Billy instructs, guiding Dom back to lean against the wall next to the open door and giving him a quick kiss. “Give me a minute.”
Opening a nearby drawer, Billy pulls some items out and then moves quickly around the room, setting things up. By the time he returns to Dom, the room is glowing with warmth and soft, inviting candlelight. In addition to the candles, the fluffy coverlet has been pulled back, and the soft sheets turned down in welcome invitation.
“You didn’t have to do that,” Dom says shyly, allowing himself to be enveloped back into Billy’s strong embrace. “The candles, I mean.”
“After dinner on Christmas day, when we were by the fire, I love how the firelight looked on your skin, in your eyes,” Billy confesses. “I watched you, and it was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
“There you go again, calling me beautiful,” Dom says shaking his head. “I’m not-”
“Yes, you are,” Billy interrupts, silencing Dom’s protest with a long, sweet, tongue tangling kiss. “I going to keep telling you that, until you believe it. And then I’m going to tell you, just to see you smile.”
“You said I was beautiful, before you saw my back,” Dom whispers against Billy’s mouth, their noses nudging and nuzzling affectionately. “There’s no way you could’ve known, and still, you said it.”
“I love you, Dommie. I love who you are inside. The incredibly sexy wrapper you come in is a bonus,” Billy tells him, small finger tracing Dom’s pouty lower lip. “That light in your gorgeous eyes comes from within. From your heart.”
“I love you, too, Billy,” Dom says, darting forward to kiss Billy’s cheek. “And I love how you call me Dommie. You called me that on New Year’s Eve.”
“I did?”
“You were pretty sloshed.”
“Now that part I remember,” Billy says ruefully. “And I had a Hell of a hangover the next day.”
“You were out of breath, too. I wondered if you were alright,” Dom recalls, brow furrowing in thought. “I was worried until I talked to you the next day.”
Blushing, Billy clears his throat and shifts from one foot to the other.
“Were you wanking when I called?” Dom asks suddenly, a knowing look gracing his sweet, boyish features. “You were, weren’t you?”
“Aye, I was,” Billy admits. “And while we’re on the subject, there’s something I need to tell you.”
“Okay,” Dom says warily.
“I saw you wanking once,” Billy confesses. “By accident, I swear.”
Surprised, Dom arches an eyebrow. “When?”
“You’d been studying for your entrance exam, and you fell asleep at the coffee table. Do you remember that?”
Dom nods, a wee bit confused. “Yeah, I do.”
“Well, I helped you back to your room, and then I went to the kitchen to make some tea, because I couldn’t sleep,” Billy continues. “I was on my way back to my room when I heard you. Your door wasn’t closed the whole way.”
“And you watched me?” Dom says, a smile teasing at his lips.
“Aye, I did,” Billy admits. “I know I should’ve walked away, but-”
“Did it make you hard?” Dom interrupts, one hand sliding down the front of Billy’s trousers, fingers dancing teasingly over his arousal. “Watching me?” he adds in a low whisper. “Did you touch yourself?”
“Aye,” Billy gasps, hips jerking towards Dom as he seeks friction and pressure to give him relief. “God, Dommie. Your hand.”
“So, I need to tell you something, too,” Dom says softly, fingers of his other hand trailing through the soft ginger hair covering Billy’s chest, tracing the muscles beneath and familiarizing himself with the feel of Billy’s skin.
“Okay,” Billy replies, his eyes gentle, but now filled with a touch of concern.
Dom opens his mouth only to lose his nerve, closes his mouth, takes a breath and tries again, only to repeat the action.
“It’s okay, Dommie,” Billy soothes.
“I’m sorry. This is a wee bit harder than I thought it would be,” Dom says finally. Taking a deep breath to fortify himself, Dom focuses on the warm, mossy green of Billy’s eyes. “I had never been with anyone, face to face, I mean, until I met you. Ever.”
Billy’s jaw drops, lust and need giving way to surprise. “What?”
“I never wanted to see them when we were, you know,” Dom explains, shifting awkwardly. “But I wanted to see your eyes, when you were touching me. When you were inside me.”
“Dommie-”
“I just wanted you to know that,” Dom finishes, eyes suspiciously bright. “Before we-”
Before Dom can take a breath, he’s enveloped in Billy’s arms and cuddled protectively to his chest.
“Oh Dommie.” Several gentle kisses are pressed to the side of Dom’s neck. “I- I have no words.”
“Does that mean we’re going to get out your doorway?” Dom asks, almost teasingly as he looks up at Billy, their eyes meeting and holding. “I happen to know that your bed is very comfortable.”
“Aye, we are, but you’re shaking again,” Billy says softly, rubbing a spot on Dom’s lower back in slow, soothing circles. “Are you okay?”
“I’m just nervous,” Dom admits with a tentative smile, his mind racing with what they are about to do. “I haven’t done this in a really long, long time.”
“It’s okay, Dommie,” Billy murmurs reassuringly, nuzzling Dom’s cheek with his nose. “We’ll take it slow and figure it out together, alright?”
“Yeah, okay.”
“I need you to promise me something first.”
“What’s that?” Dom asks.
“If I do something that you don’t like, I want you to tell me,” Billy replies, his eyes serious. “If you want to stop, two minutes from now, twenty minutes from now, I want you to tell me, okay?”
“Billy, I won’t-”
“Promise me,” Billy insists. “I’m willing to wait for as long as you need, and I couldn’t live with myself if you just went along with it because you thought you had to. Please don’t think that you’re leading me on or something, if you want to stop. I want this to be good for both-”
“I promise,” Dom interrupts, laying a finger over Billy’s lips. “If I need a minute, I’ll ask you to wait, and if I want you to stop, I’ll say stop. And you do the same. Sound fair?”
“Aye. There’s just one more thing.”
“What?”
“Is there anything that you don’t like?” Billy asks. “I mean, is there something that you don’t want me to do?”
Thinking, Dom nods slowly, finally replying softly, “Don’t grab me or hold me down by my wrists. He did that to keep me from getting away.”
Not requiring an explanation as to who ‘he’ is, Billy cups Dom’s cheek in one hand, his thumb stroking the light, scruffy stubble. “Okay then.”
“Will you touch me now?” Dom whispers huskily. “Please?”
“Oh Dommie-”
Need overwhelming them, mouths come together in a deep, shuddering kiss that has Billy’s heart flipping over inside his chest. Wrapping his arms around Billy’s strong, fit body, Dom’s lips are plump and soft, hot and wet as he whimpers into Billy’s sweet mouth. Craving Billy’s touch over every last inch of him, Dom wants to feel Billy’s muscles quiver under his hands, again and again, to feel the passion sliding through his limbs. It frightens him a little, knowing that Billy loves him, wants him. To be desired, so nakedly, so purely, touches Dom deeply, and he finds himself falling into Billy, mind, body and soul.
A soft, gentle laugh bubbles up from Billy’s throat as he nips playfully along Dom’s jaw line before melting into another, long tender kiss, their tongues tangling gently. Letting his mouth fall open further in invitation, Dom whimpers and tightens his arms around Billy, placing his trust in him, and letting himself truly feel for the first time in years. Burying his pointy tongue deep in the honeyed cavern of Dom’s mouth, Billy’s kisses are passionately intense, tasting and exploring hungrily. There is a pause, just long enough for both to gasp for breath, and then their lips are meeting for a third kiss, more fervent and greedy than the previous two combined.
Fingertips sliding sensuously over the smooth skin of Dom’s lower back, Billy takes a step back towards the bed, opening his eyes just long enough to ensure that Dom is alright. Eyes smoldering as he presses closer, Dom eagerly nods his assent before carding his fingers through Billy’s ginger hair, the tip of his tongue darting out to tease at Billy’s filtrum. Trembling hand moving slowly around Billy’s waist to pet his belly, Dom’s nimble fingers flick at the button of Billy’s trousers, and then the material is loosened, hanging precariously on his hips.
Parting Dom’s lips so he can taste him again, Billy slides his tongue home, a breathy, happy sigh escaping Dom’s lips and caressing Billy’s cherubic mouth. Limbs entwined and bodies clinging together, Billy draws Dom’s swollen, lower lip into his hot mouth and nibbles the pouty, sexy curve gently. Swaying back and forth together, slowly and naturally, their kisses grow more intense with every second that passes.
Momentarily pulling back so their eyes meet, Billy’s sweet mouth brushes over Dom’s, then retreats. Shifting angles, their lips meet again, passion and heat washing over their bodies in waves of ecstasy. Arousal has blood rising in Dom’s cheeks, his eyes darkening with pleasure and need. When Dom feels Billy’s fingers at the button and fly of his blue jeans, he gasps and smiles.
“Don’t tease me,” he pants breathlessly against Billy’s cheek.
Capturing Dom’s mouth in another warm kiss, Billy wraps one arm snugly around Dom’s slender waist before dipping his head to slide his tongue over the hollow of Dom’s throat, feeling his pulse hammer erratically beneath his lips. Moving lower, Billy tastes the salty sweat on his collarbones and explores the pleasantly defined muscles of Dom’s smooth chest. Traveling back up to Dom’s mouth, Billy watches through hooded eyes as a soft, deep and welcoming kiss shimmers though Dom’s lithe frame, muscles in his thighs going lax and his knees weakening. Stars dazzling in his expressive, blue-grey eyes, Dom watches wordlessly as Billy slowly opens his jeans with his other hand and draws the denim over his narrow hips.
“You are so beautiful, Dommie, ” Billy whispers, fingers gently stroking Dom’s flat, toned belly, watching as the heavy material falls to the floor and Dom’s naked body is finally exposed to him.
Eyes never leaving Billy’s, Dom slips one leg free of the denim and then the other, losing his socks at the same time so he is completely naked, with the exception of the black leather at his wrists and silver rings on his fingers. Glancing down, Dom wordlessly invites Billy to look his fill, his cheeks pinking a little at the naked desire he sees in the other man’s eyes. Caught up in the sheer bliss of being savored and hungrily explored, Dom fingers find the fly of Billy’s trousers as their lips meet again and the kiss deepens, stealing his breath.
Giving himself over to the intense pleasure, Billy covers Dom’s lush mouth with warm, passionate kisses, small hands cupping Dom’s face and fingers sliding through his dark blonde hair. Feeling layers of material pooling at his ankles, Billy carefully kicks his way free of his boxers, trousers and socks before taking another step towards the bed, gently wedging a leg between Dom’s bare thighs to bring their bodies together completely.
Limbs winding around one another, they cling together for support, moving closer and closer to the bed. Cupping the fragile curve of Dom’s skull with one hand, Billy worships his swollen mouth like an addiction, every gasp and whimper, every sob of pleasure a reward. Being parted for mere seconds feels like an eternity, Billy’s body a maze of aches and needs.
