Title Unexpected Revelation

Author Abberlina69

Pairing monaboyd, implied billy/hayley

Rating PG

Disclaimer. Dont know, dont own. sadly

Feedback- This is my first try at a story like this, so please let me know how to improve. This is also unbeta'd. Please comment, I'm a feedback whore.

Summary. Billy is about too get married and has an revelation in which confuses him. Should he or shouldnt he? srry I'm bad at summaries


There is no way that my life could get any better. I mean I am marrying the woman of my dreams in two days, we just found out a few days ago that we are expecting our first child. This isn’t as exciting as the first two but I was also nominated for an Oscar for Best Supporting Actor. There was nothing in this world that could take me out of this high for life.
“Billy? Billy? Are you home?” Hayley yelled as she walked into our house. “Yes give me a second” I yelled as I stuck my head out of our bedroom door. ‘Oh what the hell’ I thought to myself and just walked out of our room and headed down to meet my love. I found her in the kitchen getting the last things ready for her bachelorette party tonight. I walked up to her and put my arms around her. She turned around then gasped at what she saw. “Well your damn lucky that no one came home with me. Seeing you’re walking around in your birthday suit.” She said laughing. “So you don’t like what I’m not wearing?” I replied. “Oh of course I love it” she said menaically then looked at her watch then added. “Come on we got time before Whitney gets here to help me set up, so lets take advantage of what you’re not wearing.” I picked her up and sat her on the table. ‘Hell with going upstairs, the table is good as anything.’
So a few hours later I was kicked out of my own house. Luckily by the time Whitney got to our house we were dressed. My friends had planned some party for me so at least I had something to do while Hayley hung out with her friends. The whole Lord Of The Rings gang is coming in for my wedding, and a good portion of them are in the wedding. For instance Dominic Monaghan is my best man. Orlando Bloom, Sean Astin and Viggo Mortensen. Well Viggo was walking Hayley down the aisle and giving her away. After all he was her uncle, that is how we met. She went to visit him on the set of Lord Of the Rings. I just couldn’t wait for the next day and a half to be over with so Hayley and I can be married.
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Finally it was the day of the wedding. I wasn’t sure if I was more excited or more nervous. So after all this time of waiting I was about to marry Hayley. I was already dressed in my kilt and everything just waiting for it too be time to head to the altar.
“So you ready mate?” I heard Dom ask me as he hit me in the shoulder. “Do I look ready?” I asked him. He looked me over then answered. “Well you look like you’re ready to puke so yeah you are definitely ready. Well at least that is how I felt before I married Whitney.” he told me and sat down next to me. I just laughed. “That how you felt? Dom you did throw up, all over Orlando in fact.” I reminisced. “Oh Bills if you’re going to puke I’m just going to stay far away from you then. I would rather not have vomit all over me again. Once was enough from Dom” he said laughing. After that I wasn’t nervous anymore just anxious for it to start. I still had another hour till I had to get to the church, and about 2 hours till the actual wedding started. So me and the lads were sitting around playing a rousing game of play station.
A few minutes into the game my phone rang. “Hey Sean would you answer that?” I asked him because I didn’t want Orlando too win yet again. I swear he always beats me and I’m getting sick of it. “Hey Bills its Hayley you want to talk to her or not since you’re playing the game?” he asked me but already knew the answer since he was handing me the phone. “Hey love” I said happily as I handed the controller to Elijah. “Hi Bills, I just needed to hear that lovely accent of yours, I haven’t heard it for hours and its killing me” she said lovingly. “Do you know how much I love you?” I asked her smiling. “Yes I do, and I hope you know how much I love you and how much I cant wait to be Mrs Billy Boyd” “As much as I want you to be Mrs Boyd.” “Well I better go I still have a lot of stuff to do before the wedding. So see you at the altar. Love you” She said. I could just see her smiling and face beaming as she said that. “And I love you too, see you at the church” Just then Orlando started singing “We’ll get him to the church on time..” “Well tell him he better or he will be one dead elf.” She said mock seriously. “Well I really got to run, see you in a few hours.” she said and hung up. “Aww how sweet, Billy” Elijah kept saying. Just because he cant seem to get a girlfriend doesn’t mean I can’t find the love of my life. He keeps making fun of me when I tell her that I love her. He keeps saying how I’m such a softy and @#%$ like that. And its really getting on my nerves lately. He is just jealous.
After I got off of the phone we went back to playing the play station. Sean broke the silence by saying. "Well after today only one of our hobbits is single." Elijah just glared at him. He went too say something but was cut off by Orlando blurting out. "Well we will just have too do something about that now wont we. We will just have to find Doodle someone so he isnt the only one all alone, by himself, with nothing, no love" Elijah right then jumped on his defense. "Hey now, I'm not the only one alone. You're not married Lando." "No no I'm not married, but I am with Cat and very happy, and plan too propose soon, so I do not count now do I Lij? And dont get so defensive we were just joking around." Orlando added. "Well my love life or lack there of is not one too joke about." he said in a pissy tone. "Ok guys leave this alone, its supposed to be happy today. Dont put a damper on Bily's big day" Dom said. "Thanx Dom I can always count on you." I said as he pulled me into a hug. "Yeah sorry Billy, now lets go get you married" said Sean happily.
