What The Future May Hold Part 8

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Previous chapters in my memories.

Title: What The Future May Hold Part 8
Author: desire_billy
Pairing: Billy/Dom, Dom/OP
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Filthy little lovely lies.
Summary: The year is 2007. Billy and Dom are living together after Dom's breakup w/Stewart (OP). Prologue and previous chapters are here.


"Billy, I won't let him suffer like I did!"

Billy took a step towards Dom. His eyes narrowed as he asked, "What the fuck does that mean?"

His voice low, Dom leaned closer, "You knew how bad you had hurt me. You went off and got married and made me believe you could forget me. I know Elijah called you on a weekly basis for awhile. He finally admitted that over a year ago." His voice wavered slightly and he looked into Billy's eyes. "You let me suffer, when all you had to do was let me know you still cared."

"You fucking think you were the only one hurting, Dom? Yes, I did know how bad I had hurt you. I had to live with that every fucking day! Knowing that I loved you and that I wasn't strong enough to be who I wanted." Billy watched as Dom turned away from him and began to go through his suitcase. "I suffered also! Besides you know as well as I that if I had called, you would have had me running back only to hurt us both more!"

Dom spun around and yelled, "Bullshit Bill! You left me! You walked away from me. Told me you didn't love me! You were off playing the happy heterosexual. You didn't want the responsibility of my pain!"

As soon as he said it, Dom knew he had gone too far. Billy had always loved him. Billy, of course, had suffered. In those three years they were apart he had lost Dom, himself, as well as his wife.

Billy turned, making his way out of their room.

Dom closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "Billy, wait, please. I'm sorry."

Billy slowly turned and in a low even voice said, "Dom, you and I have both suffered for this relationship. I know Stewart is hurt. I know how it feels to love you and want you back so much that nothing seems wrong in order to get you back. You think you are doing him a favor by being his friend? He doesn't want your friendship. He wants you back. You can't save him. He has to do that himself."

Dom sat down on the edge of the bed as Billy turned and left their room. He wanted to convince himself that Billy was wrong. That he could save Stewart some pain. He wanted to make himself believe that Billy could have saved him.

As he lay back on the bed he began to realize Billy had had to make peace with himself before he could have saved him. Billy had struggled with his love for him for so long. He had suffered. Dom felt like a right bastard.

He looked at the clock. 1:17pm. He had just less than three hours before the car was to pick him and Billy up. He walked into the kitchen and found Billy glaring at the countertops filled with catered food.

Billy turned to Dom and said, "Elijah had some things brought in. I suppose he thinks we can't manage a sandwich."

Dom walked up behind him and put his arms around his waist. "He spoils us."

Billy turned his head and smiled. "As well he should. He loves us."

Dom nuzzled Billy's neck. "Of course he does. What's not to love?"

Billy smiled and said, "You eat, I had a large breakfast. I'm going to jump in the shower."

Dom agreed and popped a few grapes in his mouth as Billy left the kitchen. As Dom ate more grapes a thought occurred to him. He felt his cock quickly begin to stiffen. He dropped the rest of the grapes he held in his hand and headed for the bathroom.

He opened the bathroom door quietly and was greeted by steam and the sound of Billy humming. He felt his body respond instantly to it and the thought of a naked Billy just behind the curtain.

He slipped out of his shorts and pulled his shirt over his head. His cock was rock hard and he wrapped his long strong fingers around it, giving it a few strokes before slowly pulling the curtain back.

Billy was standing there facing him, stroking his own cock. "That's my Dommie."

Dom licked his lips and stepped into the shower. He released his cock in order to run his hands over Billy's soap covered body. Billy wrapped his arms around Dom and kissed him as he pulled him close allowing their bodies to become flush. The soap on his body made perfect lubrication for their cocks to rub together as they both began to grind into each other.

"Oh God Billy, your body is so fucking perfect." He ran his hands down Billy's back and gripped his ass.

Billy arched his back and moaned. He brought a hand back around Dom's waist and grabbed his cock. Dom hissed at the pressure of his hand.

Billy spoke as he fondled Dom, "Want me to fuck you Dommie? Hmm, wanna feel my cock inside you?"

Dom was panting and groaning, fucking Billy's hand, wanting so much more. He grabbed Billy's shoulders digging his fingertips into his soft flesh.

Billy flicked his tongue against Dom's chin as he wrapped both of his hands around his and Dom's cocks. "Tell me Dom. Tell me what you want."

Dom moaned grinding his hips up into Billy's grip as their cocks moved together. "Fuck, Bill, fuck. Your hands, yes, oh yea."

Billy smiled as he worked their cocks. "You gonna cum for me Dommie? Let me see it. Mmmm, I wanna watch you."

Dom's head tipped back as he moaned with need. "Billy! Oh shit, wanna feel you in me. Want it. You."

Billy pushed Dom against the back of the shower, and Dom raised one leg up and rested it on the side of the tub. He pushed his hips out as Billy bent at the knees and pushed his cock along Dom's balls.

"Oh, yea, gonna fuck you Dom. Gonna take you." He reached up to the top corner of the shower and grabbed the lube. He had been ready for Dom.

As the shower beat down on his back he poured lube on their cocks. He took Dom's hand and directed it to his own cock. "Show me Dommie. Show me how you like it."