Caressing and exploring Dom’s aroused body in endless, sensuous touches, Billy’s hands fan the flames of desire higher and higher. Long arms winding around Billy’s strong shoulders, Dom’s mouth is a hot, silky sweet temptation on his neck as they finally reach the edge of the mattress. Off balance, Dom starts to fall for a fraction of a second, and then he’s cuddled protectively to Billy’s chest, their noses nuzzling.
Body completely open to Billy’s ravenous mouth and questing hands, Dom gazes up at Billy wondrously as they slowly sink down to the mattress and slide between the soft sheets, blood rushing through his limbs and making him dizzy. Bringing their hips together snugly and nudging a knee between Dom’s firm thighs, Billy lowers himself down until their bare bodies are pressed together from lips to toes. Skin flushed and hot, Dom’s body is a jumble of exquisite sensations, every touch, every taste, adding more.
“Are you comfortable?” Billy whispers breathlessly against Dom’s swollen mouth.
“Yes.” Cheeks suddenly flaming with heat, Dom then averts his eyes for a moment when he shivers. “It’s just been a while, you know, this way.”
“It’s alright, Dommie,” Billy soothes with a series of tender kisses to his lips, cheeks and throat. “It’s just me. You know me.”
“Yeah, I do,” Dom replies softly, touched beyond words that Billy is being so gentle and tender with him. “I do.”
Billy trails the fingers of one hand across Dom’s face before he leans closer and presses their lips together again, gently sucking on Dom’s lower lip.
“Billy, wait,” Dom pants.
Immediately, Billy stills and pulls back so their can meet. “What?”
“Do you have supplies for, you know?” Dom asks. “I just realized that I don’t have anything. Nothing.”
“Well, I do,” Billy replies with a smile. “Hold on a second.”
Keeping their bodies wrapped up together, Billy reaches over into the second drawer of the nightstand and produces a bottle of lubricant, showing it to Dom.
“See?”
Billy then tucks the bottle under the edge of the pillow for safekeeping.
“What about protection? Do you have-”
Eyes downcast, Billy realizes Dom’s meaning and exhales heavily. “No, I don’t.”
Shifting as best he can underneath Billy, Dom nods slowly and awkwardly. Silently, he prepares himself for things to take a turn in a different direction. “Oh.”
“But if that’s what you want, I can run to the chemist down the street,” Billy tells him quickly, smoothing back Dom’s hair and kissing his cheek. “It won’t take ten min-”
“Wait,” Dom interrupts. “If?”
“What?”
“You said ‘if.’ ”
Confused, Billy frowns. “I’ll do whatever you need to make sure that you’re comfortable, Dommie. Whatever it takes.”
“You weren’t planning to, uh-” Unsure how to word it, Dom trails off.
“Dommie, I haven’t been with anyone since I got tested,” Billy says carefully, following Dom’s train of thought.
“Neither have I,” Dom adds quickly. “Actually, you were the last, that night-”
“That’s what I thought,” Billy says, watching Dom’s face closely.
“And I had a second test done,” Dom reveals. “Last week.”
“What?” Billy says, eyes flashing wide. “Why?”
“Well, when I called Viggo that day, I asked him how precise the test was, and he said considering my exposure, taking another one in a few months was a good idea,” Dom explains. “Viggo told me that the chances of me getting infected through oral contact were low, but still there. He said that if I wanted to talk about it more or needed anything to let him know. He made me promise.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Billy asks, his brow furrowing in concern. “I would have-”
“Because I didn’t want you to worry,” Dom says softly, gently stroking the furrow between Billy’s eyebrows with his thumb until the muscles relax. “You’ve done so much for me, Billy, and I didn’t want to burden you with it. It’s not like we were sleeping together.”
“That’s not the point, Dommie,” Billy argues. “All this time, you thought that-”
“No, I didn’t,” Dom interrupts, shaking his head. “Viggo said having one test come back negative was a good sign. I just wanted to be absolutely sure, you know?”
“Wait. You got tested last week?” Billy repeats. “How?”
“I didn’t know how I was going to get back to see Viggo without you knowing, so the day after I got to Manchester, I called him,” Dom explains. “I asked if he knew someone I could go to for testing there. Someone he trusted. When I called him the first time I didn’t know how things were between you. I’m sorry. If I had known-”
“Don’t apologize,” Billy interrupts. “Viggo doesn’t do anything he doesn’t want to. He wanted to help. You did what he asked.”
“Yeah.”
“So what happened?”
“He made a call to a friend of his and got me into a some brand new clinic there where they can accelerate the testing process somehow and have results in five days,” Dom says. “I really wanted to know, so I went in and did it.”
“And it came back negative as well?” Billy asks, breath catching.
“Oh, yeah. Of course,” Dom replies quickly with a nod. “And that reminds me, I never said thank you.”
Confused, Billy frowns again. “For what?”
“That night, when you thought my test was positive, you didn’t push me away,” Dom says, eyes glistening. “You wrapped your arms around me, held me tight, and told me that we would talk to Viggo. You weren’t going to give up on me, even if I was sick.”
“Of course not, Dommie, I was already in love with you,” Billy replies with a sigh, caressing Dom’s cheek and pressing a soft kiss to his lips.
“And maybe that’s why Viggo helped me,” Dom suggests as he gazes up at Billy’s face. “Because he knew how important it was to you.”
“He knew how important you are to me,” Billy corrects, his eyes bright as realization dawns. “He wanted us-”
“Yeah,” Dom whispers, understanding what Billy isn’t saying. “So thank you.”
“Dommie, there’s nothing I won’t do for you. I just want you to be happy and feel comfortable. Speaking of, will you stay here?” Billy requests quietly. “I’m going to run to the chemist, but I promise I’ll be right back, okay? Right back.”
Billy starts to pull away, only to be stopped by Dom’s hands on his biceps.
“Wait.”
“What?”
“We’re both clean,” Dom says quietly, thinking out loud as a smile slowly turns up the corners of his mouth. “That’s why you didn’t- We don’t need protection. Not anymore.”
“Are you sure?” Billy asks, laying back down and caressing Dom’s cheek.
“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my whole life,” Dom replies, eyes glistening with happiness. “I want you. Inside me. No barrier.”
“Oh, Dommie,” Billy breathes, gazing deeply into Dom’s beautiful eyes.
Before Billy can say anything more, Dom has a leg wrapped around his waist, his hard arousal rubbing against Billy firm belly.
“C’mere,” Dom whispers hotly, fingers sliding through Billy’s mussed hair and bringing their mouths together. “I need you so much.”
Hand on Dom’s knee, pushing gently to loosen its hold around him, Billy breaks the kiss. “Shhh. Slow, Dommie.”
“What?”
“Nice and slow,” Billy repeats softly, pulling back slightly.
“Why?” Dom whimpers, narrow hips thrusting up, desperately seeking friction. “Why?”
Snuggling into Dom’s side, Billy cups Dom’s cheek and rubs their noses together affectionately. “Because we only get one chance at a first time, Dommie.”
It takes a few moments for the words to sink in, and then Dom softens, a tremble sliding through his body from head to toe, his breath catching.
“Oh Billy-”
“Let me touch you?” Billy requests in a low, intimate voice. “Like I’ve wanted to, for so long.”
“Yes,” Dom replies, voice barely above a whisper as his long, elegant fingers slide along the muscles of Billy’s biceps. “Please.”
Dipping his head, Billy trails soft, slow kisses down Dom’s slender neck, across his collarbones, lingering at the hollow of his throat. At the same time, one of his hands slides down Dom’s arm, fingers tracing the black leather cuff at his wrist and lacing their fingers together. Wriggling down a few inches, Billy tips his head to one side in thought before pressing a feathery kiss to Dom’s chest, over his heart. Hearing a sharp intake of breath, he looks up into Dom’s glistening eyes.
“I’ve never been kissed there before,” he says simply, answering Billy’s unasked question.
Nodding, Billy kisses the spot again, lips moving lower and lower until his lips find a soft, pink nipple. Gently bathing it with his warm, wet tongue, Billy smiles when a gasp of pleasure fills the air and Dom’s body bucks beneath him.
“New sound,” he says impishly, blowing softly across the damp flesh, eyes sparkling when Dom whimpers pleasantly. “Think I can get you to make that sound again?”
“Please,” Dom begs, unashamed at the emotion in his eyes.
Fingers of his free hand sliding through Billy’s ginger hair, Dom watches as Billy draws his nipple into his mouth, teasing it with his sharp teeth, tenderly nibbling and sucking it into a stiff, rosy peak. Hot, moist lips sliding across Dom’s smooth chest, Billy then slowly and patiently repeats the action to its twin, his fingertips tracing the sharp definition of the muscles of Dom’s chest and torso. Feeling a shiver slide through Dom’s body, Billy looks up to meet his eyes, to ensure that Dom is alright.
Nodding wordlessly, Dom lets go of Billy’s hand so he can card all of his fingers through Billy’s tousled hair and hold him close. Dom watches from beneath half-lidded eyes that are dark with arousal as Billy eagerly continues his lengthy exploration of Dom’s lithe body. A breathy, whimpering groan of pleasure fills the quiet as Billy’s lips trail lower and lower, his fingers slipping along the curved bones of Dom’s no longer gaunt ribs and across his abs, eliciting a full body shiver and a barely suppressed wriggle.
“New sound,” Billy says gentle and teasingly, nuzzling his nose into the sweet-smelling skin that he has craved and fantasized about for months.
A moment later, the most beautiful thing Billy has ever heard fills his ears. It’s like music, Dom’s warm, intimate laughter flowing over his bare flesh.
“That tickles,” Dom pants, belly undulating, his swollen arousal pressing insistently against Billy’s furry chest.
Gazing at the soft candlelight making Dom’s eyes sparkle and the glow of the flickering flames dancing over his flat stomach, Billy presses his hands against Dom’s sharp hipbones before dipping his head and gently swirling his pointy, talented tongue around the tantalizing circle of Dom’s belly button. Passionate whimpers of pleasure and breathy murmurs of Billy’s name pour from Dom’s swollen lips as he trembles, bucks and moans desperately, unable to control his body as he is overcome with the erotic sensation.
“Now there’s a new sound,” Billy whispers hotly, his tongue dipping inside Dom’s delicate belly button for a long, nibbling taste. “I found your spot.”
“Oh God,” Dom gasps, fingers of one hand clutching at Billy’s shoulder to keep him close. “Billy.”
Blowing against the damp flesh, Billy gently sucks the soft skin into his mouth, listening to Dom’s ragged breathing and feeling him vibrate with need beneath him.
“So beautiful,” Billy murmurs lovingly. “You are so incredibly beautiful, Dommie. So precious.”
Traveling well below Dom’s navel, Billy’s lips, tongue and teeth tenderly kiss, lick and nibble the soft skin and lean muscles, causing them to contract beneath his touch. Thumbs rubbing Dom’s sharp hipbones, Billy lets his hands move up and down Dom’s sides in long, lingering touches, causing Dom’s breath to catch and his body to arch up into Billy’s caress.
