This is For Real (4/8)

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This is For Real (4/8) by Laurie (sacreddesire)
Pairing: Billy Boyd and Dominic Monaghan
Feedback: Always appreciated
Summary: What happens after a night of drunken sex?
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Just my slashy fiction.
Beta: Jamie (sistersluge)



Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

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Billy opened his eyes slightly. The situation he was in reminded him of a previous time. Except now, he wasn't hung-over, he had Dom in his arms, and he remembered what had happened. Remembering made him smile. He took a deep breath and pulled Dom closer to him.

Dom was still snuggled up against Billy. Billy's movements made Dom stir. He opened his eyes and found that he was looking at Billy's chest. He looked up and smiled back at him.

"Good morning, Dommie," Billy said, receiving only a smile in return. Dom closed his eyes and snuggled closer to Billy, his nose brushing through Billy's chest hair.

Sometime later in the morning, after they had both fallen back asleep, the phone rang.

Billy picked it up. "Hello?"

"Uh…hey, Billy! It's Tracy!" Billy's heart sank. "Is Dom around?"

He looked down at Dom, who was still sleeping.

"Hi, Tracy. Dom's sleeping right now."

"Oh," she said, sounding disappointed and confused. "Will you have him call me when he wakes?"

"Of course." They said their goodbyes and hung up.

Billy nearly threw the phone back into its cradle.

"Who was that?" Dom asked, yawning.

"Dom," Billy said, "that was Tracy."

"Oh."

"Dom, what are you going to tell her?" Billy asked, moving away from him.

"Um…" he said, sitting up and staring at his hands, which were in his lap.

"Or hadn't you planned on telling her?"

"What?" Dom asked, looking at Billy.

"Well I know she doesn't know about all those random girls." He moved to the far end of the bed, away from Dom. "Or is it that? Am I just another random fuck?"

"No Bill!" Dom said with tears in his eyes.

"Are you going to tell her then?"

Dom moved to Billy. "Billy, you aren't just a random fuck. I'm going to tell her…"

"Tell her what?"

"I'm leaving her…" Dom let Billy's arms envelope him and smother him. They sat for a while like that. "Billy?"

"Yeah?"

"Want to make me breakfast?" Dom asked, leaning his head on Billy's shoulder.

Billy laughed. "What do I look like?"

Dom sighed. "Like a man who has just had mad, passionate sex with Dom Monaghan."

"Fair enough," he said, moving off the bed. Dom watched as Billy walked, naked, over to where his pants lay on the floor.

He thought of Tracy. Every morning she'd stop by, usually making Dom breakfast. Often times, they'd find themselves in bed. Dom enjoyed those days because he would've had sex only a few hours prior. She always walked around naked, and that always turned Dom on. But now, seeing Billy and thinking about Tracy, Dom didn't think he could ever go back.

What was he going to tell her? He knew he couldn't keep it from her. This was different than the other times. This time he felt something.

"Dom?" Billy said, peaking behind the door. "Are you coming?"

Dom got out of bed, grabbing a pair of shorts from the dresser.

The kitchen smelled of pancakes. Had he zoned out for so long that Billy already made breakfast?

Billy sat down and Dom walked over to him, sitting on his lap. The two men were shirtless and Dom enjoyed Billy's chest hair touching him. He wrapped his arms around Billy.

"Your seat is over there," Billy said, pointing to the empty seat across from him. Dom rubbed his nose against Billy's cheek. He looked down at the table. Taking a piece of cantaloupe that Billy had cut into strips, he put it into Billy's mouth. He rubbed Billy's cheek again with his nose.

The phone rang again. It was only an arm length away, so Dom reached over the table for it, still sitting on Billy's lap. "Hello?" he said, getting comfortable on Billy again.

"Dom! It's Tracy!" Billy could hear every word that she spoke. "I called earlier this morning but Billy picked up and said that you were sleeping."

"Uh huh," Dom said, snuggling Billy.

"Dom, I'm coming over now, we need to talk."

Dom was about to say no, but Billy shook his head. 'Talk to her, tell her,' he mouthed. Dom nodded.

"Alright, when?"

"15 minutes." She hung up the phone.

Dom sighed and turned the phone off. He looked at Billy.

"I'll get my things," Billy said as Dom moved off of him.

"Billy…I…"

Billy kept walking. When he returned to the kitchen, Dom was putting the plates in the sink. "Dom, it's alright. Give me a call later, after she's left." He finished buttoning his shirt and walked over to Dom, taking him into his arms. They kissed and Billy let go. He grabbed his shoes and socks and left.

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"Dommie!" Tracy giggled and pounced into him, wrapping her arms around him. Dom sighed and hugged her back. She grabbed his hand and brought him into the kitchen. "Smells good. Who made food?" she asked, looking in the sink.

"Billy," Dom said, keeping his voice steady.

"Oh…" she said, looking back at him.

"What is it that you needed to tell me?"

"Oh, right!" She giggled again. "I'm going away for the week. The office needs me in Dallas." Tracy put her arms back around Dom. She kissed him and Dom surprised himself by kissing back. She broke the kiss and brought Dom into the bedroom. She sat Dom on the bed and climbed on his lap, straddling and facing him. She kissed him again and reached down, grabbing the bottom of her shirt. She stopped kissing Dom and pulled off her shirt. She let her hair down and flung it from side to side. She giggled and kissed Dom again.

Suddenly, Dom felt himself push Tracy off of him and onto the floor.

"What the hell?" Tracy half-yelled.

Dom stood up. "I'm sorry, Tracy." He helped her to her feet. "I can't do this."

"What?" She stood looking at Dom, still shirtless. He handed her her shirt.

"You better leave."

"Dom, talk to me." She put her shirt back on. "What's going on?"

He sighed and sat back on the bed. "I don't really know how to say this."

"Just sat it."

"I can't see you anymore, Tracy."

Her facial expression didn't change.

"Maybe we just need a break. I'm going away for a week. When I get back, tell me then if you feel the same way." She left the room.

Dom wanted to chase after her, tell her it was completely over and he wanted Billy. But at the same time, he wanted to tell her he was sorry, he wanted her, and he wanted to be with her forever.

He didn't move, and Tracy never came back.