Dom stroked his own cock hard and fast as he watched Billy move his cock back and forth between his legs against his swollen balls. "Looks so good, Bills. So fucking good."

Billy grabbed Dom's hips as he bent slightly at the knees to better direct his cock into Dom. As the tip cleared the ring of muscles Dom pushed his hips up farther. In a rushed whisper he panted, "Billy, Billy, Billy."

Billy thrust inside Dom causing them both to cry out. Faster, he moved in and out of him, while Dom pumped his cock in rhythm with Billy's movements.

"Come Dommie, do it, fuck you look good. Show me, Dommie, pump that cock."

"Billy, shit, shitfuck yes. Fuck me harder. Harder!"

Billy bent slightly more at the knees and rammed into Dom all the way to his balls. Over and over he slammed into Dom.

"Dom! Yes, Dom, Dom, coming, oh Dom!" Billy forced himself to keep his eyes on Dom stroking himself. "Come, come!"

Dom came hard and intensely into his hand as Billy's body trembled with his own orgasm. He thrust into Dom one more time holding himself deep inside as he regained control of his muscles. Slowly he slid out of him.

Dom lowered his leg and pulled Billy into an embrace. "Fuck Billy, I love you. No one makes me feel like you do. No one."

Billy peppered Dom's neck with kisses. "Love you so much Dommie. So much."

~

Elijah had left for the first of his interviews at three o'clock.

Dom and Billy were waiting for the limo by four o'clock. They playfully kissed each other as they stood in the front room keeping an eye out for the car.

"I love you." Dom nipped at the end of Billy's nose.

"Of course you do. I'm very loveable." Billy raised his hand to ruffle his hair, but Dom pulled back.

"Not the hair, man! Looks too good!"

Laughing, Billy asked, "Later then?"

Dom wiggled his eyebrows and said, "Mmmm, I promise!"

Billy pulled him close and kissed him passionately.

~

Photographers were yelling their names as they exited the limo at the premiere. They posed and hammed for the cameras and fans. Dom hugged Billy and placed a kiss on his cheek causing many a fangirl to squeal.

Photographers and reporters surrounded Elijah. Viggo was talking to a few of Elijah's co-stars and Orlando was signing autographs. Stewart was laughing and talking to some of the photographers. Colleagues of his, no doubt.

As they walked down the red carpet near Stewart, he walked over and offered his hand to Billy. Flashbulbs going off, Billy smiled and shook his hand. Dom clapped Stewart on the back and the photographers began to yell their names making requests.

"Billy, look over here!"

"Stewart, give us a smile."

"Dom, give Billy a kiss!"

One photographer caught their attention with her request. "Can we get a picture of Dom and Stewart alone?"

Billy smiled and stepped to the side, but not before placing a kiss on Dom's lips. The screaming from the fans was almost deafening. Dom laughed, but as he turned to Stewart his laugh faded. Although he was laughing, the pain in Stewart's eyes was obvious to him.

Stewart wrapped an arm around Dom's shoulders and pulled his close. Dom wrapped an arm around his waist. He could feel Stewart's fingers pressing into his shoulder. Memories of the two of them posing for pictures and sharing their relationship with the media flooded Dom's thoughts. He wondered if Stewart felt the same. Stewart looked at Dom and their eyes met. In an instant he knew he did. The flash of the cameras brought him back from his thoughts.

One of the photographers asked, "Can we get a picture of the three of you?"

As Billy stepped closer, Stewart reached out for him. Billy was caught so off guard he let himself be pulled in, placing Stewart between him and Dom. Billy smiled for the cameras as he placed an arm around Stewart's waist resting atop Dom's. Stewart let his arm drape over Billy's shoulders.

The photographers rushed forward to get the shot. They smiled and laughed, all the while Billy was acutely aware of Dom's fingers caressing Stewart's hip.

Billy pulled away first, being drawn to a group of fans asking for his autograph. He obliged and was soon joined by Orlando.

As he too began to sign autographs he asked Billy, "How's it going?"

Billy just smiled and signed a few more autographs. He looked over at Dom and saw that he and Stewart were still arm in arm now talking to reporters. Orlando followed his gaze and placed his hand on his back pushing him away from the fans and photographers. He whispered, "You know if you claim insanity they may lessen the charge."

Billy laughed and whispered back, "Still know how to use that bow and arrow?" They laughed as they walked up to Dom and Stewart.

One of the reporters was asking Dom, "So you and Mr. Shipman have no problem being friends even though you left him for Mr. Boyd?"

Stewart answered before Dom had the chance. "Of course we are still friends. You don't just stop caring. He's happy and that's all I ever wanted!"

Dom actually felt himself blush. Billy took Dom's hand and pulled him rather possessively from Stewart's hold saying, "Come on love, we need to get our seats."

Dom jumped slightly at the realization that he had still been holding onto Stewart. It all felt so familiar. So comfortable. He waved to the fans and made eye contact with Stewart one last time before entering the theater at Billy's side.

As Stewart walked towards the theater he turned to the reporter who had asked about their friendship and winked.

Upon entering he felt a strong hand on his shoulder. He looked over and saw Viggo. "Hey, Viggo."

Viggo nodded and said, "You are playing a dangerous game Stewart. Think about it. It will only lead to sorrow."

Viggo walked on leaving Stewart alone with his guilt.