“Billy,” Dom begs hoarsely, writhing shamelessly. “Please.”
“On your tummy, Dommie,” Billy finally whispers, sliding a hand under Dom’s left hip and urging him to turn over.
Acquiescing to Billy’s gentle request, Dom quickly rolls onto his belly, thighs parting wide in invitation, hands fisting the pillows above him as he eagerly waits for the intimate press of Billy’s slicked fingers between his cheeks. To be filled at last.
“No, Dommie,” Billy murmurs, gently but firmly guiding Dom’s legs back together and snuggling into his side.
Looking over his shoulder in confusion, Dom cries out in panic. “What?”
“Not yet. Soon, my love,” Billy promises, fingers rubbing a small circle between Dom’s shoulder blades. “Soon.”
“Just do it,” Dom nearly wails, overcome with desire and need. “Please, Billy.”
“A few more minutes,” Billy croons, warm breath flowing over Dom’s sensitized skin. “Then I’ll be looking into your eyes as we make love.”
Whimpering in assent, Dom’s head falls limply to the pillow, hips rocking into the mattress to give him some much needed friction against his aching erection. The movement only lasts a few seconds as Billy slides his hand down to Dom’s lower back to still him.
Tenderly petting the sweet curve of Dom’s rather spectacular arse, Billy lovingly kisses the twin indentations of Dom’s back dimples, inhaling the sweet aroma of his sweat sheened skin. Nuzzling his small, perfect nose into the shallow groove of Dom’s lean spine, Billy shifts, bracing himself over Dom’s slender form as he slowly places a line of soft, tender, nibbling kisses all the way up Dom’s back, across his ribs and back again, to the nape of his slender neck. Inhaling the tantalizing aroma of Dom’s silky, papaya-scented hair, Billy smiles when Dom turns his head and then their lips are meeting in a hungry, wet, passionate kiss.
Pulling reluctantly away from Billy’s warm, sweet mouth, Dom looks up into Billy’s eyes as his hand strokes Dom’s lower back.
“Please, Billy,” Dom whispers, breath hot and moist on Billy’s cherubic lips. “I want you. I need you inside me. Please-”
“I know, Dommie,” Billy murmurs, kissing him again, longer and deeper. “I want you, too. So much.”
Almost drunk with desire, Dom sighs with relief, flipping onto his back again and wrapping his arms around Billy, eagerly bringing their bodies together. Parting Dom’s knees and sliding between his splayed thighs, Billy sinks into Dom’s warm, welcoming embrace, their lips meeting and parting in hungry, wet kisses. As their erections rub together, comfortably and naturally, Dom whimpers into Billy’s mouth, wordlessly begging for more.
Blindly reaching across the sheets, Billy finds the bottle of lubricant he’d tucked under the pillow earlier, refusing to break their passionate kiss. Bracing himself on his elbow, Billy flips open the cap and pours a generous amount of the liquid into his palm, warming it on his fingers.
Slowly, Billy moves forward, gently nipping at Dom’s lower lip and seeking Dom’s tongue with his own as his hand slides up the inside of Dom’s firm thigh. Hot breath caressing his mouth, Billy smiles when he feels Dom’s gasp of pleasure as his slicked fingers slip over Dom’s tight entrance. Opening his eyes, Billy reluctantly breaks the kiss, wanting to watch Dom’s face.
“Look at me, Dommie,” he whispers.
Gazing up at Billy, Dom’s eyes are large, doe-like, and dark with passion, his swollen lips half parted, the corners of his crooked mouth turned up into a gentle, trusting smile. Sprawled comfortably on his back, knees raised, Dom’s lithe body is warm, relaxed and pliant in Billy’s hands.
“Billy?” Dom says softly.
Billy’s breath is ragged as he replies, “Yeah?”
“I’m ready.”
“If I'm hurting you, tell me,” Billy requests, and Dom nods wordlessly.
Moving carefully, Billy’s small fingers stroke Dom’s tight opening in a slow, soft circle, gently pressing and loosening his entrance, finally slipping a single digit inside, eliciting a moan of relief from Dom. It surprises Billy how incredibly tight Dom is, until he realizes that Dom hasn’t been touched this way in almost three months. Exchanging warm, wet kisses with Dom, Billy adds a second finger, gently scissoring them back and forth, tenderly stretching Dom further. When Dom is accommodating three of Billy’s fingers inside him, Billy finally curls them forward, seeking the spot guaranteed to bring Dom maximum pleasure. Billy knows he’s found it when Dom arches off the mattress with a hoarse cry of passion, his hands gripping Billy’s biceps tightly.
Withdrawing his fingers and lovingly kissing Dom through his whimpering protest at the loss of the intimate touch, Billy slicks his rock hard and leaking erection with more lubricant, wanting to ensure that he doesn’t cause Dom any pain. Positioning himself at Dom’s entrance, amid his murmuring encouragement and writhing body, Billy slides forward and finally breaches the tight ring of muscle.
Wrapping his legs around Billy’s narrow waist, Dom’s long fingers slide up Billy’s spine from the small of his back to his shoulder blades, guiding their bodies together. As before, there is no burning, only gentle pressure and some tightness as Billy stretches Dom wide and fills him completely.
“God, I’ve missed you so much,” Dom sighs as Billy’s uneven breath caresses his damp neck. “Missed you inside me.”
Resting on his elbows and gazing in Dom’s eyes, Billy waits a few moments for Dom’s body to adjust to him, and the snugness around his arousal subsides a little. Finally Dom nods, urging Billy to continue.
“I love you, Dommie,” Billy murmurs tenderly, pressing their lips together and rocking his hips against Dom’s. “So much.”
“I know,” Dom replies between kisses. “I love you, too.”
Swollen lips meeting and parting wetly, tongues tangle, Dom’s hands caressing everywhere he can reach as Billy’s gentle thrusts grow in speed and intensity very slowly, causing the pleasure to build, washing over their bodies in gentle waves. Panting for breath and clutching Billy close, Dom looks up and watches Billy’s mouth with half-lidded eyes, his lips aching for the taste of Billy’s next kiss. At last, after months of imagining how it would feel, Dom is experiencing the exquisite sensations, and they are more wonderful than he ever thought possible.
The sleek muscles of Billy’s back ripple as he slides a small hand under Dom’s lower back, gently adjusting the way their bodies meet, increasing Dom’s pleasure as his cock brushes lightly over Dom’s sweet spot. Moaning loudly and bucking wildly, Dom brings their mouths back together for a scorching kiss, tongue dipping in for a teasing taste. Moving his hand from Dom’s back and sliding across his quivering stomach, Billy wraps his small fingers around Dom’s throbbing erection, stroking him in a strong, steady rhythm. Whimpering profusely, Dom buries his face in Billy’s neck, clutching at his back and licking his salty skin before meeting Billy’s passion filled eyes again.
“Are you ready?” Billy asks softly, gently pressing a kiss to Dom’s lips.
“Yes,” is Dom’s breathless reply as his arms tighten around Billy. “Yes.”
Staring deeply into each other’s eyes, Billy increases the speed of his thrusts, sliding deeper into the intense, velvet clench of Dom’s aroused body as they lose themselves in each other. Tender words of love and devotion tumble from Billy’s bow shaped lips as they kiss, gently and often, hands sliding sensuously over each others sweat slicked skin. Endless words of encouragement and enjoyment fill the air as Dom writhes beneath Billy, seeking more of his touch, unable to control himself.
The muscles in Dom's biceps and forearms flex, the sleek lines of smooth muscle rippling through his arms as long, elegant fingers cling to Billy, thighs trembling, his breath losing its steady rhythm. Chests sliding together, Billy can feel the stiff peaks of Dom’s nipples rubbing against him, his lithe body overwhelmed with ecstasy. The expression on Dom’s rosy cheeked face changes from moment to moment, relaxed and content, heavy with concentration, and then blissful as he surrenders to the passion flowing through his long limbs.
Soon Billy’s breath is coming in short, nearly inaudible gasps, his body slick with sweat as he takes Dom higher and higher. The effort of holding his release back is causing his body to shake, but part of him doesn’t want this feeling to ever end. He wants it to last forever.
“Dommie,” he pants raggedly, breath moist and hot against Dom’s lips.
“Come for me, Billy,” Dom begs shamelessly, eyes bright with love and emotion. “I want to feel you come in me. Please-”
“God, yes,” Billy moans, pumping Dom’s cock faster as he continues to thrust passionately, looking deep into Dom’s soulful, blue-grey eyes.
Fingertips pressing at the small of Billy’s back, Dom brings their lips together, trembling at the emotions and sensations rushing through his body, stealing his strength. Everything falls away, leaving only Billy and Dom, and their intimately locked bodies, surrounded by love.
“Now Billy,” Dom whispers into his mouth. “Please.”
Hand caressing the damp skin of Dom’s slender neck, Billy presses one last kiss to Dom’s sweet mouth before thrusting deep, all the way to the hilt. Eyes locked, Billy whispers one word across Dom’s lips as he releases control and feels himself come.
“Dominic.”
At the sensation of Billy’s hot release spilling inside him and his name, spoken so lovingly and tenderly, overwhelms Dom and he arches off the mattress, into the safety of Billy’s embrace and lets himself go.
Dom’s not sure how much time has passed when he comes back to himself, but he smiles when he realizes that he is surrounded by the warm, musky scent of sex, sweat, and of course, love, tinged with just a hint of leather from his wrist cuffs and Billy’s aftershave. Breathless panting fills the quiet as their sweat slicked limbs entwine, refusing to be parted. Inhaling deeply, Dom slips his arms around Billy’s waist, cuddling his spent body closer, relishing in the familiar feeling of Billy’s nose pressed into his neck.
With his fingers threaded through Dom’s mussed hair, Billy’s breath slowly returns to normal as he places lingering kisses to Dom’s throat. He can feel the rapid pounding of Dom’s heart against his chest, and the pulse in Dom’s neck as it throbs.
“Wow,” Dom whispers, all other words failing him.
Pushing himself up on his elbows so their eyes meet, Billy smiles gently. “Aye. Wow.”
Several minutes pass, and soft, nibbling, tender kisses are exchanged before Billy carefully withdraws, afraid that he’s crushing Dom beneath him. Immediately, Billy cradles Dom to his chest, not wanting to lose the intimate contact for even a moment. Shaking as the powerful aftershocks of their shared orgasm wash over him, Dom buries his face in Billy’s neck, finding comfort in his strong, loving embrace.
“Are you alright, Dommie?” Billy asks, petting Dom’s damp hair and stroking his sweaty back.
To his surprise, there is no answer.
Feeling Dom’s hand between their bodies, Billy looks down and realizes that Dom is furtively wiping his eyes as he trembles violently.
“Dommie?”
“Just give me a minute,” Dom finally manages to say, his voice small and wavering as he desperately tries to force his emotions back under control.