It was just about time to head to the church when the phone rang. It was a call I never expected or wished to ever receive. It was Whitney, Hayley’s best friend. She told me that Hayley collapsed and was unconscious. The ambulance hadn’t arrived yet but she told me just to head to the ER. “What’s wrong?” asked Dom after I just about fainted. “Its Hayley, she collapsed and is being rushed to the hospital, I got to go.” I panicked and grabbed my keys. “No you’re not driving. Give me your keys” Dom ordered as he grabbed them from my hand. So we all ran out of the house and sped to the hospital. Hayley just had to be ok, she just had too.
What seemed like forever we finally arrived at the hospital, I rushed through the ER looking for her. I stopped when I saw Whitney, and Hayley’s mom crying. “Where is she? Is she ok?” “She is in there” her mom said pointing behind the curtains. I then started to walk in to see her but she stopped me. “Its too late Billy, she’s gone.” she said crying hysterically. “What? No she can’t be. What happpened?” I asked not able to believe her. No my Hayley can’t be gone, its our wedding day, we’re supposed to be married today. This all has to be a horrible nightmare. “Brain aneurysm, there was no way to save her. The doctor also told us that she was about two months pregnant. Did you know that?” Whitney asked through her sobs. “Yes we knew, we were going to tell you all today during the toasts at the reception. I have to go and see her” I said and rushed into her cubical. She just lay there so still and looked so peaceful. She was still in her wedding dress, and looked so beautiful. I just broke down into sobs. I went over to her bed and just held her and cried. “Hay Hay you cant leave me. We were just about to start our life together, please come back to me, please don’t leave me. I love you so much and don’t think I can live without you. No I know I cant live without you.” I just sat there holding her for so long, I’m not sure how long I was in there. I just didn’t want to let her go. I couldn’t picture my life without her. She was my life, is my life. No this has to be some horrible nightmare that I’m going to wake up too soon, and find that it is the morning of my wedding day and that Hayley is still alive. Sadly this not a nightmare, Hayley was actually gone and there was nothing I could do about it. I just wish I could have said goodbye. I am though very lucky that she called earlier today and I got too tell her how much I loved her one last time.
A few days have passed since Hayley died, and I can’t get a minute too be alone. My friends and family do not want me to be by myself. They want to keep my mind off of her. That just isnt going to happen, I can’t think of anything else. I miss her so much. I keep thinking of how we should be married now and starting our life together, instead I just buried her, and I have to start my life without her.
“So Billy want to play some play station?” Dom asked me. “No” I said as I flopped into a chair in my living room. “So what do you want to do?” he asked me curiously. “No offense Dom but I really want to be alone. So get the hell out of here.” I told him and stormed upstairs to my room. I lay on my bed but on the side that Hayley slept on, I just wanted to smell her. I just wanted to find a way to be near her again. I can’t believe that what was supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life turned into one of the saddest when I learned that my love of my life and son were dead. I just lay there thinking and crying until I finally wore myself out and fell asleep.
When I woke up I noticed that someone was sitting in my room. I adjusted my eyes and there she was sitting on the window seat just staring out into the garden. It was Hayley. “Hayley is that really you?” I asked her as I just stood there and stared. She turned to face me and I noticed that it was indeed Hayley. But how she was dead. Wasn’t she? I just ran towards her, I thought I would never see her again, and now she is back. “I love you so much, I’m so glad you’re here.” I said then heard someone walking outside my room. I turned around but saw nothing so I went back to talking to Hayley. “I thought I would never see you again, I knew you would never leave me.” I said happily. This was definitely the best day of my life. “Billy who are you talking too?” Whitney asked me as she walked in my room. I turned around and said matter of factly. “Hayley” She rushed over to me and put her hands on my shoulders. “Billy, you cant be talking to Hayley, she is dead.” She told me but I didn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe it she was right here, right here in our bedroom. “No she isn’t, she is here, right there on the window seat.”I said and pointed to her. “No one is sitting there Billy.” she insisted. She must be blind she is there plain as day. “How can you not see her?” I asked her confused. Was Whitney losing it? “Bills she isn’t here anymore. Come on you need to get out of this house for a while.” She said and pulled me from my room.
Once we were outside my room I told her plainly. ‘No Whit, I don't want to leave, I saw Hayley, she is here, she was just sitting by the window. I have to go find her.' I then tried to get back into our room but she stopped me. "No Billy she isn't here, she is gone. You need to get out of this house for a while it'll do you some good, this place is nothing but a reminder of her." she coaxed. No she was wrong, it wouldn't help me to leave here, it would hurt me. I feel so close to her here I have to stay. "No I'm not leaving Whitney, you are now get out of here and go spend time with Dom." I said and went in my room slammed the door and locked it.