It’s a losing battle and in moments Dom is overcome with shuddering sobs, hot tears flowing down his cheeks. Burying his face in his hands, Dom allows himself to be drawn into Billy’s arms and comforted, Billy’s hands sliding tenderly over his shaking body. It takes several minutes before his tears subside and Dom finally pulls himself together, sniffling and wiping his eyes.
“Dommie, look at me,” Billy requests gently.
Reluctantly, Dom slowly pulls back enough so he can look up and meet Billy’s gaze.
“I’m sorry for ruining it,” Dom whispers, breath catching in his throat. “I’m so s-”
“Shhh. You didn’t ruin anything, Dommie,” Billy soothes, cuddling Dom close and rubbing his back. “It’s completely understandable that you’re emotional right now. It’s alright. Really.”
“Hold me,” Dom requests softly, nuzzling closer.
Tipping up Dom’s quivering chin, Billy brings their lips together in an achingly soft, slow, lingering kiss.
“I would love nothing more, Dommie.”
Fingers sliding through Dom’s hair in comforting caresses, Billy settles into the pillows, taking a moment to wipe the glittering, slippery wetness of Dom’s release from their bellies with a corner of the sheet before covering them with the coverlet to ensure that they stay warm. Cheek resting against Billy’s furry chest, Dom slips an arm around his waist, relishing in the foreign sensation of simply being held close. A soothing and comfortable lethargy is sliding through his limbs, a combination of exhaustion and peace sapping his strength.
A short while later, Dom pushes himself up on one elbow and wriggles up the bed to snuggle tighter into Billy’s side, causing them both to smile, sated and content. Without having to speak, their mouths come together in a warm, tender kiss, with just a teasing of tongue. Reluctantly pulling away from the temptation of Billy’s sweet mouth, Dom cradles Billy’s face in both hands as their eyes lock.
“Thank you,” he says softly.
“For what?” Billy asks, brow furrowing in confusion.
Eyes shining with joy, Dom gives Billy an innocently genuine smile as he replies, “For making tonight wonderful.”
“The pleasure, my Dommie,” Billy whispers tenderly, “Was all ours.”
Laughing warmly, Dom kisses Billy’s cheek before laying his head down on Billy’s shoulder, sinking and settling into his gentle, welcoming arms. Realizing that their bodies fit together perfectly, as if they were always made to be this way, Dom blinks back happy tears.
“Dommie?” Billy says, interrupting the quiet.
“Yeah?”
“Will you let me help you?” Billy requests quietly, kissing his forehead. “When you start looking for a new flat tomorrow?”
Confused, Dom frowns. “What?”
“Well, you said you wanted your own flat again. I’m selfishly hoping that you’ll find a place close to the shop. Some place nice and safe,” Billy continues, small fingers sliding up and down Dom’s back from the nape of his neck to his waist. “I want to see you, Dommie. I don’t want you to live so far away that we can’t spend time together. Every single day.”
“No.”
“But Dom-”
Curling tightly into Billy’s fit body, Dom cuts off Billy’s protest with a wet, nibbling kiss. “I’m not leaving,” he whispers against Billy’s bow shaped lips. “I’m not going anywhere, Billy.”
“You’re not?” Billy asks, eyes lighting up with hope.
“I want to see you every day, too,” Dom replies lovingly. “I don’t want to leave.”
“Oh thank God,” Billy moans before rolling Dom onto his back and capturing Dom’s mouth in a passionate, relieved kiss, one hand cupping the sweet curve of Dom’s arse and squeezing gently.
Finally breaking apart long moments later, Dom settles onto the pillow next to Billy, their fingers lacing together.
“Thank you for offering to help me, even though you didn’t agree with my decision,” Dom offers sincerely, looking over at Billy. “It must’ve been hard for you.”
“It really was,” Billy admits shakily, eyes a bit bright. “But I just want you to be happy, Dommie. Always.”
“I am, you silly wee Scotsman,” Dom says with a lopsided smile. “With you.”
“Teasing me now?” Billy asks, playfully arching an eyebrow, causing Dom to laugh.
A moment later Dom shifts, averting his eyes and staring at the coverlet.
“Hey Billy?”
“Aye?”
“Can I stay here tonight?” Dom asks quietly, rubbing the back of Billy’s small hand with his thumb.
“What?”
“I- I don’t want to sleep all alone in my bed,” Dom tells him, nervously chewing on his lower lip. “I’m not ready for this to be ov-”
Dom’s words are cut off when Billy pulls their bare bodies together and his mouth closes over Dom’s in a hungry kiss, tongue slipping inside to taste.
“Dommie, I would be very hurt if you didn’t stay with me tonight, after we’ve made love,” Billy says gently when they finally part. “I want to fall asleep with you, and wake up with my arms around you.”
A giggle bubbles up from Dom’s throat as his eyes sparkle with laughter. A moment later, he is laughing, unable to stop himself. Confused, Billy frowns as Dom finally regains control.
“What’s so bloody funny?” he asks.
“When I woke up this morning, you were holding me,” Dom replies, hand cupping Billy’s cheek and giving him a knowing look. “We were spooned up together, your hand was on my belly, under my shirt, and you were as hard as a rock.”
“Where was my hand?” Billy asks in a low, suggestive voice as his eyes darken. “Exactly.”
Eyes smoldering intensely, Dom wraps his fingers around Billy’s wrist and places the palm of his hand low on his flat stomach, right over his sensitive belly button.
“Right here.”
“C’mere, Dommie. I want to hold you.” Cradling Dom protectively to his body, Billy threads his fingers through Dom’s hair, attempting to smooth the chaotic tangles.
“Mmmmm,” Dom murmurs happily into Billy’s chest and shivering pleasantly.
“What?”
“You have that smell,” Dom replies, softly and intimately, lost in memories. “You, me, sweat and sex. Put it all together and it makes this great smell.”
“It does?”
“On the nights when you’d come see me,” Dom continues quietly, fingers sliding through the soft chest hair. “After you’d leave, I’d lay on the spot where you’d been on my sheets, and stay there for the rest of the night. I’d fall asleep with you on my skin. It was the closest thing I had to the real thing.”
“Until now,” Billy adds softly, eyes starting to grow heavy.
“Until now,” Dom agrees.
They don’t speak for several minutes, Dom watching a small tea light on the bureau flicker and then finally extinguish, causing the dimly lit room to darken further. It’s then that Dom realizes that several of the candles in the room have gone out. It’s quite late.
“Billy?” Dom says, cheek resting right over Billy’s heart.
“Hmmm?” is the sleepy reply.
“This is the best day of my whole life.”
“Me too, Dommie,” Billy says after a long pause, breath catching in his throat as his arms tighten around Dom’s warm, slender body and he kisses the top of Dom's head affectionately. “Me too.”
Hearing a soft sigh slip past Dom’s lips, Billy closes his eyes and lets sleep take him.
* * * * *
Billy is pulled from his slumber when he feels Dom struggling desperately in his arms, the last words he ever expected to hear interrupting the quiet and making his heart skip several beats. Dom’s voice is tight and panicked, his body tense.
“Billy, let me go.”
* * * * *
Chapter 16
Author:
dylan_dufresnePairing: BB/DM
Rating: NC-17. Yay! It’s been sooooo long.
Summary: Where Dom and Billy drink tea, have scones and discuss window treatments. *grin* Just kidding. You know what happens here.
Feedback: Would be greatly appreciated as it’s my drug of choice. Does it help that this chapter is over 7000 words?
Disclaimer: Not at all true in reality.
A/N: Look! No warning of angst. Well, maybe a little. Beta'd by the lovely
frojane. Thanks a lot sweetie. What would I do without you?Previous Parts: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Chapter 13 | Chapter 14
Chapter 15
A muttered curse of frustration slips past Billy’s cherubic lips as he finally wrestles open the door to his bedroom, a distracting and arousing armful of half naked Dom snuggled against his aching body and trailing hot, wet kisses down his throat.
“Finally,” Billy groans, kicking the door back and bringing their mouths back together as Dom giggles, his hands roaming endlessly over Dom’s smooth back and into his tousled hair.
“Clothes. Off,” Dom gasps between passionate kisses, fingers fumbling desperately at the waistband of Billy’s trousers. “Want to touch you.”
“Shhh,” Billy says, breaking the kiss and stilling Dom’s exploration with his hand. “Slow.”
“But I want you,” Dom protests, rubbing his prominent erection against Billy’s hip as evidence, eliciting a strained moan.
“We’ve got all night, Dommie,” Billy says breathlessly, gazing hungrily into Dom’s eyes. “We don’t have to hurry.”
Eyes widening for a moment, Dom nods in understanding. “Do you want the lights on or off?” he asks, looking around Billy’s tidy, moonlit bedroom.
“Wait here,” Billy instructs, guiding Dom back to lean against the wall next to the open door and giving him a quick kiss. “Give me a minute.”
Opening a nearby drawer, Billy pulls some items out and then moves quickly around the room, setting things up. By the time he returns to Dom, the room is glowing with warmth and soft, inviting candlelight. In addition to the candles, the fluffy coverlet has been pulled back, and the soft sheets turned down in welcome invitation.
“You didn’t have to do that,” Dom says shyly, allowing himself to be enveloped back into Billy’s strong embrace. “The candles, I mean.”
“After dinner on Christmas day, when we were by the fire, I love how the firelight looked on your skin, in your eyes,” Billy confesses. “I watched you, and it was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
“There you go again, calling me beautiful,” Dom says shaking his head. “I’m not-”
“Yes, you are,” Billy interrupts, silencing Dom’s protest with a long, sweet, tongue tangling kiss. “I going to keep telling you that, until you believe it. And then I’m going to tell you, just to see you smile.”
“You said I was beautiful, before you saw my back,” Dom whispers against Billy’s mouth, their noses nudging and nuzzling affectionately. “There’s no way you could’ve known, and still, you said it.”
“I love you, Dommie. I love who you are inside. The incredibly sexy wrapper you come in is a bonus,” Billy tells him, small finger tracing Dom’s pouty lower lip. “That light in your gorgeous eyes comes from within. From your heart.”
“I love you, too, Billy,” Dom says, darting forward to kiss Billy’s cheek. “And I love how you call me Dommie. You called me that on New Year’s Eve.”
“I did?”
“You were pretty sloshed.”
“Now that part I remember,” Billy says ruefully. “And I had a Hell of a hangover the next day.”
“You were out of breath, too. I wondered if you were alright,” Dom recalls, brow furrowing in thought. “I was worried until I talked to you the next day.”
Blushing, Billy clears his throat and shifts from one foot to the other.
“Were you wanking when I called?” Dom asks suddenly, a knowing look gracing his sweet, boyish features. “You were, weren’t you?”
“Aye, I was,” Billy admits. “And while we’re on the subject, there’s something I need to tell you.”
“Okay,” Dom says warily.
“I saw you wanking once,” Billy confesses. “By accident, I swear.”
Surprised, Dom arches an eyebrow. “When?”
“You’d been studying for your entrance exam, and you fell asleep at the coffee table. Do you remember that?”
Dom nods, a wee bit confused. “Yeah, I do.”
“Well, I helped you back to your room, and then I went to the kitchen to make some tea, because I couldn’t sleep,” Billy continues. “I was on my way back to my room when I heard you. Your door wasn’t closed the whole way.”
“And you watched me?” Dom says, a smile teasing at his lips.
“Aye, I did,” Billy admits. “I know I should’ve walked away, but-”
“Did it make you hard?” Dom interrupts, one hand sliding down the front of Billy’s trousers, fingers dancing teasingly over his arousal. “Watching me?” he adds in a low whisper. “Did you touch yourself?”
“Aye,” Billy gasps, hips jerking towards Dom as he seeks friction and pressure to give him relief. “God, Dommie. Your hand.”
“So, I need to tell you something, too,” Dom says softly, fingers of his other hand trailing through the soft ginger hair covering Billy’s chest, tracing the muscles beneath and familiarizing himself with the feel of Billy’s skin.
“Okay,” Billy replies, his eyes gentle, but now filled with a touch of concern.
Dom opens his mouth only to lose his nerve, closes his mouth, takes a breath and tries again, only to repeat the action.
“It’s okay, Dommie,” Billy soothes.
“I’m sorry. This is a wee bit harder than I thought it would be,” Dom says finally. Taking a deep breath to fortify himself, Dom focuses on the warm, mossy green of Billy’s eyes. “I had never been with anyone, face to face, I mean, until I met you. Ever.”
Billy’s jaw drops, lust and need giving way to surprise. “What?”
“I never wanted to see them when we were, you know,” Dom explains, shifting awkwardly. “But I wanted to see your eyes, when you were touching me. When you were inside me.”
“Dommie-”
“I just wanted you to know that,” Dom finishes, eyes suspiciously bright. “Before we-”
Before Dom can take a breath, he’s enveloped in Billy’s arms and cuddled protectively to his chest.
“Oh Dommie.” Several gentle kisses are pressed to the side of Dom’s neck. “I- I have no words.”
“Does that mean we’re going to get out your doorway?” Dom asks, almost teasingly as he looks up at Billy, their eyes meeting and holding. “I happen to know that your bed is very comfortable.”
“Aye, we are, but you’re shaking again,” Billy says softly, rubbing a spot on Dom’s lower back in slow, soothing circles. “Are you okay?”
“I’m just nervous,” Dom admits with a tentative smile, his mind racing with what they are about to do. “I haven’t done this in a really long, long time.”
“It’s okay, Dommie,” Billy murmurs reassuringly, nuzzling Dom’s cheek with his nose. “We’ll take it slow and figure it out together, alright?”
“Yeah, okay.”
“I need you to promise me something first.”
“What’s that?” Dom asks.
“If I do something that you don’t like, I want you to tell me,” Billy replies, his eyes serious. “If you want to stop, two minutes from now, twenty minutes from now, I want you to tell me, okay?”
“Billy, I won’t-”
“Promise me,” Billy insists. “I’m willing to wait for as long as you need, and I couldn’t live with myself if you just went along with it because you thought you had to. Please don’t think that you’re leading me on or something, if you want to stop. I want this to be good for both-”
“I promise,” Dom interrupts, laying a finger over Billy’s lips. “If I need a minute, I’ll ask you to wait, and if I want you to stop, I’ll say stop. And you do the same. Sound fair?”
“Aye. There’s just one more thing.”
“What?”
“Is there anything that you don’t like?” Billy asks. “I mean, is there something that you don’t want me to do?”
Thinking, Dom nods slowly, finally replying softly, “Don’t grab me or hold me down by my wrists. He did that to keep me from getting away.”
Not requiring an explanation as to who ‘he’ is, Billy cups Dom’s cheek in one hand, his thumb stroking the light, scruffy stubble. “Okay then.”
“Will you touch me now?” Dom whispers huskily. “Please?”
“Oh Dommie-”
Need overwhelming them, mouths come together in a deep, shuddering kiss that has Billy’s heart flipping over inside his chest. Wrapping his arms around Billy’s strong, fit body, Dom’s lips are plump and soft, hot and wet as he whimpers into Billy’s sweet mouth. Craving Billy’s touch over every last inch of him, Dom wants to feel Billy’s muscles quiver under his hands, again and again, to feel the passion sliding through his limbs. It frightens him a little, knowing that Billy loves him, wants him. To be desired, so nakedly, so purely, touches Dom deeply, and he finds himself falling into Billy, mind, body and soul.
A soft, gentle laugh bubbles up from Billy’s throat as he nips playfully along Dom’s jaw line before melting into another, long tender kiss, their tongues tangling gently. Letting his mouth fall open further in invitation, Dom whimpers and tightens his arms around Billy, placing his trust in him, and letting himself truly feel for the first time in years. Burying his pointy tongue deep in the honeyed cavern of Dom’s mouth, Billy’s kisses are passionately intense, tasting and exploring hungrily. There is a pause, just long enough for both to gasp for breath, and then their lips are meeting for a third kiss, more fervent and greedy than the previous two combined.
Fingertips sliding sensuously over the smooth skin of Dom’s lower back, Billy takes a step back towards the bed, opening his eyes just long enough to ensure that Dom is alright. Eyes smoldering as he presses closer, Dom eagerly nods his assent before carding his fingers through Billy’s ginger hair, the tip of his tongue darting out to tease at Billy’s filtrum. Trembling hand moving slowly around Billy’s waist to pet his belly, Dom’s nimble fingers flick at the button of Billy’s trousers, and then the material is loosened, hanging precariously on his hips.
Parting Dom’s lips so he can taste him again, Billy slides his tongue home, a breathy, happy sigh escaping Dom’s lips and caressing Billy’s cherubic mouth. Limbs entwined and bodies clinging together, Billy draws Dom’s swollen, lower lip into his hot mouth and nibbles the pouty, sexy curve gently. Swaying back and forth together, slowly and naturally, their kisses grow more intense with every second that passes.
Momentarily pulling back so their eyes meet, Billy’s sweet mouth brushes over Dom’s, then retreats. Shifting angles, their lips meet again, passion and heat washing over their bodies in waves of ecstasy. Arousal has blood rising in Dom’s cheeks, his eyes darkening with pleasure and need. When Dom feels Billy’s fingers at the button and fly of his blue jeans, he gasps and smiles.
“Don’t tease me,” he pants breathlessly against Billy’s cheek.
Capturing Dom’s mouth in another warm kiss, Billy wraps one arm snugly around Dom’s slender waist before dipping his head to slide his tongue over the hollow of Dom’s throat, feeling his pulse hammer erratically beneath his lips. Moving lower, Billy tastes the salty sweat on his collarbones and explores the pleasantly defined muscles of Dom’s smooth chest. Traveling back up to Dom’s mouth, Billy watches through hooded eyes as a soft, deep and welcoming kiss shimmers though Dom’s lithe frame, muscles in his thighs going lax and his knees weakening. Stars dazzling in his expressive, blue-grey eyes, Dom watches wordlessly as Billy slowly opens his jeans with his other hand and draws the denim over his narrow hips.
“You are so beautiful, Dommie, ” Billy whispers, fingers gently stroking Dom’s flat, toned belly, watching as the heavy material falls to the floor and Dom’s naked body is finally exposed to him.
Eyes never leaving Billy’s, Dom slips one leg free of the denim and then the other, losing his socks at the same time so he is completely naked, with the exception of the black leather at his wrists and silver rings on his fingers. Glancing down, Dom wordlessly invites Billy to look his fill, his cheeks pinking a little at the naked desire he sees in the other man’s eyes. Caught up in the sheer bliss of being savored and hungrily explored, Dom fingers find the fly of Billy’s trousers as their lips meet again and the kiss deepens, stealing his breath.
Giving himself over to the intense pleasure, Billy covers Dom’s lush mouth with warm, passionate kisses, small hands cupping Dom’s face and fingers sliding through his dark blonde hair. Feeling layers of material pooling at his ankles, Billy carefully kicks his way free of his boxers, trousers and socks before taking another step towards the bed, gently wedging a leg between Dom’s bare thighs to bring their bodies together completely.
Limbs winding around one another, they cling together for support, moving closer and closer to the bed. Cupping the fragile curve of Dom’s skull with one hand, Billy worships his swollen mouth like an addiction, every gasp and whimper, every sob of pleasure a reward. Being parted for mere seconds feels like an eternity, Billy’s body a maze of aches and needs.
Caressing and exploring Dom’s aroused body in endless, sensuous touches, Billy’s hands fan the flames of desire higher and higher. Long arms winding around Billy’s strong shoulders, Dom’s mouth is a hot, silky sweet temptation on his neck as they finally reach the edge of the mattress. Off balance, Dom starts to fall for a fraction of a second, and then he’s cuddled protectively to Billy’s chest, their noses nuzzling.
Body completely open to Billy’s ravenous mouth and questing hands, Dom gazes up at Billy wondrously as they slowly sink down to the mattress and slide between the soft sheets, blood rushing through his limbs and making him dizzy. Bringing their hips together snugly and nudging a knee between Dom’s firm thighs, Billy lowers himself down until their bare bodies are pressed together from lips to toes. Skin flushed and hot, Dom’s body is a jumble of exquisite sensations, every touch, every taste, adding more.
“Are you comfortable?” Billy whispers breathlessly against Dom’s swollen mouth.
“Yes.” Cheeks suddenly flaming with heat, Dom then averts his eyes for a moment when he shivers. “It’s just been a while, you know, this way.”
“It’s alright, Dommie,” Billy soothes with a series of tender kisses to his lips, cheeks and throat. “It’s just me. You know me.”
“Yeah, I do,” Dom replies softly, touched beyond words that Billy is being so gentle and tender with him. “I do.”
Billy trails the fingers of one hand across Dom’s face before he leans closer and presses their lips together again, gently sucking on Dom’s lower lip.
“Billy, wait,” Dom pants.
Immediately, Billy stills and pulls back so their can meet. “What?”
“Do you have supplies for, you know?” Dom asks. “I just realized that I don’t have anything. Nothing.”
“Well, I do,” Billy replies with a smile. “Hold on a second.”
Keeping their bodies wrapped up together, Billy reaches over into the second drawer of the nightstand and produces a bottle of lubricant, showing it to Dom.
“See?”
Billy then tucks the bottle under the edge of the pillow for safekeeping.
“What about protection? Do you have-”
Eyes downcast, Billy realizes Dom’s meaning and exhales heavily. “No, I don’t.”
Shifting as best he can underneath Billy, Dom nods slowly and awkwardly. Silently, he prepares himself for things to take a turn in a different direction. “Oh.”