“Hayley, Hayley are you here?” I asked as I searched my room. I knew she had to be here somewhere, there was no way she could have gotten out without me or Whitney seeing her. I don’t know how Whit didn’t see her to begin with. She then appeared lying on my bed. I then ran over to her and lay beside her. “Hayley why are you hiding from Whitney, are you mad at her?” I asked her as I scooped her up and held her in my arms. She turned to me and said. “She can’t see me, only you can.” What did she mean? “I’m dead Bills, I can only show myself to you.” she explained then I cut in and said. “Well at least I can be with you like this, I miss you so much Hay.” “Bills, I’m not going to be here forever, Today is the last day you will see me. I”m sorry I didn’t want to die but I didn’t have a choice, believe me I wanted to stay here and marry you. I love you so much.” I just lost it when she said that, I busted out into tears and couldn’t stop. “I love you too and will never love anyone again” “Yes Bills you will, and the person you love is right here in front of your face. But you would never consider this person. But this person has always been there for you, this person would do anything for you, do whatever they had to do to make you happy. Look beyond what you know Bills” She said too me, then when someone knocked on the door she kissed me once more and vanished saying. ‘This is the last you’ll be able too see me, I’ll always be here with you.”
“Hayley you cant leave me.” I said as the knocking continued and continued as I ignored it and looked for Hayley. I know she said she wasn’t coming back but one could always hope. Then I went and unlocked the door and opened it. I found Dom at the other end looking concerned. “Are you ok?” he asked me. I just stood there looking at him and thinking about what Hayley has said. Was this person Dom? No it couldn’t be, I couldn’t be with Dom. He’s my best mate, he’s not the one I love, not the one I want to be with. Or is he? “Yeah” I said as I motioned for him to come in. I walked over and plopped on my bed. He followed me, sat down beside me and put his arm around me. It felt different then usual, we hug and that all the time but I have never felt the surges in my body before when I felt his touch. I just about jumped out of my skin. This can’t be happening, I can’t be falling for my best mate, no cant be happening. “Bills what’s wrong? You just tensed up all of a sudden.” He looked at me with a look of confusion and worry. “Nothing’s wrong” I lied. “Just missing Hayley” I said, which was true I am missing her but that isn’t the reason. Why did she put these ideas in my head, why am I now having these thoughts of my best mate. It isn’t right. Or is it? “Bills what are you thinking about?” he asked me. I turned my head too look at him. I just stared at him, and got the urge to grab his face and kiss him passionately. I just didn’t know how he would react to it. I mean he is married, and was definitely not gay, well neither am I but still. I just don’t want it too ruin our friendship but I thought that if I didn’t then I would regret it. So I just took the plunge, grab his face and kissed him passionately. At first he was surprised but then after a few seconds he got into the kiss. By the time I knew it his tongue had slipped into my mouth. I never in my wildest dreams would think that kissing Dom would be so passionate and so oh my god I cant even begin to say how it felt, how magical it was.
When I woke up, I found that I was not in my room, in fact I was in Dom’s room I looked beside me but I was alone. Where was Dom? And how did I get here? So I got up and walked out of the room and went in search of him .
I found him downstairs watching tv. When he saw me he asked. “So you ready for today?” What was he talking about? “What’s going on today?” I asked him curiously. “Um. its your wedding day.” he said sounding shocked that I forgot. Wait my wedding day? Me and Dom are getting married? When did they legalize gay marriage? And most importantly when did I turn gay, and when did me and Dom get engaged? “Getting married too who?” I asked sounding like I was just joking around but seriously I was starting to wonder. Good thing I’m an actor I thought to myself. “Ummm Hayley” he said. Wait she isn’t dead? What the hell is going on? “Wait you mean she isn’t dead?” I asked him beginning to think that this whole thing must have been a horrible nightmare. “Dead why would you think she was dead?” he asked me wide eyed. “Didn’t she die of a brain aneurysm on our wedding day?” I asked him. “Well today is you’re wedding day, and as far as I know she isn’t dead. Where did you get a crazy idea like that?” He then moved towards me as I explained. “It must have been a terrible nightmare, but it seemed so real.” I said not being able to believe it. But so relieved at the same time. Hayley is alive, and we can live our life together the way we had planned. The thoughts I had had before about Dom completely left my mind when I found out that Hayley was alive and well. He was my best mate and nothing else, and that is how it has to be. Even if I would like a little more than friendship, Hayley and our baby are my life now, and Dom would just have to stay as my best mate.

THE END

From: [identity profile] queliemelme.livejournal.com


too much emotion! i can't handle it! as always, enjoyed reading. :o)

DAMMIT WITH THE SELF-DENIAL!!

ok, better now...

From: [identity profile] alchemywow.livejournal.com


Biggles says,

"I could be bounded in a nutshell and count myself a king of infinite space, were it not that I have bad dreams"
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