“But if that’s what you want, I can run to the chemist down the street,” Billy tells him quickly, smoothing back Dom’s hair and kissing his cheek. “It won’t take ten min-”
“Wait,” Dom interrupts. “If?”
“What?”
“You said ‘if.’ ”
Confused, Billy frowns. “I’ll do whatever you need to make sure that you’re comfortable, Dommie. Whatever it takes.”
“You weren’t planning to, uh-” Unsure how to word it, Dom trails off.
“Dommie, I haven’t been with anyone since I got tested,” Billy says carefully, following Dom’s train of thought.
“Neither have I,” Dom adds quickly. “Actually, you were the last, that night-”
“That’s what I thought,” Billy says, watching Dom’s face closely.
“And I had a second test done,” Dom reveals. “Last week.”
“What?” Billy says, eyes flashing wide. “Why?”
“Well, when I called Viggo that day, I asked him how precise the test was, and he said considering my exposure, taking another one in a few months was a good idea,” Dom explains. “Viggo told me that the chances of me getting infected through oral contact were low, but still there. He said that if I wanted to talk about it more or needed anything to let him know. He made me promise.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Billy asks, his brow furrowing in concern. “I would have-”
“Because I didn’t want you to worry,” Dom says softly, gently stroking the furrow between Billy’s eyebrows with his thumb until the muscles relax. “You’ve done so much for me, Billy, and I didn’t want to burden you with it. It’s not like we were sleeping together.”
“That’s not the point, Dommie,” Billy argues. “All this time, you thought that-”
“No, I didn’t,” Dom interrupts, shaking his head. “Viggo said having one test come back negative was a good sign. I just wanted to be absolutely sure, you know?”
“Wait. You got tested last week?” Billy repeats. “How?”
“I didn’t know how I was going to get back to see Viggo without you knowing, so the day after I got to Manchester, I called him,” Dom explains. “I asked if he knew someone I could go to for testing there. Someone he trusted. When I called him the first time I didn’t know how things were between you. I’m sorry. If I had known-”
“Don’t apologize,” Billy interrupts. “Viggo doesn’t do anything he doesn’t want to. He wanted to help. You did what he asked.”
“Yeah.”
“So what happened?”
“He made a call to a friend of his and got me into a some brand new clinic there where they can accelerate the testing process somehow and have results in five days,” Dom says. “I really wanted to know, so I went in and did it.”
“And it came back negative as well?” Billy asks, breath catching.
“Oh, yeah. Of course,” Dom replies quickly with a nod. “And that reminds me, I never said thank you.”
Confused, Billy frowns again. “For what?”
“That night, when you thought my test was positive, you didn’t push me away,” Dom says, eyes glistening. “You wrapped your arms around me, held me tight, and told me that we would talk to Viggo. You weren’t going to give up on me, even if I was sick.”
“Of course not, Dommie, I was already in love with you,” Billy replies with a sigh, caressing Dom’s cheek and pressing a soft kiss to his lips.
“And maybe that’s why Viggo helped me,” Dom suggests as he gazes up at Billy’s face. “Because he knew how important it was to you.”
“He knew how important you are to me,” Billy corrects, his eyes bright as realization dawns. “He wanted us-”
“Yeah,” Dom whispers, understanding what Billy isn’t saying. “So thank you.”
“Dommie, there’s nothing I won’t do for you. I just want you to be happy and feel comfortable. Speaking of, will you stay here?” Billy requests quietly. “I’m going to run to the chemist, but I promise I’ll be right back, okay? Right back.”
Billy starts to pull away, only to be stopped by Dom’s hands on his biceps.
“Wait.”
“What?”
“We’re both clean,” Dom says quietly, thinking out loud as a smile slowly turns up the corners of his mouth. “That’s why you didn’t- We don’t need protection. Not anymore.”
“Are you sure?” Billy asks, laying back down and caressing Dom’s cheek.
“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my whole life,” Dom replies, eyes glistening with happiness. “I want you. Inside me. No barrier.”
“Oh, Dommie,” Billy breathes, gazing deeply into Dom’s beautiful eyes.
Before Billy can say anything more, Dom has a leg wrapped around his waist, his hard arousal rubbing against Billy firm belly.
“C’mere,” Dom whispers hotly, fingers sliding through Billy’s mussed hair and bringing their mouths together. “I need you so much.”
Hand on Dom’s knee, pushing gently to loosen its hold around him, Billy breaks the kiss. “Shhh. Slow, Dommie.”
“What?”
“Nice and slow,” Billy repeats softly, pulling back slightly.
“Why?” Dom whimpers, narrow hips thrusting up, desperately seeking friction. “Why?”
Snuggling into Dom’s side, Billy cups Dom’s cheek and rubs their noses together affectionately. “Because we only get one chance at a first time, Dommie.”
It takes a few moments for the words to sink in, and then Dom softens, a tremble sliding through his body from head to toe, his breath catching.
“Oh Billy-”
“Let me touch you?” Billy requests in a low, intimate voice. “Like I’ve wanted to, for so long.”
“Yes,” Dom replies, voice barely above a whisper as his long, elegant fingers slide along the muscles of Billy’s biceps. “Please.”
Dipping his head, Billy trails soft, slow kisses down Dom’s slender neck, across his collarbones, lingering at the hollow of his throat. At the same time, one of his hands slides down Dom’s arm, fingers tracing the black leather cuff at his wrist and lacing their fingers together. Wriggling down a few inches, Billy tips his head to one side in thought before pressing a feathery kiss to Dom’s chest, over his heart. Hearing a sharp intake of breath, he looks up into Dom’s glistening eyes.
“I’ve never been kissed there before,” he says simply, answering Billy’s unasked question.
Nodding, Billy kisses the spot again, lips moving lower and lower until his lips find a soft, pink nipple. Gently bathing it with his warm, wet tongue, Billy smiles when a gasp of pleasure fills the air and Dom’s body bucks beneath him.
“New sound,” he says impishly, blowing softly across the damp flesh, eyes sparkling when Dom whimpers pleasantly. “Think I can get you to make that sound again?”
“Please,” Dom begs, unashamed at the emotion in his eyes.
Fingers of his free hand sliding through Billy’s ginger hair, Dom watches as Billy draws his nipple into his mouth, teasing it with his sharp teeth, tenderly nibbling and sucking it into a stiff, rosy peak. Hot, moist lips sliding across Dom’s smooth chest, Billy then slowly and patiently repeats the action to its twin, his fingertips tracing the sharp definition of the muscles of Dom’s chest and torso. Feeling a shiver slide through Dom’s body, Billy looks up to meet his eyes, to ensure that Dom is alright.
Nodding wordlessly, Dom lets go of Billy’s hand so he can card all of his fingers through Billy’s tousled hair and hold him close. Dom watches from beneath half-lidded eyes that are dark with arousal as Billy eagerly continues his lengthy exploration of Dom’s lithe body. A breathy, whimpering groan of pleasure fills the quiet as Billy’s lips trail lower and lower, his fingers slipping along the curved bones of Dom’s no longer gaunt ribs and across his abs, eliciting a full body shiver and a barely suppressed wriggle.
“New sound,” Billy says gentle and teasingly, nuzzling his nose into the sweet-smelling skin that he has craved and fantasized about for months.
A moment later, the most beautiful thing Billy has ever heard fills his ears. It’s like music, Dom’s warm, intimate laughter flowing over his bare flesh.
“That tickles,” Dom pants, belly undulating, his swollen arousal pressing insistently against Billy’s furry chest.
Gazing at the soft candlelight making Dom’s eyes sparkle and the glow of the flickering flames dancing over his flat stomach, Billy presses his hands against Dom’s sharp hipbones before dipping his head and gently swirling his pointy, talented tongue around the tantalizing circle of Dom’s belly button. Passionate whimpers of pleasure and breathy murmurs of Billy’s name pour from Dom’s swollen lips as he trembles, bucks and moans desperately, unable to control his body as he is overcome with the erotic sensation.
“Now there’s a new sound,” Billy whispers hotly, his tongue dipping inside Dom’s delicate belly button for a long, nibbling taste. “I found your spot.”
“Oh God,” Dom gasps, fingers of one hand clutching at Billy’s shoulder to keep him close. “Billy.”
Blowing against the damp flesh, Billy gently sucks the soft skin into his mouth, listening to Dom’s ragged breathing and feeling him vibrate with need beneath him.
“So beautiful,” Billy murmurs lovingly. “You are so incredibly beautiful, Dommie. So precious.”
Traveling well below Dom’s navel, Billy’s lips, tongue and teeth tenderly kiss, lick and nibble the soft skin and lean muscles, causing them to contract beneath his touch. Thumbs rubbing Dom’s sharp hipbones, Billy lets his hands move up and down Dom’s sides in long, lingering touches, causing Dom’s breath to catch and his body to arch up into Billy’s caress.
“Billy,” Dom begs hoarsely, writhing shamelessly. “Please.”
“On your tummy, Dommie,” Billy finally whispers, sliding a hand under Dom’s left hip and urging him to turn over.
Acquiescing to Billy’s gentle request, Dom quickly rolls onto his belly, thighs parting wide in invitation, hands fisting the pillows above him as he eagerly waits for the intimate press of Billy’s slicked fingers between his cheeks. To be filled at last.
“No, Dommie,” Billy murmurs, gently but firmly guiding Dom’s legs back together and snuggling into his side.
Looking over his shoulder in confusion, Dom cries out in panic. “What?”
“Not yet. Soon, my love,” Billy promises, fingers rubbing a small circle between Dom’s shoulder blades. “Soon.”
“Just do it,” Dom nearly wails, overcome with desire and need. “Please, Billy.”
“A few more minutes,” Billy croons, warm breath flowing over Dom’s sensitized skin. “Then I’ll be looking into your eyes as we make love.”
Whimpering in assent, Dom’s head falls limply to the pillow, hips rocking into the mattress to give him some much needed friction against his aching erection. The movement only lasts a few seconds as Billy slides his hand down to Dom’s lower back to still him.
Tenderly petting the sweet curve of Dom’s rather spectacular arse, Billy lovingly kisses the twin indentations of Dom’s back dimples, inhaling the sweet aroma of his sweat sheened skin. Nuzzling his small, perfect nose into the shallow groove of Dom’s lean spine, Billy shifts, bracing himself over Dom’s slender form as he slowly places a line of soft, tender, nibbling kisses all the way up Dom’s back, across his ribs and back again, to the nape of his slender neck. Inhaling the tantalizing aroma of Dom’s silky, papaya-scented hair, Billy smiles when Dom turns his head and then their lips are meeting in a hungry, wet, passionate kiss.
Pulling reluctantly away from Billy’s warm, sweet mouth, Dom looks up into Billy’s eyes as his hand strokes Dom’s lower back.
“Please, Billy,” Dom whispers, breath hot and moist on Billy’s cherubic lips. “I want you. I need you inside me. Please-”
“I know, Dommie,” Billy murmurs, kissing him again, longer and deeper. “I want you, too. So much.”
Almost drunk with desire, Dom sighs with relief, flipping onto his back again and wrapping his arms around Billy, eagerly bringing their bodies together. Parting Dom’s knees and sliding between his splayed thighs, Billy sinks into Dom’s warm, welcoming embrace, their lips meeting and parting in hungry, wet kisses. As their erections rub together, comfortably and naturally, Dom whimpers into Billy’s mouth, wordlessly begging for more.
Blindly reaching across the sheets, Billy finds the bottle of lubricant he’d tucked under the pillow earlier, refusing to break their passionate kiss. Bracing himself on his elbow, Billy flips open the cap and pours a generous amount of the liquid into his palm, warming it on his fingers.
Slowly, Billy moves forward, gently nipping at Dom’s lower lip and seeking Dom’s tongue with his own as his hand slides up the inside of Dom’s firm thigh. Hot breath caressing his mouth, Billy smiles when he feels Dom’s gasp of pleasure as his slicked fingers slip over Dom’s tight entrance. Opening his eyes, Billy reluctantly breaks the kiss, wanting to watch Dom’s face.
“Look at me, Dommie,” he whispers.
Gazing up at Billy, Dom’s eyes are large, doe-like, and dark with passion, his swollen lips half parted, the corners of his crooked mouth turned up into a gentle, trusting smile. Sprawled comfortably on his back, knees raised, Dom’s lithe body is warm, relaxed and pliant in Billy’s hands.
“Billy?” Dom says softly.
Billy’s breath is ragged as he replies, “Yeah?”
“I’m ready.”
“If I'm hurting you, tell me,” Billy requests, and Dom nods wordlessly.
Moving carefully, Billy’s small fingers stroke Dom’s tight opening in a slow, soft circle, gently pressing and loosening his entrance, finally slipping a single digit inside, eliciting a moan of relief from Dom. It surprises Billy how incredibly tight Dom is, until he realizes that Dom hasn’t been touched this way in almost three months. Exchanging warm, wet kisses with Dom, Billy adds a second finger, gently scissoring them back and forth, tenderly stretching Dom further. When Dom is accommodating three of Billy’s fingers inside him, Billy finally curls them forward, seeking the spot guaranteed to bring Dom maximum pleasure. Billy knows he’s found it when Dom arches off the mattress with a hoarse cry of passion, his hands gripping Billy’s biceps tightly.
Withdrawing his fingers and lovingly kissing Dom through his whimpering protest at the loss of the intimate touch, Billy slicks his rock hard and leaking erection with more lubricant, wanting to ensure that he doesn’t cause Dom any pain. Positioning himself at Dom’s entrance, amid his murmuring encouragement and writhing body, Billy slides forward and finally breaches the tight ring of muscle.
Wrapping his legs around Billy’s narrow waist, Dom’s long fingers slide up Billy’s spine from the small of his back to his shoulder blades, guiding their bodies together. As before, there is no burning, only gentle pressure and some tightness as Billy stretches Dom wide and fills him completely.
“God, I’ve missed you so much,” Dom sighs as Billy’s uneven breath caresses his damp neck. “Missed you inside me.”
Resting on his elbows and gazing in Dom’s eyes, Billy waits a few moments for Dom’s body to adjust to him, and the snugness around his arousal subsides a little. Finally Dom nods, urging Billy to continue.
“I love you, Dommie,” Billy murmurs tenderly, pressing their lips together and rocking his hips against Dom’s. “So much.”
“I know,” Dom replies between kisses. “I love you, too.”
Swollen lips meeting and parting wetly, tongues tangle, Dom’s hands caressing everywhere he can reach as Billy’s gentle thrusts grow in speed and intensity very slowly, causing the pleasure to build, washing over their bodies in gentle waves. Panting for breath and clutching Billy close, Dom looks up and watches Billy’s mouth with half-lidded eyes, his lips aching for the taste of Billy’s next kiss. At last, after months of imagining how it would feel, Dom is experiencing the exquisite sensations, and they are more wonderful than he ever thought possible.
The sleek muscles of Billy’s back ripple as he slides a small hand under Dom’s lower back, gently adjusting the way their bodies meet, increasing Dom’s pleasure as his cock brushes lightly over Dom’s sweet spot. Moaning loudly and bucking wildly, Dom brings their mouths back together for a scorching kiss, tongue dipping in for a teasing taste. Moving his hand from Dom’s back and sliding across his quivering stomach, Billy wraps his small fingers around Dom’s throbbing erection, stroking him in a strong, steady rhythm. Whimpering profusely, Dom buries his face in Billy’s neck, clutching at his back and licking his salty skin before meeting Billy’s passion filled eyes again.
“Are you ready?” Billy asks softly, gently pressing a kiss to Dom’s lips.
“Yes,” is Dom’s breathless reply as his arms tighten around Billy. “Yes.”
Staring deeply into each other’s eyes, Billy increases the speed of his thrusts, sliding deeper into the intense, velvet clench of Dom’s aroused body as they lose themselves in each other. Tender words of love and devotion tumble from Billy’s bow shaped lips as they kiss, gently and often, hands sliding sensuously over each others sweat slicked skin. Endless words of encouragement and enjoyment fill the air as Dom writhes beneath Billy, seeking more of his touch, unable to control himself.
The muscles in Dom's biceps and forearms flex, the sleek lines of smooth muscle rippling through his arms as long, elegant fingers cling to Billy, thighs trembling, his breath losing its steady rhythm. Chests sliding together, Billy can feel the stiff peaks of Dom’s nipples rubbing against him, his lithe body overwhelmed with ecstasy. The expression on Dom’s rosy cheeked face changes from moment to moment, relaxed and content, heavy with concentration, and then blissful as he surrenders to the passion flowing through his long limbs.
Soon Billy’s breath is coming in short, nearly inaudible gasps, his body slick with sweat as he takes Dom higher and higher. The effort of holding his release back is causing his body to shake, but part of him doesn’t want this feeling to ever end. He wants it to last forever.
“Dommie,” he pants raggedly, breath moist and hot against Dom’s lips.
“Come for me, Billy,” Dom begs shamelessly, eyes bright with love and emotion. “I want to feel you come in me. Please-”
“God, yes,” Billy moans, pumping Dom’s cock faster as he continues to thrust passionately, looking deep into Dom’s soulful, blue-grey eyes.
Fingertips pressing at the small of Billy’s back, Dom brings their lips together, trembling at the emotions and sensations rushing through his body, stealing his strength. Everything falls away, leaving only Billy and Dom, and their intimately locked bodies, surrounded by love.
“Now Billy,” Dom whispers into his mouth. “Please.”
Hand caressing the damp skin of Dom’s slender neck, Billy presses one last kiss to Dom’s sweet mouth before thrusting deep, all the way to the hilt. Eyes locked, Billy whispers one word across Dom’s lips as he releases control and feels himself come.
“Dominic.”
At the sensation of Billy’s hot release spilling inside him and his name, spoken so lovingly and tenderly, overwhelms Dom and he arches off the mattress, into the safety of Billy’s embrace and lets himself go.
Dom’s not sure how much time has passed when he comes back to himself, but he smiles when he realizes that he is surrounded by the warm, musky scent of sex, sweat, and of course, love, tinged with just a hint of leather from his wrist cuffs and Billy’s aftershave. Breathless panting fills the quiet as their sweat slicked limbs entwine, refusing to be parted. Inhaling deeply, Dom slips his arms around Billy’s waist, cuddling his spent body closer, relishing in the familiar feeling of Billy’s nose pressed into his neck.
With his fingers threaded through Dom’s mussed hair, Billy’s breath slowly returns to normal as he places lingering kisses to Dom’s throat. He can feel the rapid pounding of Dom’s heart against his chest, and the pulse in Dom’s neck as it throbs.
“Wow,” Dom whispers, all other words failing him.
Pushing himself up on his elbows so their eyes meet, Billy smiles gently. “Aye. Wow.”
Several minutes pass, and soft, nibbling, tender kisses are exchanged before Billy carefully withdraws, afraid that he’s crushing Dom beneath him. Immediately, Billy cradles Dom to his chest, not wanting to lose the intimate contact for even a moment. Shaking as the powerful aftershocks of their shared orgasm wash over him, Dom buries his face in Billy’s neck, finding comfort in his strong, loving embrace.
“Are you alright, Dommie?” Billy asks, petting Dom’s damp hair and stroking his sweaty back.
To his surprise, there is no answer.
Feeling Dom’s hand between their bodies, Billy looks down and realizes that Dom is furtively wiping his eyes as he trembles violently.
“Dommie?”
“Just give me a minute,” Dom finally manages to say, his voice small and wavering as he desperately tries to force his emotions back under control.
It’s a losing battle and in moments Dom is overcome with shuddering sobs, hot tears flowing down his cheeks. Burying his face in his hands, Dom allows himself to be drawn into Billy’s arms and comforted, Billy’s hands sliding tenderly over his shaking body. It takes several minutes before his tears subside and Dom finally pulls himself together, sniffling and wiping his eyes.
“Dommie, look at me,” Billy requests gently.
Reluctantly, Dom slowly pulls back enough so he can look up and meet Billy’s gaze.
“I’m sorry for ruining it,” Dom whispers, breath catching in his throat. “I’m so s-”
“Shhh. You didn’t ruin anything, Dommie,” Billy soothes, cuddling Dom close and rubbing his back. “It’s completely understandable that you’re emotional right now. It’s alright. Really.”
“Hold me,” Dom requests softly, nuzzling closer.
Tipping up Dom’s quivering chin, Billy brings their lips together in an achingly soft, slow, lingering kiss.
“I would love nothing more, Dommie.”
Fingers sliding through Dom’s hair in comforting caresses, Billy settles into the pillows, taking a moment to wipe the glittering, slippery wetness of Dom’s release from their bellies with a corner of the sheet before covering them with the coverlet to ensure that they stay warm. Cheek resting against Billy’s furry chest, Dom slips an arm around his waist, relishing in the foreign sensation of simply being held close. A soothing and comfortable lethargy is sliding through his limbs, a combination of exhaustion and peace sapping his strength.
A short while later, Dom pushes himself up on one elbow and wriggles up the bed to snuggle tighter into Billy’s side, causing them both to smile, sated and content. Without having to speak, their mouths come together in a warm, tender kiss, with just a teasing of tongue. Reluctantly pulling away from the temptation of Billy’s sweet mouth, Dom cradles Billy’s face in both hands as their eyes lock.
“Thank you,” he says softly.
“For what?” Billy asks, brow furrowing in confusion.
Eyes shining with joy, Dom gives Billy an innocently genuine smile as he replies, “For making tonight wonderful.”
“The pleasure, my Dommie,” Billy whispers tenderly, “Was all ours.”
Laughing warmly, Dom kisses Billy’s cheek before laying his head down on Billy’s shoulder, sinking and settling into his gentle, welcoming arms. Realizing that their bodies fit together perfectly, as if they were always made to be this way, Dom blinks back happy tears.
“Dommie?” Billy says, interrupting the quiet.
“Yeah?”
“Will you let me help you?” Billy requests quietly, kissing his forehead. “When you start looking for a new flat tomorrow?”
Confused, Dom frowns. “What?”
“Well, you said you wanted your own flat again. I’m selfishly hoping that you’ll find a place close to the shop. Some place nice and safe,” Billy continues, small fingers sliding up and down Dom’s back from the nape of his neck to his waist. “I want to see you, Dommie. I don’t want you to live so far away that we can’t spend time together. Every single day.”
“No.”
“But Dom-”
Curling tightly into Billy’s fit body, Dom cuts off Billy’s protest with a wet, nibbling kiss. “I’m not leaving,” he whispers against Billy’s bow shaped lips. “I’m not going anywhere, Billy.”
“You’re not?” Billy asks, eyes lighting up with hope.
“I want to see you every day, too,” Dom replies lovingly. “I don’t want to leave.”
“Oh thank God,” Billy moans before rolling Dom onto his back and capturing Dom’s mouth in a passionate, relieved kiss, one hand cupping the sweet curve of Dom’s arse and squeezing gently.
Finally breaking apart long moments later, Dom settles onto the pillow next to Billy, their fingers lacing together.
“Thank you for offering to help me, even though you didn’t agree with my decision,” Dom offers sincerely, looking over at Billy. “It must’ve been hard for you.”
“It really was,” Billy admits shakily, eyes a bit bright. “But I just want you to be happy, Dommie. Always.”
“I am, you silly wee Scotsman,” Dom says with a lopsided smile. “With you.”
“Teasing me now?” Billy asks, playfully arching an eyebrow, causing Dom to laugh.
A moment later Dom shifts, averting his eyes and staring at the coverlet.
“Hey Billy?”
“Aye?”
“Can I stay here tonight?” Dom asks quietly, rubbing the back of Billy’s small hand with his thumb.
“What?”
“I- I don’t want to sleep all alone in my bed,” Dom tells him, nervously chewing on his lower lip. “I’m not ready for this to be ov-”
Dom’s words are cut off when Billy pulls their bare bodies together and his mouth closes over Dom’s in a hungry kiss, tongue slipping inside to taste.
“Dommie, I would be very hurt if you didn’t stay with me tonight, after we’ve made love,” Billy says gently when they finally part. “I want to fall asleep with you, and wake up with my arms around you.”
A giggle bubbles up from Dom’s throat as his eyes sparkle with laughter. A moment later, he is laughing, unable to stop himself. Confused, Billy frowns as Dom finally regains control.
“What’s so bloody funny?” he asks.
“When I woke up this morning, you were holding me,” Dom replies, hand cupping Billy’s cheek and giving him a knowing look. “We were spooned up together, your hand was on my belly, under my shirt, and you were as hard as a rock.”
“Where was my hand?” Billy asks in a low, suggestive voice as his eyes darken. “Exactly.”
Eyes smoldering intensely, Dom wraps his fingers around Billy’s wrist and places the palm of his hand low on his flat stomach, right over his sensitive belly button.
“Right here.”
“C’mere, Dommie. I want to hold you.” Cradling Dom protectively to his body, Billy threads his fingers through Dom’s hair, attempting to smooth the chaotic tangles.
“Mmmmm,” Dom murmurs happily into Billy’s chest and shivering pleasantly.
“What?”
“You have that smell,” Dom replies, softly and intimately, lost in memories. “You, me, sweat and sex. Put it all together and it makes this great smell.”
“It does?”
“On the nights when you’d come see me,” Dom continues quietly, fingers sliding through the soft chest hair. “After you’d leave, I’d lay on the spot where you’d been on my sheets, and stay there for the rest of the night. I’d fall asleep with you on my skin. It was the closest thing I had to the real thing.”
“Until now,” Billy adds softly, eyes starting to grow heavy.
“Until now,” Dom agrees.
They don’t speak for several minutes, Dom watching a small tea light on the bureau flicker and then finally extinguish, causing the dimly lit room to darken further. It’s then that Dom realizes that several of the candles in the room have gone out. It’s quite late.
“Billy?” Dom says, cheek resting right over Billy’s heart.
“Hmmm?” is the sleepy reply.
“This is the best day of my whole life.”
“Me too, Dommie,” Billy says after a long pause, breath catching in his throat as his arms tighten around Dom’s warm, slender body and he kisses the top of Dom's head affectionately. “Me too.”
Hearing a soft sigh slip past Dom’s lips, Billy closes his eyes and lets sleep take him.
Billy is pulled from his slumber when he feels Dom struggling desperately in his arms, the last words he ever expected to hear interrupting the quiet and making his heart skip several beats. Dom’s voice is tight and panicked, his body tense.
“Billy, let me go.”
Chapter 16
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*flail*
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CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER! <3
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Beautiful, just beautiful. *sniffs*
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Tease? Me? Yeah, a little.
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Okay, I'll admit it, maybe I am too.
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Happy you enjoyed! :)
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it's like the time on the streets don't count, not in this way. that's pretty nice.
Dom’s lips are plump and soft, hot and wet as he whimpers into Billy’s sweet mouth.
guh. that's just so nicely described... yum.
Dom’s voice is tight and panicked, his body tense.
“Billy, let me go.”
:pouts:
you're ending it here? ... here???
well that's just mean. *snicker*
living, back in the land of denial, i'm going to chose to believe that dom needs billy to let him go...
1) to the bathroom, it's been ages since his last trip and the situation is desperate now!
2) answer the phone, it's been ringing off the hook, and it may be important.
3) run downstairs to the shop because he left the safe unlocked. (yeah, i know. not bloody likely)
i could keep going. i can think of tons of good honest, not-breaking-up-living-with-you reasons for dom getting up. i bet we could start a contest. ;0)
great work, as usual.
kerry =)
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Thanks again but now I'm worried.
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Um, no? I am my Muse's bitch. Sorry.
Thank you very much.
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Have now re-read 3x...will probably go back for more...once I stop with the sniffling, and the fanning of myself from teh sex...hoo-boy!
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Wow. *blush* Thank you very much.
*passes tissues*
So tickled that you were fanning yourself from teh sex. Hee.
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How aboslutely romantic.
*melts*
And as for that last bit, I think that's the sound of angst entering the room.
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I think that's the sound of angst entering the room.
Hee. Angst is such a noisy bugger.
Thank you very much.
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glad i didnt read this one at work...
and im gonna go with that he just really REALLY has to pee or something...
cause i dont want to think that it could be a scary panicked!
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And who would I be without a dash of angst?
Happy that you enjoyed. :)
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"Billy, let me go."
Again, another cliffhanger! Dylan! You;re good at cliffhangers! lol
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And yes, yet another cliffhanger! I think I'm getting pretty good at them.
Thank you very much. :)
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I'm going to stay optimistic like most others and say he just has to pee or some such.
Extra credit for the NC-17!!
Gorgeous chapter, can't wait for tomorrow.
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*sigh*
So sweet...
Did I mention before that I hate your chapter endings? ;D
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Did I mention before that I hate your chapter endings? ;D
You're in good company. My Muse has developed an addiction to cliffhangers.
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And of course you had to stop there!
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*blushes deeply and ducks head shyly*
Thank you so much. I'm very flattered.
And of course you had to stop there!
Blame my Muse. He's developed an addiction to cliffhangers. I see an intervention in his future.
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Blame my Muse! He's evil.
I thought perhaps Billy would have Dom be "on top"
I considered a different position, but since Dom indicated his comfort with their previous encounters and the significance of being face to face with Billy, I decided to stay with what they knew.
Very happy that you enjoyed. Thanks so much.
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*dies*
I WONT BE ABLE TO GET THROUGH CLASS TOMORROW!!!! *dies*
I bet it will be good.
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*blushes*
Thank you so much. I'm very happy that you enjoyed, and I'm flattered.
More tomorrow.
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marvelous...just...sigh.
Cupping the fragile curve of Dom’s skull with one hand, Billy worships his swollen mouth like an addiction, every gasp and whimper, every sob of pleasure a reward. Being parted for mere seconds feels like an eternity, Billy’s body a maze of aches and needs.
gorgeous, gorgeous stuff. Wow.
bad with words. overwhelmed by story. loving you. more, more, more.
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Thank you so much. Very happy that you loved.
More tomorrow.
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That was beautiful. They made love and were happy and in love. Untill the end. Maybe Dom is just sick, caught Billy's bug thing. I don't know if that's it but that's what I'm going to tell myself untill I read what the heck is going on tomorrow. Man, I love this fic.
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Yeah, he's a real bugger. I'd spank him, but I think he'd like it.
Happy that you enjoyed - until the end. There are many theories currently beinge explored. Tickled that you're loving the fic.
More tomorrow. :)
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*whimper*
guh! that was definitely worth the wait!! and there's four more chapters, all filled with pretty boys shagging happily ever after with no more angst or tears
yeah, right. ;Pbeautifully done, love. such a contrast to their previous encounters. i could really feel the love between them and billy's tenderness for dom. and i love that they went bare with each other. not only is it a kink of mine, but it really highlights the love and trust they have in each other. *sigh* just... really well done.
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My three favorite words. Yes, 4 more chapters. No hints as to what is in them. Sorry.
beautifully done, love. such a contrast to their previous encounters.
*blush* Thank you so much. It was nice to write them this way, finally. Softer. Unhurried. Making it all about the pleasure - for both of them.
i love that they went bare with each other...highlights the love and trust they have in each other.
Me too, and that's what I was going for. No barrier. *shivers*
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Kay eating chocolate when reading a chapter like that makes you really horny.
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Oooh. A new theory.
Kay eating chocolate when reading a chapter like that makes you really horny.
Heeeeeee. I can imagine.
Thank you. Happy that you enjoyed.
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after that amazing scene you described.
Awww, thank you so much. It took a long time to write this chapter, because I wanted to get it just right.
with 4 chapters left theres got to be SOMETHING more to this story!
You speak wisely.
by the way, do you know any men who are actually like this in bed and if so can you please send them to me?
Oh, I wish. Fantasy Land is a nice place to visit.
So happy that you enjoyed. :)
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Other than that, the chapter was lovely, truly lovely... I adore this fic so much...
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Take deep breaths.
I'm so happy that you're adoring this fic. Thank you very much.
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Glad you enjoyed. Thanks so much.
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*hearts monaboyd with you*
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And then again...
What in bliddeh hell is that all about?!?!?!Your Muse is hell bent on torturing us!!!!Hmm...i see a pattern here!:P
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And yes, my Muse *sigh* He's a naughty one. I believe that he's become addicted to the cliffhanger.
Happy that you enjoyed. :)